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Saturday, March 29, 2008

Wee! At last i blog again.
Haha. Besides being buzy with work,
i also lazy to blog.
No mood la katakan. =)

20 Mar 08

Watch STEP UP 2 with Sha and her sis.
Its really gerek to the max.
Esp when it comes to the dance move.
IN THE STREETS! =)
But a lil bit fed-up.
Guess how much is the tickets?? $10!
Watha. And know what.
Just going out from the theatre, we saw this poster.
We can actually present our ez link card
to enjoy the student offer.
Ok. Like what the ****! At only $6 ok???!!!

22 Mar 08

Our first meeting for the month of march08. Haha.
Its been a long time since we last met.
If im not wrong the last meeting was on 11 feb08??
Yea. 1 mth plus. And its like :( Rindu gileerrrr!!
Ok2. Meh aku ceritakan ape yg terjadi.
Suppose to meet up at 2.30pm at CWP.
But i went out abit late cause something going on earlier.
When i board the bus it was alrdy 2.30pm.
He asked me to call.
Guess what?? Baru nk masok mandi?? >.<
Ok. Then 1st asked to meet outside 7-11.
Then msg him again to get it clear.
He said at our usual place. Outside lib!
Ok. 3pm he msg saying dah nk kua rumah.
Waited Waited Waited.
3.15pm baru nmpk batang hidung dia.
Dah tu. His face like just wake up.
And2 his hair like nvr comb like that. Haha.
Dlm hati aku ckp, "selenger jugak ni org". Haha.
He like walking very fast. I thought wanna go where.
I just followed him.
Sekali tu. Pergi mane tau?? Toilet!!
Lucky i nvr follow him go inside. Haha.

Actually the main purpose was to meet each other
and also to accompany him to look for hp at starhub and singtel.
But2. Kesian. Singtel shop closed for renovation.
He said Singtel 'stupid'. Haha.

HE : Bodoh nye Singtel. Haha. U use starhub or singtel?
ME : Singtel.
HE : U pon same bodoh. Hee.

We laugh to each other.
Thats one of the word he like to use on me.
But i know he just joking.
I dont really mind. =)

Then we walked2 until he asked me 'da mkn?'
I haven ate at hm earlier. Hmm
Then he ajak mkn.
But2 i know he asked to go eat aso not because
he wanted to eat but to accompany me eat.
I keep shouting at him to buy food.
All he said is 'later'. Hahai.
I thought of dont wanna eat but it keeps me drooling
when i saw this dessert called 'ICE KACANG'!
While nk pay at the counter, i accidentally
terlanggar this bowl of fork and spoon.
But not so hard la. Haha. I thought he din see.
When i came back happy2 to the seat.

HE : Ya allah. Sampai langgar benda tu.
ME : Uh? U nmpk ehk??
HE : Aah la. Hahaha. (Non-stop laughing)
ME : Ishk. Malu nyeeerr!!

Haha. That was embarassing ok?? =)
It was raining heavily.
And i know after eating, we have to go our separate ways.
He had to go his friend house nk g urut.
And worst still. Since its raining,
we cant walk to the outside bus stop like we usually do.
And so, we took bus 963 from interchange.
Just when we wanted to sit down waiting for the bus,
which i thought i could have a long talked with him.
But2 not even 1 min we sat down, bus came already.
Goossshhh.
Its like just 2 bus stop and he got to alight already.
And which means thats the end of the meeting??
All the way i kept quiet.
And he can still joke.
Singing 'AKU MASIH SAYANG' in a childish tone.
I wanna laugh but i just kept inside.
And when the time he gonna alight,
he look at me and said 'bye. nanti mlm call k"
I just stared at him as he walk off. :(

-----------TO BE CONTINUED----------

Hmm. Suddenly like so lazy to type further.
I end it here ok??
Haha. Mornytes everyone.
And for you too MR ITIK!!
Ure so funny la just now.
Its ok. I understand.
I understand that ur pp8 da tinggal telur itik.
Hahaha. =)

The Story Of You & Me
12:29 AM.

Thursday, March 13, 2008

Sesungguhnya aku malas ingin on ni laptop.
Tapi memandangkan dah lama tak luahkan
isi hatiku di blog kesayangan ku ini,
i memaksa diriku berbuat demikian.

