♥LuAhAn HaTi NaNiE♥

Monday, November 24, 2008

I feel something's not right this few days.
I had difficuly in breathing.
And my chest will feel hurt at any point of time.
And im continuosly having that come-and-go headache
I feel so weak and tired easily
especially when i had to climb that
so called "hill" every morning to school.
And im telling you, its very very IRRITATING!
I guess im too stress.
Haiz. And im having appointment
with doctor at cck polyclinic on this fri.
Im dread of eating 6 tablets of medicine every morning. -.-
(I do skip that for quite a number of days. Ssshhh.)

Anyway, yesterday outing was a great one.
The fact that its raining heavily never stop us
from continuing to celebrate lyana's birthday party. =)
And again im alone.
Haha. Its good to be in this way.
Especially when my freinds have their own partner
and you are there watching them teasing one another happily,
feeding each other with food, laughing with each other.
There's only one ting I could say.
Im just happy seeing them happy.
And how i wish........................ :')
Well, we dont need to be that way to show our true love.
But just by trusting and able to accept the other party
for whom he/she is, already show more than enough
how much that person means to you.
Right nad? =)
Yes. I never deny that im envy them.
And yes. I did cry too. (Lucky no one saw it. Lols!)
Dont know for what reason.
Ok. Lets end this. Forget this.
Lazy to share anymore further.
Haha. Im fine. Im always fine.
Right?! =)

The Story Of You & Me
10:24 PM.

Saturday, November 15, 2008

Im addicted to korean drama!
Especially this drama - I'm Sorry I Love You.
Its really a sad story.
So must watch ok?!
Well this is one of the song.
Hear it!

Im sorry I love you - Korean Drama

Korean Lyric

Onu-sae ki-ro-jin ku-rim-ja-rul tta-ra-so
Ttag-gom-i-jin o-tumsogul kudae-wa kotgu inneyo
Sonul machujapgo ku-onjae-kkajirado
Hamkke-in-nun gol manuro
Nunmuri nanungolyo

Parami chara-wochinun mankum
Kyowurun kag-ga-wo oneyo
Chogumsshik i-gori guwiru
Kudae-rul ponae-yahaet-don kyejori uneyo

Chigum orhae-yi chonnung-golchul parapabo
Hamkke innu-nisungane
Nae-modungol dangshingge jugoshipo
Iron gasume kudae-ranayo
Yakhagiman han naega ani-eyo
Irohke gudael sarang-hanun-dae
Kujo nae-mami i-rolppunin-gojyo

Ku-dae-gyo-chi-ramyon
tto oddoni-ri-radu
halsu-i-ssul-komman gata / kuron gipumi tuneyo
unuri jinago ddo-onjegga-jirado
uri sarang-yong-won-hagil
Gido hanu-i-ssoyo

Parami naye chang-ul hun-dulgo
Odu-un pammajo kkae-umyon
Kudae apun giolmachodo
Nae-ga da chiwochulkkeyo
Hwanhan ku misoro

Kkutobshi nae-rinun sae-hayan nunggut-dulro
Uri koddon i koriga
Onu-sae pyonhan gotdo morununche
Hwanhan bichuro mulduro-kayo
Nugungal wihyae nan sara-gan-nayo
Mu-woshidul da hae-chugo shipun
Irol-ke sa-rangin-jul pwae-wossoyo

Hung-shi gudae-in-nun gododin-ji arat-damyon
Kyo-ulpam pyori dwae gu-dael bicho-ssul-tende
Utdon naldo nun-mure jochodon sulpun bamedo
Onjena gu onjena
Gyote issol-kkeyo

Chigum orhae-yi chonnung-golchul parapomyon
Hamkke innu-nisun-gane
Nae-modungol dangshinke chugoshipo
Iron gasume kudae-ranayo
Ul-ji-marayo
narul parapwayo
gucho gudaeye gyoteso
hamkke itgo shipun mam ppunirago
tashin kudael nohchi anhulkkeyo

kkutobshi nae-rimyo uril kamssa-on
korigadulkhan nunkotsokeso
kudaewa naegasume chogumsshik
jakun chu-o-gul kurineyo
yongwanhi naegyote kudae issoyo

