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Tuesday, December 25, 2007

HOHOHO!
MERRY CHRISTMAS!
To non-muslim only la. =]

Well. 6 more days left to 2oo8!
Should I be happy? Or sad?

This yr,
I work 4 d 1st time.
I enter a poly life.
I met many friends
VE, MI, SP =]
I become a counsellor
for my friends. Lols.
&& many2.
Err. No more la i think. Haha.

Yup2. 6 days left.
This wk - 2 APPT, 1 CS, 1 REC.
Wish me all the best yea.

Ysdae my mum did mention it again.
Haishh. Should I??
Ya. When i think back.
Yes. I must but where can i
find another job??
Im in need of $$. 2 pay for my
hp bills,
madrasah fee,
transportation,
creditors?? Lols.

Gonna hunt for job soon. But2,
left with 1 proj,
School restarting soon,
Exam are coming nearer!! -.-
How2??

Erm. This 'anonymous' tag again.
Ya once again, he tag at MS N's blog.
'Pergi pasar beli roti.
Perangai dia makin menjadi-jadi!'

Hampeh btol!
Ye la. What to do?
What he say true pe??!!
I nvr had once planning for her
birthday so like wwoooowww pe!!
But2,
'Masok MSN, bukak EMAIL.
Hey ANONYMOUS,
jgn nak step bebual TAMIL!'

Dont say anything
if u dont know the truth.
Setakat baca pat my blog jek,
semua org boleh la.
Im not the 1 who plan
for MR Z bdae.
HE HIMSELF! Faham??
HE HIMSELF!
Mi n MS S just accompany him.
Am i that rich to plan
bdae bash like that?? SO??
JGN BEBUAL CONFIDENT LA PAT SINI!
Know the truth first before u talk k??

I just cant simply
let him say like that.
If he dont know who MR R la,
MR Z la, or whoever i have
mention in this blog,
then dont talk confident uh.
GGRRRR!!

K da. I have nothing to say.
Im not trying to be rude 2 him,
but i just wanna tell the anonymous
that whatever he wnats to say,
get the truth first before he talk
rubbish in MS N's blog.
Haishh. No mood to type already.
PEACE! *TWIST*

The Story Of You & Me
4:04 PM.




Saturday, December 22, 2007

2dae very happy :) n also sad :(
Let me share evrythin here.
Haha. The happy 1 1st cann??

Just now at 5pm meet MR Z
& MS S at Zhenghua CC
Long time nvr see her
since the day when she resigned
frm VE due to her parents
so NEGATIVE!! Lols.
No la. I understand all la k. =]

So y we at the CC??
We gonna plan for MR Z &
his cuzzie bdae there.
So yah. 8 mths planning in advance.
& i feel its very fun la
planning for things that
has nvr happen b4.
He's trying to plan it
lyk 1 of the MRT shows,
'Sweet 16'??
Haha. We plans now
so that we can start working hard
to save that big sum of $$.
Arnd $4000?? Wahh!! :)

Ya. Its good to dream big
& at the same time, work hard
to achieve it. True?? Yeaa.
Then we went to the place itself
to plan where is the main entrance,
d tables, sound system, etc.
Cool isnt it?? =]

At that point of time when we
go up the lift && saw this poster.
6-10pm beside jelapang GSC,
ALIFF AZIZ together with chinese singer
will be singing there. FOC.
so we went there.
Got this chinese singer, cool uh.
He can sing both guy n girl voice.
Half of the shirt man style n d other side
girls style.
&& d hair also.
1 is long & d other side short.

Soon, Im getting fed-up.
Always chinese song. Watha.
So soon here comes ALIFF AZIZ.
He sang 4 songs straight.
At last, he sing.
Though i dont like him,
but i like his voice not his attitude.
He sang 'Sayang Sayang, Cinta Arjuna,
Ku Sendiri & Itu Satu Kisah' =]

After he sang, we 3 make a move.
We send MS S 1st before headed hm.
Not until under her blk la.
Till at senja only.
Then MR Z send mi hm.
I sat behind. He's d one riding it.
Very funny. Da la d bicycle's handle
spoilt, he can. I hold his shirt.
& off we go. Haha.

He cycle not balance.
Turning left & right
all thx 2 d handle.
Till he cycle in d middle of d road.
I shout so loudly already.
Im so scared.
Ya la. Imagine so many vehicles.
Watha. Luckili the traffic light turns red.
So no vehicles behind us. Fuhh!! ...
From the handle spoilt which
can move up & down,
its more spoilt. Can left & right plak.
Lols. We keep stopping2 landing
on d grass full of water & mud.
Haha. But he keep saying
'DONT GIVE UP! TRY AGAIN'
Haha. Till infront of Segar LRT,
where d handle really2 spoilt.
So we just have 2 walk uh.

He nvr send me back hm
cause cant take it already
all thx 2 the bike.
Really troublesome. Haha.
So yah thats all for the funny
scenario. =]
So hmm. The sad part??

