"The basis of most good relationships is trust. If you cannot trust the other person, then the relationship is never going to run very deep. Building trust takes time especially when one or both parties have been hurt in the past."
After all that has happened recently, the truth was that I actually trusted him. My heart says that he's telling me the truth. I trust my heart too. The only thing was that I told myself not to trust completely. Cause Im scared, if things turn out to be not the way I expected it to be, I know I would be hurt deeply. For I know Im not strong to face all these over and over again.
At times I felt so guilty towards him. Thinking negatively of him. When I actually let out what I feel to him, he always there to calm me down and make me feel at ease. Felt really guilty when I look into his eyes. How he actually makes me believe every word that he says. I know what has happened recently really disturbed my mind. But I tried to be strong like he always wanted me to be. I dont know how to let out my feelings towards him. I felt Im too deeply in love with him till at times I tend to be a little emotional. One whole day I waited for his call or msg but no response. Indeed his silence really tortures the heart. But I just hope he's fine out there. :(
The Story Of You & Me 2:16 AM.
.hEr BiOGrApHy.
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SiTi RoHaNi MuStAfA
'-PrEffErEd NaMe-'
NaNiE
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StUdEnT CaRe TeAcHeR
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~ StArLiGhT tEaRs ~
The white starlight envelops the tears
The tears fall in the warm wind
Do you feel it?
This trembling, quiet whisper that is going your way
I drew you in this white paper
The warm smile holds me
Is this love
Even when i close my eyes, i see only you
I'll be waiting for you
I will wait for you
I dont want to see the tears of pain anymore
You let me know this love thats like a lie
I'll never let it go
Because that love is you
Im walking in my memories with you
The tears fill even the deepest area of my heart
What should i do?
Even in my dream i miss you
I'll be waiting for you
I will wait for you
I dont want to see the tears of pain anymore
You let me know this love thats like a lie
I'll never let it go
Because that love is you
Please look at me, like the faraway stars
Can't you be the one thats in my heart
I'll be waiting for you
I will wait for you
I dont want to see the tears of pain anymore
You let me know this love thats like a lie
I'll never let it go
Because that love is you