English Lyric

Somehow our shadows grow longer
As I'm walking with you in the twilight
Holding hands, this eternity
Just being together brings tears to my eyes

When the wind is coldWinter is coming closer.
Little by little on this path
The season when I'll have to leave you is coming

Now as I look up at the first snow of the year
In this moment together
I want to give you everything
And hold you in my arms

I am not just a weak person
I love you like this
That is the only thing in my heart

When I'm with you, whatever may happen
It seems like I'll be able to do it
You give me that feeling
Today passes, and on into eternity
I pray that our love will last forever

The wind rattles my windows
When I awaken in the dark night
And I'll erase all your painful memories
Through this smile

The white snowflakes fall endlessly
On this path as we walk
Not knowing if someday it'll change
We go on through the changing colors of light

I lived for someone
I wanted to do something - everything - for them
I learnt that is what love is

If maybe I'd known where you were
I would've been the star on a winter night
Shining my light on you
On the happy days,
And on the sad nights wet with tears
Always, always beside you

Now as I look up at the first snow of the year
In this moment together
I want to give you everything
And hold you in my arms

Don't cry, look at me
Still beside you
All my heart wants is to be with you
I won't let you go again

Endlessly falling around us
On this path full of snowflakes
Little by little in your heart and mine
Our tiny memories become full
You are forever beside me

The Story Of You & Me
10:53 PM.

Friday, November 14, 2008

How silly can I be crying over inconsiderate people?
Hmm.
Ive been feeling down this few days.
But i dont know what exactly that disctract my mind.
Whats's happening to me?
Can i cry? :(
I just wish to be alone for now.

The Story Of You & Me
10:06 AM.

Friday, November 7, 2008

Im in school business library right now.
Having 4 hours of break from 12noon just now
cause having economic lecture at 4-5pm.
Really2 bored.
Bringing all the tutorials for next week but
end up not doing a single tutorial.
Seriously no mood right now.
So here I am blogging.

Yesterday was a stress day for me.
I dont know why.
For the past few days Ive been revising economics
for last wed test.
And Ive yet to do a single thing for my FMA tutorial which was yesterday.
During tutorial, I find it so hard for me to catch up with the lesson.
Cause I have not yet reading through the notes after lecture.
So i dont really know what the chapter is all about.
Even during break yesterday i never eat.
No appetite. Serious!
I guess i really need a break from all this.
Go out alone to get some fresh air.
When I came back home,
suddenly have the mood to study.
So 6 hrs spent on reading up all the notes and do tutorials for next week.
Feel so relieved!
Sorry Nad and Sal for not able to meet you both yesterday.
I was too stressed-up with all this.
Hmm.

*I keep having this weird feelings.
When I sleep, I always dream of you.
When I see you, my heart keeps pumping.
When you stand near me, I feel so uneasy.
When you never look at me, I feel so sad
When you wave at me, I feel so happy.
When I never see you for a day, I started to miss you.
Whats the meaning of all this?
I dont want history to repeat itself again.
I dont want to have this kind of feelings anymore.
Please go away.
I dont want to be hurt again.
Please Please. Im begging you. :'( *

The Story Of You & Me
3:12 PM.

Tuesday, November 4, 2008

I dont know why.
I began to have wild thinking about him.
When I wanted to forget everything,
he came into my life again.
Everything seems weird. Awkward.
But still I accept it.
We can be like before.
And seriously, since that day, everyhing has fade away.
Including that indescribable "feeling".
Finally.
Cant deny I miss the old days but what to do.
Everythings change now.
Why does he makes me keep having negative thoughts about him?
Is it true he's just using me?
Am i too soft-hearted towards people?
But what have I done wrong to deserve all this?
Haiz. I want to know the truth.

"Ya Allah, Kau tunjukkanlah jalan kebenaran bagi masalah yang sulit ini."