I scolded him ysdae.
Ya, i scolded MR R. Y?
Because hmm.
He ask mi 2 call him.
But, he was playing wrestling game
that. He says 'jap2. i nk abeskan game
ni dulu k'.
&& till went he da so tired that he say
'u, mata i da tkle angkat uh.
I nk g tdo k.
I was so angry that i just rep 'hmm'.
All the way.
He asked, 'asl hmm?? mare ker??'
den i say 'bye bye bye'.
& i end the call.
Haishh.
Also dont know why i get angry
so easily.
Its like. Hmm.
Da i think till here jek la.

*till now he like
no mood to talk to me.
:( So sorie. Din mean to
scold u nor hurt u. *

The Story Of You & Me
11:33 PM.




Friday, December 21, 2007

SELAMAT AIDILADHA
TO MUSLIMS YSDAE! =]

Wanna update blog but 12:08am
already. So just treat it as
now is fri already la aites.

Hmm. Went to my nenek hse
at Lakeside.
Ya. Everytime we celebrate there.
Before we headed to nenek's hse,
we went to sembawang masjid
2 collect the sheep
yg da kene sembelih. =]

Wahh. My father ask 2 pikul
1 of the plastic bag.
Its damn heavy la seyy.
&& sumore its raining. Haiyo.
&& I had a scar on my left hand.
Haishh. NANI NANI!!
Tu pon tkleh angkat ke?? Lols.

We r d 1st family to arrived.
Hee. I was so tired
that i slept at my cuzzie room.
Its just nothing la.
Always on this day,
d pakcik2 would help 2 sembelih2 d meat
& at the end of it, place it in plastic bag
equally 2 give to my uncles.
So we girls actually got nothing 2 do.

Anyways, ive been scared of this spider.
Though its just a fake 1.
But err. Only god knows how geli i m.
Esp the legs. Eww. So d geli la seyy!!
&& m cuzzie & bro keep distubin mie.
Haiyo.
Till my aunt say im merepek.
Fake spider also wanna scared.
Ok2. its not that i scared k.
Its just so geli. EeeeEeee!!


B4 GoInG 2 GrAnDmA hSe =] SmILeZz


ThIs Is d FaKe SpIdEr I tALk AbT. PeAcE 2 u!! :P


The Story Of You & Me
12:03 AM.




Thursday, December 20, 2007

Nothing much to say.
Just wanna wait for u till
u come back hm from work.

2o12o7 03:41am
He : Bagus la u.. I da kat luar uma
dari 2 50 smpi skrg i lom masuk
uma..kol hp mak i die tk angkt..
i da pnat badan akit..
da tepkse tdo bwh blk

07:11am
She: Sori2. hmm. jgn mare2 la.
ur mum tdo mati agknye. hmm.

07:21am
He : Sorie lmbt rply.. i aru masuk
uma..syiok sak tdo kat
playground..hehe..

She: Haish. Kalu syiok sngt
gi la tdo lagi pat situ.
Amalkan selalu. haish.

I was like huh??
Im at hm, thinking how he
going to go hm.
Sumorehis mum nvr pick up
his calls. Pity him.
Haishh.
But nvrtheless, he stil
dont wanna change.
Always go hm late.
&& now work already,
&& go hm late.
I doubt he can masok uma.
Hmm. =(

Got nothing else to say.
Just pray for his journey hm.
Hmm. IMU :'(

The Story Of You & Me
11:16 PM.





Now, quiet2 update my entry.
Now, 12.40am already.
But im not sleepy yet.
So yah. Thats y im blogging.


Just now, my mum was in a bad mood.
Just came back hm from giant with dad.
I think the moral of the story is.
Dont leave your child at hm. Ok?
Usual. When mum camr hm,
if she sees something that not
apealing to the eye, she would tidy up
everything though its late at night.

Sometimes, i wonder,
am i a god daughter?
Im lazy. Just because haven had the
interest yet of doing hm chores.
Ya. I know im a girl.
And like people says
'A girl thoguh study hard and having good
career, when married, the only place
for them is kitchen.' Right2?
Hmm. I disagree. Y?
Hmm. I lazy 2 debate. Hmm.

k2 enough of that.
On tues is the N lvl result.
& i have to say, my cuzzie, Nazri,
could'nt get into Sec 5.
Just 1 pt. Hmm.
I heard he wanna stay Sec 4 again.
Yah. Cause hmm.
I dont mind him going ITE.
but i scared he will mix with hmm.
Understand understood jek la eh.
So yah, whatever the desicion is,
just go on. We will support u
as long as u willing to study hard. =]

Aniwaes, I heard MR A got 11 pts.
Hmm. I wonder what he wants to go after this.
&& for MR H,
he got 12 pts. Nxt stopis,
he wants to go SHATEC.
But the only barrier is, his mum.
I hope she will understand aites. =]

Lastly, hmm.
DaffyDuck got job already.
&& he works 7am-2pm at dont know where,
5pm-2am today.
So yah. another 1 more hr & he finish work.
Haishh.