Blueekkz! Ceh2. Wah nanie.
Bilalah plak pandai berkata2 mcm nie?
Lols.
All this while ive been busy with work.
Until i forgot to have fun.
Haha. Thanks to nad and al fee
for asking me out today.

Otw there in bus 187, we saw lyana.
I got to know when al fee told us.
And when she alight, she smiling and wave at us.
I wasnt sure who she wave at actually,
but i just wave at her back also.
Guess she really2 happy to see nad. =)

I really had fun with them.
Trying something new.
The game ive learnt today is bowling!!
Haha. Yes sharona.
I never played it before nor even touch the ball ok?
Haha.
There's always some kind of nervous feeling
everytime i tried something new.
Maybe im scared to be the one being laughed at.
Haha. But when seeing other people play,
i told myself why need to be scared
Im playing because of wanting to have fun,
not as in in competiton or whatsoever. True?
So i just selemba jek la roll the ball.
Haha.

We played 2 rounds because
we haven had any satisfaction. Haha.
After that we went to eat at errr. I forgot the place.
Me and sharona went to this mly stall.
We ordered kway teow goreng for me & macaroni goreng for sha.
Nad and al-fee went to the indian stall.
I wasnt sure what they ordered.
I was shocked and laugh when i got to know what the ordered.
They ordered kway teow goreng for nad and mee goreng for al fee.
Hee. At first sha tot of wanted to eat mee goreng but
ordered macaroni goreng instead since so long nvr tried.
Haha. If not we both each eat the same but from diff stall.
Hee. Coincident. =)

After filling our stomach,
we went to our separate ways.
As in me and sha going to takashimaya while
nad and al fee went to buy present for her grandma.
Before that, we still have time to snap a few pics.
I cant stop laughing. They should know why.
Soon bus 174 came.
Otw to taka, the bus was like so slow la.
Sha fell asleep already.
My eyes still wide open scared terlajak kepe.
Gave sis the slipper and off we went to bpp.
I dont have the mood to go hm so early.
So i decided to go lib for awhile alone
cause sha had to go back hm.
Sis met her bf. So yah
Not long when i felt so uneasy.
My stomach so pain. Damn pain. Dont know why
Cant take it any longer, i went hm.
Until now my stomach still pain. Haiyo.

Haish. 2 days he nvr contact me.
But i cant deny, i miss him.
Its been a month since i last saw him.
He dont even say anything. So i just kept quiet.
Just now, nad told me to ask him along
for our outing nxt time.
I dont know what to ans.
I just said that i simply lazy to disturb him.
I dont even tell him about our outing.
Because deep down i know, even if i ask him along,
he sure wont be coming.
So try once and thats it.
No more asking. Hmm.

All this while, its not that i lazy to contact him.
Even if the misses started to build up.
But. Hmm. Let me say it out here k.
Ive been thinking about it.
And i myself came to a conclusion that im tired.
Tired of hoping for something that's not sure
whether it meant to be mine or not.
The only thing i have to do is to let
the nature take it course.
If he were meant for me, den he will be.
But if not, then its ok.
I nvr regret knowing everyone that i had met.
At least there's still some happiness that they had given me.
I just have to wait. Yea. =)
Eventhough i feel envy seeing my friends & sis
with their love ones being there for them.

RAHAYU & KHAIR

Seeing khair like that, i just pity him.
Due to his condition, girls doesnt wanna be with him.
Luckily my sis, isnt that heartless.
She doent care about his condition
so long as she knew he's the 1 for her.
She willing to take care of someone who dying to taste the sweetness
of love, care and concern from someone.
I hope their r/s will nvr ended.

NADIAH & AL FEE

A sweet loving couple to me. I envy them ok.
Ok well. They have gone through thick and thin 2geda.
Despite the challenges they face through,
they still stay strong as one.
And2 today, i can see al fee jealous! Haha.
Im happy seeing them so happy.
In the middle of facing alot of challenges, problems, etc
but there's still someone being there for her.
Thats what makes her stay strong all this while. =)

SHARONA & DALE

Even he's faraway from her,
but i hope the love and promises that has been
making her feel happy is not a lie.
She's a lil sis to me. Haha. She needs someone care.
Many times r/s failed and hopefully this time round,
u are the only guy true to her.
Dont wish her to be hurt again.
U both look sweet I hope this will stay eternity. =)

AMIR & LYANA

I dont really know alot about this couple.
But got la time to read their blog.
But from each entries that i read each time,
i could feel the lovingness between them.
With the trust, patience and understanding,
i hope that will makes them stay strong. =)

=) At least im feel happy whenever i see them happy!