Well, went to my workplace after school just now
to collect my pay cheque.
Weee. Like finally. Im B.R.O.K.E!
My colleague had never seen me wearing tudung before.
And they were shocked to see me.
They even thought im customer. Lols.
Then came Paru.
She also give me that shocked-face?!
Paru : Hey Rohani, where u from?
Me : From school. Haha.
Paru : You look different eh. Why you wear tudung on off on off?
Me : Like duhh. As if they allowed us to wear tudung here.
Angie : You look so matured when you wear tudung.
But when you go work uh so sexy. Haha.
Me : Where got sexy.
(Usually wear pants and t-shirt with my cardigan. Is that called 'sexy'?)
Paru : Please uh. Dont say that word in my presence. I know Im the sexiest among you all.
And we all broke into laughter. Haha.

Anyway, Im really2 tired.

Have yet to fully revised on Economics

which the exam is like tomorrow?!

And here I am blogging?!

Haha. Seriously no mood for revision.

Whenever I read the notes, there goes my half dead eyes -.-

Just hope everything's going to be alright for tomorrow.

All the best to Nanie!

To Aizuddin, Taufiq, Shi Yun, Morgan, Ade, Wini, Shu juan,

all the best for economics tomorrow. =)

Not forgetting all the unknowns that have to take this economics

______(fill in the blank) again! Haha.

Lastly, Nad, sorry never call you yesterday night.

I'll call you if Im free alright.

Going to be busy this few days.

If you need me, just contact me alright.

Insyaallah, I'll be there for you when you need me. ;)

*So sorry Mr that im unable to help you this time round :(*

The Story Of You & Me
6:53 PM.

.hEr BiOGrApHy.

'-NaMe-'
SiTi RoHaNi MuStAfA

'-PrEffErEd NaMe-'
NaNiE

'-D.O.B-'
14 JaNuArY 1990

'-PrOffEsIoN-'
StUdEnT CaRe TeAcHeR

'-SaYiNG-‘
ItS iMpOsSiBLe To Go ThRoUGh LiFe WiThOuT tRuSt

.DeDiCaTiOnS.

~ StArLiGhT tEaRs ~

The white starlight envelops the tears
The tears fall in the warm wind
Do you feel it?
This trembling, quiet whisper that is going your way
I drew you in this white paper
The warm smile holds me
Is this love
Even when i close my eyes, i see only you

I'll be waiting for you
I will wait for you
I dont want to see the tears of pain anymore
You let me know this love thats like a lie
I'll never let it go
Because that love is you

Im walking in my memories with you
The tears fill even the deepest area of my heart
What should i do?
Even in my dream i miss you

I'll be waiting for you
I will wait for you
I dont want to see the tears of pain anymore
You let me know this love thats like a lie
I'll never let it go
Because that love is you

Please look at me, like the faraway stars
Can't you be the one thats in my heart

I'll be waiting for you
I will wait for you
I dont want to see the tears of pain anymore
You let me know this love thats like a lie
I'll never let it go
Because that love is you

.tUnEs.

.uNsEpArAtEd.

~ L o V e L i E s ~

NaDiAh
AyU
fArAnUrShEiLa
hAkIm
hAyAtI
sHaRoNa
aL-fEE
iZzAt

~ F r I e N d S ~

aLdEn
AsYrAff
aZLiFa
aZmIrA
cHeRyL
dIn
fAeZaH
fAkHrI
fArEEz
fArInA
hAfIdZa
hUdA
KrYsTaL
LyAnA
MaGGiE
mInG Xi
NaQiAh
NuRuLhUdA
rAiHaNaH
sHaFFiYaN
ShAfIqA
sHeRyL
SyAhIdA
YaNi
Yu QiNG
ZuRaIIn
ZyLaa

~ M I (P A E 0 7 ') ~

AtIkAh
HaFiZaH
IdAh
LiSa
MyRa
ZuLkArNaIn
yUsLiNdA

~ S P ~

aDeLiNe
AhBiAh
aMaLiNa
AmOs
ChOnG YaN
CyNtHiA
DeAn
HaFiLaH
JiNG YiNG
JuN JiE
JuStIn
LiN Qi
ShI JiE
ShI YuN
StEpHaNiE
WiNiFrEd

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