Last 2 days, i talk 2 him on the phone.
Ish. Mcm tk bersalah gitu dia ckp.
He tell me his work schedule for this & nxt wk.
Mostly finish at either 11pm or 2am.
Hmm.
I was like 'ya.. ya.. ya"
All the way.
& he could something was not wrong.
So he says
'y? like lazy to talk to me jek?'
I said nothing. Just forget it.
Then he says
'i know y? we everyday talk on the phone
at nigth. So if i work at night finish late,
u miss talkng to me right?'
I was like HUH??
I nvr even thought of that.
Nvr it had cross my mind.
The only thing i thought at that moment
was, how he going to go hm?
Is there bus from his workplace to hm?
Isnt he tired? Hmm.

Haish. =(
Sad & miss him even more.
But what can i do.
Just be patience.
Thats the most i can do.
Hmm.

Gonna miss u Mr Ducklin.
Gd nite Mr Ducklin.
Take care Mr Ducklin.
Hope u have a safe journey hm Mr Ducklin.
&& whatever la Mr Ducklin.
I dont know what else to say Mr Ducklin.
=')


The Story Of You & Me
12:36 AM.




Wednesday, December 19, 2007

ThIs Is tHe PiCs 4 YsDaE OuTiNs' =]


At PiZzA hUt.
NaNiE*fAtIn*SyAkILLa


YuS*IdAh*MyRa


i AtE tHiS. *CHICKEN OLE` BAKED RICE*


AfTeR EaTiN' =]


D B'dAe CaKe! *YuMMy* :P


Us =] GuRLz : MyRa*YuS*IdAh*fAtIn*SyA*NaNiE

GuYz : SaIfUddIn*RuSyDi*YuNi*AmIr


sMiLeZ wIf BdAe BoY!! =]
Us GaLz. =]


aFtEr d MaKeOvEr! aNyOnE iNtErEsTeD??


We WeRe ToLd NoT 2 LuK @ D cAmErA.


NuTiN 2 dO LaH. TaKe PiCs CaNN??


The Story Of You & Me
10:14 PM.




Tuesday, December 18, 2007

Hey2. =]
Im ok already. =)
Frm the day when that 'anonymous'
nvr again tag her blog.
N its like everi1 back to normal.
I just wish no one could ever
try to break our friendship. =]
Cause it just doesnt work. :P

Aniwaes. I hate it.
Money finish by just a seconds.
HATE IT HATE IT!!
Just 2 days $23 gone.
Wathaaa.
Ysdae n 2dae i went out.

Ysdae went to ECP
with my classmates.
Almost all of us go uh.
Meet Li Yan, Eileen, Shu Yang, Jun Jie
& Jun Fu at Eunos MRT.
Dean & Justin at ECP MC already.
Guess what?? We took the wrong bus.
All thanks to Eileen.
Haha. J.J.
It stops at Bedok Interchange
when we have to take again bus 197
to ECP.
A mins walk n we reach already.
Soon everi1 reach already.
Taufiq nvr go cos he just came back frm M'sia.
So yah. Erhmm.
I just cant find d bonds btwn me n them.
Y? Bcos they keep talking in chinese.
So how? Hmm.
We go cycling to the far left side.
Can play until evening for $10.
Watha. I only have $7 n Dean help 2 pay 4 me.
Wahh. Muscle ache already.
It rains heavily.
N 1st we got stuck at this shelter.
There, we play true or dare.
N usually true is the easiest thing uh
2 do uh.
So de decide to only play dare.
Its like nonsense but fun uh.
Kissing girls hand la, pole dance la, etc.
Very2 funny.


After that we headed to thi kopitiam.
My pocket dry already.
They ll buy food to eat except me.
Wahh. Though my stomach grumble
already, all i can do is TAHAN!! lols
Then, talk2 here & there
b4 we head back to d bicycle shop.
I can't take it already.
My head spinning.
Feel like fainting when Li Yan
bought me something 2 eat.

N then, mi, Shu Yang & Li Yan
went hm while d rest wanna go n bathe.
Thx 2 d rain that our shirts all wet.
Not only that, also got sand at our back.
Ish3. Tot of going to office,
but i dont think so man!! lol


Just now, went to Causeway Point.
Celebrating Rusydi's b'dae.
With all our MI friends.
Amira, Yus, Idah, Fatin, Syakilla.
Amir, Saifuddin, Yuni & Rusydi. =]
I reach 1st as they ask 2 meet at
d control station at 1.30pm.
But no one in sight.
So i just wait for them.
While waiting, i just buy drink $1.
I only bought $10.
Thinking that they wanna eat normal food.
But i heard at first wanna eat seoul garden.
I was like huh??
But just act normal.
Then came this men.
Mintak sedekah.
I had no choice but to give him $2.
But im sincere la.
Left with $7.
Came d rest of d girls n d guys.
Go buy cake n t-shirt.
Plus we went Pizza Hut 2 eat.
& celebrate his b'dae.
I still owe Yuni $7.60. >.<

After that we went 2 this place.
Near taxi stand.
&& make over Rusydi.
Haha. Funny!
Putting powder, hairband, mascara, etc.
But i dont have the photo wif me.
I upload later cann?? =]
Then we headed home.