Anw, i dont know why this past few days,
its either there's something new i tried
or there's something in the past i last do/saw,
came back again.

1) Its been a long time since i last read mly novel.
And the last 2 days, ive read 2 bks.
I still could feel as if i was in the story itself.

2) Its been a long time since i last saw my cuzzie, nazri.
Yesterday he came to my hse before sending shasha to school.

3) I tried new game called bowling. =)

4) Its been a long time i last chat with my friend.
His name is aryawan. He work at VE last time.
I 1st met him during ramadan period.
I can still remember that day. =)
And today im shocked.
Long time nvr see him online and he is today. =)

Ok. Thats all.
Panjang rasenye aku type. Hehe.
I just hope he would msg me.
I really miss him.
R.A.S.H.I.D.I.N

The Story Of You & Me
10:12 PM.

Saturday, March 8, 2008

My stomach feels so uneasy.
I dont know what i ate la.
Just now my kak sedara's wedding.
Its just a small ocassion at her her sis house.

Yesterday, i spent my day with my sister.
From 2pm-7pm we are just at bugis
which is simply called 'shopping!'
Maklumlah got our pay already.
Not alot la. But enough for the things
we wanted to buy.
Had our lunch at LJS.
Bought 2 pair of shoes, 2 pair of black shirt(regret buying)
and cardigan.
Most of it we bought for our work attire.
Black Black Black! Duhh.
At night thought of eating with family at bpp kfc
when 'she' had to spoilt it.
We jst reach at the carpark
when she called and say she's at kopitiam downstairs
and had to come my house urgently.
We had to make a u-turn la.
Watha! So childish.
Our happy mood turn to sad and angry mood.
Especially my mum cause its her plans.

Anw, this lately, he has been making me laugh alot.
and2 i feel something different. Hmm.
He even make me suspense.
He said he going to NS on 11 march. Police.
I was like so low when i heard that.
Ya ya. What he said is true.
"Why sad? Its not as in im going somewhere out of s'pore."
Yes true but if in police,
3mths u have to stay in camp.
Its like quite long la. True?
Then like that, like that.
Suddenly he told me.
"U, relax uh its in 2009 not 2008"
I cried. I felt even if its 2oo8/o9,
it still going to happen one day.
Haishh. But at least not so soon.

Another news that really2 makes me sad.
I got to know the release of our new class for next sem.
And2. Im kind of separate from most of my last yr classmates.
Most of them are in the sme class though.
Except me and other 2 friends.
Its really2. Haishh.
Whenever i think about this, i would surely cry.
Cant help it. Haisshh.
Especially when he's not in the same class as me la.
Eventhough we 2 are the only mly,
and eventhough we dont really talk to each other,
eventhough he's more friendly and at times abit quiet but im very quiet,
i feel easy each time i talk to him.
Serious. I dont know why,
from this news, i felt im going to lose him.
As in friend la.
And the girls like adeline, li yan
who always there to motivate and encourage.
Haishh. Ok. Accept it!

See. No mood to type further already.
Till here then.
Going to sleep now. *Yawn*
2mrw working la. Hmm

The Story Of You & Me
10:55 PM.

Friday, March 7, 2008

Im just tired ok.
But i still wanna blog cann?? =)
Been busy with work lately.
And today is my first time working full shift
as kak yaya off today.
9.30am-9.30pm ok??
But time kind of flies by quite fast.
But still in the middle its boring la.
And when boredom strikes,
i will always take this roll sticky paper
and roll it all the socks there.
It was meant to clear away the dust, etc.
Fun though. Haha.
Its better than nothing to do right right??

Anw, wanna talk about yesterday2 5 march 08.
Its a happy and lucky day for me i guess.
I usually took bus 190 to work.
Suddenly, '1 MESSAGE RECEIVED'
It was from my primary and secondary school friend.
His name is Kian Soon!
Haha. 1st time i met him again at the bus stop
wanna go hm from work.
Its like 1 yr already we din saw each other.
He also working there. haha.