Hmm. Kla. I think that's all.
Suddenly no mood 2 type anything further. =]

The Story Of You & Me
8:11 PM.




Sunday, December 16, 2007

I just wanna cry right now.
I duno why.
After reading what the "anonymous" said.

Anonymous: Per hal ni! semua condemn aku per!
alah nadia, ko anggap die kwn baek?
bapak ko saket, die tak jengguk..
mak lelaki yang dier uker akit,
kelam kabut sak pergi...

I duno what to say already.
Perhaps yah. He's true.
Im not a good friend to her. :'(

Im tired already.
After one probs,
came another probs.
I have no strength to face it leady.
LET ME REST 4WHILE CAN??

N peepz, dont look mi up.
I dont feel like talking to u guys
right now.
Anything just tag me.
M sure 2 rp ur msg.
Or those who got my no,
just msg me.
Wanna rep or not, i see how first.
Kla. Byes! :(

N btw, Mr Anonymous,
Im not feel defeated by u.
I just tired.
So dont think u r a winner right here.
Cos when the time comes,
Thats when the judgement comes.

The Story Of You & Me
12:11 AM.




Saturday, December 15, 2007

Our friendship is still strong
So those of u who wish 2 break
our friendship, i can just tell u 1 thing.
WAIT LONG LONG ARH BEB!!

I dont know why people
like 2 mess around with my friends.
IF U DONT HAVE ANY BETTER THINGS TO DO,
GI LA UAT KERJA AMAL KAPE.
Dapat jugak pahala.
Daripada tk habis2 nk sakitkan hati org.

I dont know who is this anonymous
that tag nad's blog.
If i could know who,
i just know what to do.
I copy hers. Y?
U got prob with that pe.
N yah, im not that creative
as 2 do it in my own way.
I know who i am.
But just dont be a coward la.
Ur parents give u nice name
but u choose to call urself anonymous.
Ish Ish Ish. I really pit ur parents. Haish.

Ysdae ive done something
that i nvr did b4.
So dont make me do it once again.
Cos i totally hate it.
But this is the only thing i can do
to teach d person a lesson.

Yah. What faris told me is true.
Its better if i calm myself down.
If i kip doing this,
it will add up my sins
of talking vulgarities.
But what can i do.
I cant tolerate this tau.
If wanna mess with my friends,
do it woth me first.
I willing to rather than u hurt my friends.
I wont let u go off that easy.

I dont know why i feel agitated
this few days.
Easily get angry.
I duno why. I dont even know myself.
But i just realised it when i talk back
to this guy who hurts my friend.
I really cant stand it.
Tell me who not angry,
when sum1 else says ur friend
FUCKER, BITCH & STUPID??

*I feel there's sumtin
that's not right with u.*

The Story Of You & Me
1:59 PM.





DaFFyDuCk && ChIcKeNLiTtLe


He's tired la seyy! -.-

HOHOHO!
Haha. ok2. Haven Christmas yet la Nani.
:p So yah.
I feel like blogging again.
Wow. Damn happi la seyy.
Bcos, its SCHOOL HOLS! Hip2 Hoorayy!
2 wks. But ok la.

At least free from projs n school. =]
Happy Happy mi. >.<

I came 2 school 15 mins late just now.
But im shocked that when i enter e classroom,
only 4 ppl turn up.
So. I consider myself still early la. Hee.

2dae is our FOM presentation.
&& yah. Im glad tcher r satisfied wif our grp.
We have improved alot.
Just that 4 mi, i feel d communication
among our grp can be improved. ^.^
N yah. I was d 1 in-charge
of clicking d slides ppt.
N when my turn 2 present,
i take my high heel shoes n present.
There is a table infrnt of me.
So yah. No 1 knows i standin
without my shoes on. Haha.

After lesson finish,
as we already decides.
Putting presents on d chair.
N frm dere, we have 2 take d present
that have our names on it.
After which we can ask who's d person
that gave u. Haha.
Indeed. I dont have.
Cos my fren forget 2 bring.
She keeps apologize 2 me.
But nvm la. I dun even mind at all.
So no need be paiseh la uh. =]

I went hm 1st 2 rest 4while
b4 i go out again 2 werk.
But sum1 happen in the LRT.
My scarf safety pin spoilt.
So i had 2 go aries at CCK 2 buy 1.
Then headed 2 werk.
Syahin bring new rec 2dae.
I feel i got see her somewhere.
But i duno where & when. =]

Same as ysdae.
I visit his mum again.
She can go hm 2mrw.
Can see laugh here and there.
Jokes here and there.
Left d hosp arnd 9 plus b4 9.30pm uh.
Go hm wif his lil bros n dad.
He said in d mornin
his left hand got electric shock.
n dat now his left left body like very pain.
Hmm. Can see his cramp face uh.
Haha. D above pics.

*I reali2 like u.
n d feelin of lovin u is already dere.
But i dun have d gut 2 sae 2 u
cos its jus too sudden.
Thats i feel reluctant 2 see u go hm.
I wanna be with u always. :( *

Last but no least.
I wana post sumtin here.
Convo of MUD N SHA.

anyone wanna buy psp? i got my own shop now. pm me for more details... says:
weit

+*¨^¨*+ Sharona+*¨^¨*+ says:
ape?

anyone wanna buy psp? i got my own shop now. pm me for more details... says:
marah nmpk

+*¨^¨*+ Sharona+*¨^¨*+ says:
tak la..

+*¨^¨*+ Sharona+*¨^¨*+ says:
tanye aje

anyone wanna buy psp? i got my own shop now. pm me for more details... says:
ialah

anyone wanna buy psp? i got my own shop now. pm me for more details... says:
lau marah ckp marah

+*¨^¨*+ Sharona+*¨^¨*+ says:
tak marah

+*¨^¨*+ Sharona+*¨^¨*+ says:
actually nak talk 2 u abt sumtin..

anyone wanna buy psp? i got my own shop now. pm me for more details... says:
abt wat

anyone wanna buy psp? i got my own shop now. pm me for more details... says:
say it

anyone wanna buy psp? i got my own shop now. pm me for more details... says:
abt wat

anyone wanna buy psp? i got my own shop now. pm me for more details... says:
say it

+*¨^¨*+ Sharona+*¨^¨*+ says:
our conversations..

+*¨^¨*+ Sharona+*¨^¨*+ says:
well, yday nye

anyone wanna buy psp? i got my own shop now. pm me for more details... says:
y?

+*¨^¨*+ Sharona+*¨^¨*+ says:
i think its inappropriate...

+*¨^¨*+ Sharona+*¨^¨*+ says:
cos we not even going in2 a relationship

anyone wanna buy psp? i got my own shop now. pm me for more details... says:
ok fine

anyone wanna buy psp? i got my own shop now. pm me for more details... says:
be it then

anyone wanna buy psp? i got my own shop now. pm me for more details... says:
juz stop it here

+*¨^¨*+ Sharona+*¨^¨*+ says:
can talk abt anything else

+*¨^¨*+ Sharona+*¨^¨*+ says:
except naughty things..

anyone wanna buy psp? i got my own shop now. pm me for more details... says:
dah lah.benda dah jadi, aru nk pikir.

anyone wanna buy psp? i got my own shop now. pm me for more details... says:
mcm mane org tk ckp u bengap

+*¨^¨*+ Sharona+*¨^¨*+ says:
hey, i'm not bengap k..

anyone wanna buy psp? i got my own shop now. pm me for more details... says:
WATEVA

+*¨^¨*+ Sharona+*¨^¨*+ says:
I tak salah seh..

+*¨^¨*+ Sharona+*¨^¨*+ says:
Just saying tat its inappropriate -now-

out of a sudden, i went to the kitchen, grab a knife n tried to kill myself..... says:
wat else u wan? so u wanna be the good gerl now?

out of a sudden, i went to the kitchen, grab a knife n tried to kill myself..... says:
so go n find sumone alim for u

out of a sudden, i went to the kitchen, grab a knife n tried to kill myself..... says:
that can teach u how to respect ur parentz n behave urself

+*¨^¨*+ Sharona+*¨^¨*+ says:
i didnt say i'm a gd girl..

+*¨^¨*+ Sharona+*¨^¨*+ says:
but i know wen 2 draw the line, esp after wat happened since tat sunday

+*¨^¨*+ Sharona+*¨^¨*+ says:
How come you suddenly say those other things?

+*¨^¨*+ Sharona+*¨^¨*+ says:
I do respect my parents and behave myself to a large extent

out of a sudden, i went to the kitchen, grab a knife n tried to kill myself..... says:
oh really? if u noe how to behave, then they wun ask u to stay with ur aunty to make u behave bengap

+*¨^¨*+ Sharona+*¨^¨*+ says:
they didnt ask me to stay at my aunt hse, i chose to stay over to clear my mind

out of a sudden, i went to the kitchen, grab a knife n tried to kill myself..... says:
oh ya... first u say a diff story now it's diff

out of a sudden, i went to the kitchen, grab a knife n tried to kill myself..... says:
fuck u

+*¨^¨*+ Sharona+*¨^¨*+ says:
wen did i tell a different story seh?