HE : U in bus 190 right now right? U look at the exit.

Then i see la. He's in the bus too.
Then we went work together.

Anw, a few days ago,
i only brought bread to work.
But on that day, i din bring any eventhough my mum
had cook in the morning.
My mood kind of not so good that few days.
I always like to angry2. Maybe my period come kot.
I really had no $$.
The previous day i just got my paycheque
and i post. Usually 2 days then duit masok.
I asked my dad to transfer $$.
So since he has it transfer, suddenly i thought of going makan
with kian soon. And yea we gonna eat together.
When i wanted to withdraw the $$.
I look at the balance.
I was so shocked. My gaji da masok la seyy.
I was smiling to myself.
And i keep saying, "syukur alhamdulilah"
I dont know how many times i have said that.
Meet him at the punchcard corner.
Then we headed to kfc.
Damn hungry la. He ate uh like a hungry ghost. Haha.

We talked about our pri & sec school friends.
Until we touches on the links to wisma, etc from taka, etc.
U know i dont really tour around there.
So, on that day he became my tour guide.
He bring me to wisma using shortcut.
We walked2 see laptop, psp, etc.
Guess what i saw? Watches booth.
And2, the watch that i wanted is there.
Arrgghh. Its driving me crazy.
And its only $10 whereas at lot1, bpp is $15.
I bought it la of course.
Poor kian soon, wanted to buy one of this watch
but that day his pay hasnt yet banked in.
So have to wait.
This sun we'll be going there together again. Yippee.
After that gonna eat at lucky plaza.
He told me there's indian prata. Lucky prata? Banana prata?
Haha. Yea. True.

Our break time almost up.
All the way i smiled to myself.
Really2 happy.
And2 not forgetting, there's another thing that makes me happy.
He!!
The handsome guy who work just infront of my department.
Haha. He's really2 cute, skinny and handsome.
His smile will makes people melt la seyy.
Usually if he's working the same day i work,
my mood happy la seyy.
Even if its boring but got mood to stare at him.
Haha. Ok. Nani gilerr!
Ok2. Just like his cuteness but not more than
just a workmates uh. Haha.

Pejam celik pejam celik
working hrs ending soon.
At the bus stop, i saw him again.
We go hm together. Haha.
Me and kian soon like couple. Haha.
Ooops. Not forgetting.
That handsome guy smiled at me la seyy. Haha.
Ok finish.

The Story Of You & Me
1:08 AM.

Sunday, March 2, 2008

"Im tired of running. Tired of running."
A sentence sang by akon.
Haha. Ya. Im trying to run away dari insan2 yg bergelar lelaki.
Everytime when i manage to get rid of them from my mind,
there will always be a next meeting.
Haiz. Nani. U must remember.
Singapore is a small country ok??

Since the day i start work, ive been too busy
to contact friends.
I dont know if what ive thought the other day
true or not.
I need help and asked a few of my friends.
But they werent there for me.
I did think of this but i know i shouldnt have to.
"Whenever they need help, they find me.
Im too generous to people.
Bt when i need help from them, they dont even care."
My mum told me that im too kind to people.
I just cant bear to see them in difficulties la.

Just now, i saw him again.
He walked me hm.
This time i just felt something not right.
I just dont wish 2 see him again.
I really wanted to get away from him.
I dont want him to get the wrong idea.
Thinking that i like him. No.

Rashidin has once told me that,
if u feel u hasnt get the answer that has been weighing
on your mind,
"look at the mirror and u will see yourself.
The answer to every qns, will come from your heart itself.
Maybe its gonna take a few mins or hrs.
Bt u will surely have the ans."
My heart hasnt actually opened to anyone.
Its neither H nor even R.
But how come i have feelings for R??
Haiz. I dont know la.

Just 3 days back, she called me.
Asking me when i'll be coming down to office.
I had no choice but to lie.
I dont tell her ive another job.
Oh gosshh. Pikiran la seyy.
Should i quit? Or not?
I dont want to make a choice that will makes me regret again.
Haiyo. How2??

The Story Of You & Me
12:04 AM.