+*¨^¨*+ Sharona+*¨^¨*+ says:
i staying over at my aunt hse cos i wan, noone force me to stay over

+*¨^¨*+ Sharona+*¨^¨*+ says:
my parents only ask me to quit the job but i didnt until a few days ago

+*¨^¨*+ Sharona+*¨^¨*+ says:
tat 1 then i misbehave

out of a sudden, i went to the kitchen, grab a knife n tried to kill myself..... says:
ya ya ya

out of a sudden, i went to the kitchen, grab a knife n tried to kill myself..... says:
wateva

out of a sudden, i went to the kitchen, grab a knife n tried to kill myself..... says:
go fuck urself

+*¨^¨*+ Sharona+*¨^¨*+ says:
eh.. jgn kurang ajar k..

+*¨^¨*+ Sharona+*¨^¨*+ says:
i telling u the truth now

out of a sudden, i went to the kitchen, grab a knife n tried to kill myself..... says:
do i look like i care? fuck u. hate me how much u wan bitch

+*¨^¨*+ Sharona+*¨^¨*+ says:
i didnt hate u to begin with seh

+*¨^¨*+ Sharona+*¨^¨*+ says:
but now, bcos of wat u say, i do

out of a sudden, i went to the kitchen, grab a knife n tried to kill myself..... says:
LIKE I FUCKING SAY, DO I LOOK LIKE I CARE? HATE ME ALL U WAN BITCH!

+*¨^¨*+ Sharona+*¨^¨*+ says:
My bad.. I don't hate you but I'm extremely disappointed with you.

out of a sudden, i went to the kitchen, grab a knife n tried to kill myself..... says:
dissapointed? for wat. everyone IS DISSAPOINTED with me! so y do i care?! mite as weel i fucking die!

+*¨^¨*+ Sharona+*¨^¨*+ says:
See? That's why I'm disappointed. Firstly, eventhough if you angry at me for whatever reasons, you shouldn't curse at girls. Ever. I didn't even curse you.

+*¨^¨*+ Sharona+*¨^¨*+ says:
And then you say might as well you die. That means you give up. You don't even want to try to fix the problems or repent.
out of a sudden, i went to the kitchen, grab a knife n tried to kill myself..... says:
repent? dun talk to me abt religion

out of a sudden, i went to the kitchen, grab a knife n tried to kill myself..... says:
i already tell u, I HATE UR FUCKING GOD

+*¨^¨*+ Sharona+*¨^¨*+ says:
eh.. i not talking anything abt religion

+*¨^¨*+ Sharona+*¨^¨*+ says:
repent as in, do something good to make up for the bad things you did

out of a sudden, i went to the kitchen, grab a knife n tried to kill myself..... says:
repent is religion stupid

+*¨^¨*+ Sharona+*¨^¨*+ says:
like try not to make the same mistakes

+*¨^¨*+ Sharona+*¨^¨*+ says:
the point is, fix your problems and dun do all the bad things again
out of a sudden, i went to the kitchen, grab a knife n tried to kill myself..... says:
dun force me fucker

+*¨^¨*+ Sharona+*¨^¨*+ says:
i'm not forcing, i'm advising

out of a sudden, i went to the kitchen, grab a knife n tried to kill myself..... says:
dub advice me then. from nw on, rite nw, i dunnoe u

+*¨^¨*+ Sharona+*¨^¨*+ says:
fine, tats your decision.


My convo with him now.

(",) NaNi (",) mOmEnTsOfSiLeNcE [moments-of-silence.blogspot.com] says:
eh? masih hidup lagi?
out of a sudden, i went to the kitchen, grab a knife n tried to kill myself..... says:
tk
out of a sudden, i went to the kitchen, grab a knife n tried to kill myself..... says:
dah nak mampos
(",) NaNi (",) mOmEnTsOfSiLeNcE [moments-of-silence.blogspot.com] says:
Oh . da pegang pisau tu bunuh diri sendrik je la sekali.
(",) NaNi (",) mOmEnTsOfSiLeNcE [moments-of-silence.blogspot.com] says:
asl? takut?
(",) NaNi (",) mOmEnTsOfSiLeNcE [moments-of-silence.blogspot.com] says:
takut nk mati?
out of a sudden, i went to the kitchen, grab a knife n tried to kill myself..... says:
so? nak masuk campur wat pe
(",) NaNi (",) mOmEnTsOfSiLeNcE [moments-of-silence.blogspot.com] says:
i dun wanna masok campur. but i cant stand wen u called my fren names
out of a sudden, i went to the kitchen, grab a knife n tried to kill myself..... says:
ouh. so miss little squeaky complains?
(",) NaNi (",) mOmEnTsOfSiLeNcE [moments-of-silence.blogspot.com] says:
no. its her rite 2 sae. dier nye mulut, she can sae everitin she wants 2 mi.
out of a sudden, i went to the kitchen, grab a knife n tried to kill myself..... says:
ouh. tell her, to watch her mouth over wat she say
(",) NaNi (",) mOmEnTsOfSiLeNcE [moments-of-silence.blogspot.com] says:
Oh eh? u r d 1 hu shud watch ur mouth over wat u said boy
out of a sudden, i went to the kitchen, grab a knife n tried to kill myself..... says:
so? u wanna hate me? go ahead. fuck to u all
out of a sudden, i went to the kitchen, grab a knife n tried to kill myself..... says:
i dun give a damn to all this shits
out of a sudden, i went to the kitchen, grab a knife n tried to kill myself..... says:
oh ya, pakai tudung, jgn kpo. instead, console her. not tok to me abt this shits
(",) NaNi (",) mOmEnTsOfSiLeNcE [moments-of-silence.blogspot.com] says:
oh eh? we dun reali wanna fuck ya aniwae
(",) NaNi (",) mOmEnTsOfSiLeNcE [moments-of-silence.blogspot.com] says:
n, dun ever think org kai tudung tkde maruah ok
out of a sudden, i went to the kitchen, grab a knife n tried to kill myself..... says:
who wanna fuck sumone like u
out of a sudden, i went to the kitchen, grab a knife n tried to kill myself..... says:
bitch
(",) NaNi (",) mOmEnTsOfSiLeNcE [moments-of-silence.blogspot.com] says:
eww.
(",) NaNi (",) mOmEnTsOfSiLeNcE [moments-of-silence.blogspot.com] says:
i nvr sae mi.
(",) NaNi (",) mOmEnTsOfSiLeNcE [moments-of-silence.blogspot.com] says:
oh puhhlless
out of a sudden, i went to the kitchen, grab a knife n tried to kill myself..... says:
ya ya ya
out of a sudden, i went to the kitchen, grab a knife n tried to kill myself..... says:
damn girls
out of a sudden, i went to the kitchen, grab a knife n tried to kill myself..... says:
fuck to god who created bitches
out of a sudden, i went to the kitchen, grab a knife n tried to kill myself..... says:
n girls
(",) NaNi (",) mOmEnTsOfSiLeNcE [moments-of-silence.blogspot.com] says:
ya ya wateva la jantan suar
out of a sudden, i went to the kitchen, grab a knife n tried to kill myself..... says:
memang aku jantan suar. cume kau tk sedar
out of a sudden, i went to the kitchen, grab a knife n tried to kill myself..... says:
bodoh
out of a sudden, i went to the kitchen, grab a knife n tried to kill myself..... says:
muakakaka
(",) NaNi (",) mOmEnTsOfSiLeNcE [moments-of-silence.blogspot.com] says:
o issit our god nvr created a bitches. but d god whom u respect to 'devils’ r d 1 hu created all this.
(",) NaNi (",) mOmEnTsOfSiLeNcE [moments-of-silence.blogspot.com] says:
no wonder, u r also 1 of them.


Im pissed off with him.
1st time argue backs 2 person.
Issit our fault or him?
Saying bitches 2 us n fucker.
WTF.
Im not scared of u la mr
I dun give a damn at all.

The Story Of You & Me
12:46 AM.




Thursday, December 13, 2007

Harlow2 >.<
1 h & 15 mins ago, I juz came back from hosp.
DaffyDuck's mum got admitted 2 hosp TTSH.
I think she overwork till her whole body is weak.
& I got to know this is not the first time.
Indeed its the second time.
But im glad there's nothing happen.

So yah. I was at the office when he msg mi.

DaffyDuck: Hi. tgh uat ape nih?
ChickenLittle: Pat office. Which hosp u're at now?
wanna go hm 2geda?
DaffyDuck: TTSH. U dtg sini la ngok mak i skali.
Den mayb my pakcik send us and u hm.
ChickenLittle: Ok. I go out from here at 7.45 k?
(without realising the visiting hr is until 8pm.)
DaffyDuck: U dtg siang sikit uh. Kite da jln kul 8pm.

When i heard that, i was like looking at my watch.
Its 6.50 already.
That time i just finish learning presentation.

So i told MR D, that i have 2 go.
So yah. I was like rushing to d MRT.
Im damn tired but what 2 do.
That time i juz agree 2 go.
Without thinking whether is relatives r there.
Uat malu jek nanti dtg. Btol tk??

b4 i bought the train.
I look at d MRT map.
So. i need to alight at City Hall.
N waited for the North East Line 2 Novena.
D funny part is. Hmm.
My eyes was searching for that station.
Wat i saw is. D station is after Somerset.

Serious.
When im at the train i look at d map again.
Its true. Then after Somerset,
I readily standing infrnt of d door.
Then when it reach the station,
the operators saes 'Orchard'
After that 'Newton'
I was like scared already.
I call my dad. Then he say Novena is after Newton.
When i heard that, my heart was like FUUHHHH!

Then i walk as fast as i could 2 mit
him at the entrance.
Its already 7.55pm.
He can still jokes with me.
I was damn tired he duno.
Then walking 2 d ward at 7th storey.
He was like walking so fast la.
I was behind walking slowly with my laptop.
Waahhhhh. BLASTTT!!

Haha. Upon reaching there,
he said his relatives all there.
I was like HUHHH??!!
But actuali onli his family are there.
His lil brothers all look at me wif 1 look.
1st time meet his family.
So yah. Sit there and talk2 wif his mum.
Very fun la.
It drags until 9 plus.
So we take a move then.
His uncle cant fetch us so we took MRT home.

In MRT, suddenly he ask me.
Y ur kaki menggigil?
Then i was like.
U noticed uh? I aso duno y.
Evertime like that.

I tot he would 1 2 send me hm.
ORR. At least until CCK uh.
But then, sad. He went hm 2geda
with his dad n lil brothers.
Nvm. I dont mind at all.
He needs to be home since his mum is in hosp.

At LRT, my dad asking mi where m i.

DaD: Adik kat mane?
NaNiE: pat LRT. asl? nak tunggu pat fajar?
Penat uh. Tk larat nk jln.
DaD: alik je la. Pelan2 kayuh.
NaNiE: K2. masih ade kaki masih leh alik sendiri.
DaD: Tau tkpe. Hang Toi penat nmpk. %-)

I was like laughing non-stop.
The 'Hang Toi penat nmpk' is taken from
1 of Suhamini Yusoff movie 'Tkleh Angkat Beb'.
Its damn funny la. U guys just watch it. :P

Reach hm arnd 10.30pm.
I was reali reali reali tired.
But here i am blogging.
A few mins later, his mum msg mi.
Juz wanna make sure everi1 is safe. =]

Talk 2 him 4while just now.
He also too tired that wen he talking
to me, his eyes is close.
Haha. So yah. =]

Ysdae appt was damn fun.
N also the uncle very supporting.
Reach hm arnd 12 plus to 1am.

-.- Tired la seyy.
Kla. Till here then.
Wanna prepare speech 4 2mrw's presentation.
Then i go sleep.

Gd nite 2 DaffyDuck.
Gd nite 2 all of u. =]

*PISSED OFF AT SCHOOL!!*

The Story Of You & Me
11:43 PM.






.hEr BiOGrApHy.


'-NaMe-'
SiTi RoHaNi MuStAfA

'-PrEffErEd NaMe-'
NaNiE

'-D.O.B-'
14 JaNuArY 1990

'-PrOffEsIoN-'
StUdEnT CaRe TeAcHeR

'-SaYiNG-‘
ItS iMpOsSiBLe To Go ThRoUGh LiFe WiThOuT tRuSt



.DeDiCaTiOnS.


~ StArLiGhT tEaRs ~

The white starlight envelops the tears
The tears fall in the warm wind
Do you feel it?
This trembling, quiet whisper that is going your way
I drew you in this white paper
The warm smile holds me
Is this love
Even when i close my eyes, i see only you

I'll be waiting for you
I will wait for you
I dont want to see the tears of pain anymore
You let me know this love thats like a lie
I'll never let it go
Because that love is you

Im walking in my memories with you
The tears fill even the deepest area of my heart
What should i do?
Even in my dream i miss you

I'll be waiting for you
I will wait for you
I dont want to see the tears of pain anymore
You let me know this love thats like a lie
I'll never let it go
Because that love is you

Please look at me, like the faraway stars
Can't you be the one thats in my heart

I'll be waiting for you
I will wait for you
I dont want to see the tears of pain anymore
You let me know this love thats like a lie
I'll never let it go
Because that love is you




.tUnEs.




.uNsEpArAtEd.

~ L o V e L i E s ~

NaDiAh
AyU
fArAnUrShEiLa
hAkIm
hAyAtI
sHaRoNa
aL-fEE
iZzAt

~ F r I e N d S ~

aLdEn
AsYrAff
aZLiFa
aZmIrA
cHeRyL
dIn
fAeZaH
fAkHrI
fArEEz
fArInA
hAfIdZa
hUdA
KrYsTaL
LyAnA
MaGGiE
mInG Xi
NaQiAh
NuRuLhUdA
rAiHaNaH
sHaFFiYaN
ShAfIqA
sHeRyL
SyAhIdA
YaNi
Yu QiNG
ZuRaIIn
ZyLaa

~ M I (P A E 0 7 ') ~

AtIkAh
HaFiZaH
IdAh
LiSa
MyRa
ZuLkArNaIn
yUsLiNdA

~ S P ~

aDeLiNe
AhBiAh
aMaLiNa
AmOs
ChOnG YaN
CyNtHiA
DeAn
HaFiLaH
JiNG YiNG
JuN JiE
JuStIn
LiN Qi
ShI JiE
ShI YuN
StEpHaNiE
WiNiFrEd