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Monday, May 28, 2007

Haishh.. Sick 2dae..
Suddenli came back hm havin fever.. Haiz..
Headache2!!

Sad dae 4 mi diz few daes..
So many tings happen n it kips occuring nin stop..
Im so damn tired.. Seriuzli..
I knew hstory wud repeat itsef again..
Bt nvr knew it wud happen so fast..
Sum peepz may noe wat i mean here..
Y ol diz happens 2 dem??
N y its frm d same person??
Hmm.. Im reali confused..
4 i just dun wish 2 tink abt it nor remember it..
But its kip haunting mi.. Pls.. Go away!!!!

N mama.. Pls la..
Stop showing dat face n attitude 2 us.. Haishh..
Pls spare a thought 4 everi1..
Im so mad wit u..

N 2 u, u, u..
I noe its ol ma fault..
Been kiping quiet ol along..
I noe dat.. But cant u juz gif mi time 2 search..
Im seriuzli duno how 2 do..
Gif mi time 2 tink n find info olrite..

N 2 tcher.. Tankz 4 bein caring..
N yeah.. Its not dat i nv been adapting masef wit diz new environment
It just hurts mi wen im bein ignore..
I oe im too quiet.. Noe y?
Coz dey dun even wish 2 tok 2 mi.. Tell mi den??
Indeed, its nice knowing dem ol..
Though dey din tok much 2 mi, dey r frenli..
Its ok.. I dun mind ol diz..

N 2 her, her, n her..
Pls.. If u wanna tok bad abt otha peepz go ahead..
But pls dun let mi hear it
or askin mi point of view..
Coz i wont simply tok bad abt others..
Olrite?! Cant u ol just haf peace??

Presentation 2dae is simply ****!!!

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The Story Of You & Me
7:51 PM.

Saturday, May 26, 2007

Yeay2.. I finish ma elearning assignment leadi..
Woohhooo.. But2...
Stil cant enjoy 1st cozzz......
I stil left wit projs..
Wich mostli due in week 8.. Oh gosshhh!!!!
But at lest, not so stress like i m 4 d pas few daes..
Hee.. :p

Juz naw, ask ma bro 2 rent CDs..
'JANGAN PANDANG BELAKANG'
'DONT LOOK BACK
Mly ghost stori.. I heard fm ma fren, its so scary..
Wooooooo!!
But nah.. Not so lah..
But hopefuli i wont remember abt it 2nite..
Hahakz.. Had a hard time 2 shut diz eyes den..
Watchin wit ma parents..
Ma mum olreadi standby a small pillow..
Hee.. Went d scary part jek she close her eyes..
Lolz.. Mi n dad kinda of relax uh..
Ma SIS? BRO?
Mi bukak jek, dey l go insid their bedroom..
Lolzzzz.. Takut sngt uh.. Ape la tk sportin..
Gee..

So abt ysdae?? Hmm.. So many things happen eh..
Went 2 vivo again 2 do our IDEA proj..
We sit at COFFEE BEAN..
N melody eating spaghetti!!! Oh goshh..
Reali tempting sei.. Noe y?
Coz i haven eat since mornin..
Duhh!! Go hm nearli 5 takin bus..
But b4 dat haf 2 show d direction 4 Melody as she wanna go Orchard..
D bus cum arnd 5.25pm.. Oh gosshh!
Tot it wud onli takes less than 1 hr..
But bcoz of d kiasu peepz.. Hu basically............
D bus full leadi but dey kip wanting 2 board it..
Wen d front door cant go in, dey enter thru d back door..
Wow.. Like dat dey dun haf 2 pay uh..
Cishh.. Lolz.. I rach pending at 6.45.. Duhh..
M late 4 madr eh.. Hiasshh..
Lucki ma dad offer 2 send mi n nad.. Hahakz..

Nad, u veri funni la..
Its reali funni wen u tol mi btwn u n ur math tcher..
Lolzz.. Cant blif u did dat.. So d berani.. Hee..
Hmm.. Den reach hm, i go eat.. Ma 1st meal uh 4 d dae..
Lolz.. Wen chattin wit zaf, he n sha til 1 plus..
But guess wat time i slip??
4.30!! Hee.. Chattin2 wit ma sis coz she cant slip..
Hahakz.. Now veri d slipy leadi.. Hiasshh..

*M TRYIN 2 B STRONG! :P*

The Story Of You & Me
8:47 PM.

Tuesday, May 22, 2007

Hey! Oh gosshh..
Life becumin more complicated n stressful 4 mi..
Diz wk gt eLearning.. So?? NO SKUL DIZ WK!
4 doz hu mite tink 'GEREK SEI' tk skul..
Well, u r super duper WRONG!!
Hua hua hua.. Noe y?? It make mi even more stress..
Lolz.. Havin non stop projs + e learning assignment 4 d 6 modules..
OH gosshh!! Til u face it den u can fil wat i fil rite naw uh..

Well, here's d projs n assignment i haf 2 do..

IEB: Read PART F - INTERNET AUCTION(DONE)
: Do quiz(DONE)
: E-learning assignment(DONE)
: CA2 Projs

MOB: E-learning assignment-Discuss qn online
: 2ND PBL

IDEA: CA2 Xperience - went 2 vivo(DONE)
- ppt slide(DONE)

JAVA: Lecture on Chp4 Part2 - 4 parts on for loop(DONE)
: Do Prac06Part01(DONE)
: E learning quiz(DONE)

MATH: Read Part A Unit 1-4(DONE)
: Read Chap7 7.1-7.4.1(DONE)
: Tutorial 9(DONE)
: Proj- finding info(DONE)

ITOS: Read on WORD lesson(DONE)
: E learning exercise(DONE)
: E learning quiz(DONE)
: Proj

So dats ol 2 b done wen skul reopen..
Except 4 certain projs 2 b presented on d following wk
or even afta d 2 weeks break.. Hmm..
Try 2 finish ol of diz asap.. So dat i can take 1 dae break 2 relax masef..
Hmm..

Tankz 4 ur advise aniwae..
Do appreciate it.. Hmm..
Its been more den 1 wk i last met u..
Dun u fil anitin?
Sumtimes i try nt 2 tink abt it..
But.. Tkkanla 1 dae u dun even tink of......
Haisshh.. Its so stupid of mi 2 sae everitin insid our diary..
I shuden haf sae anitin..
Im sori if i eva hurt ur filings..
More den dat, ive natin 2 sae.. Seriuzli..
Hmm.. :(

Btw, HAPI 44TH B'DAE TO DAD!

The Story Of You & Me
4:13 PM.

Saturday, May 19, 2007

Assalamualaikum..
hmm.. well, guess wat?
im alone at hm rite naw..
naw 9 plus at nite.. ma famili went 2 jemputan..
Serve mi rite lor dun wanna go..
Actuali im not in d mud 2 go out la..
Sumor gt so many assignments2 do..
hmm.. But i can stil update ma blog eh.. HUHUHU..

So ma last entry was on wed..
Ok den lets tok abt las thurs.. Hmm
As usual.. Gt 3 hrs of IEB.. Awwww..
Im haf slip leadi la.. Reali cant take it uh his lecture..
N hey.. Our IEB tcher mark our CA1 assignment leadi
n we gt d marks dat dae.. Guess ma grp got haw much??
71%!! Hmm.. Ok la.. nt bad.. Gt grade B!! Wee..
He commented on our presentation, etc..
4 my presentation, he sae ok la.. But nid 2 speak up..
Lolz.. Juz as i tot.. Ma voice nt so loud eh..
Hee.. Btw guess wat he col mi??
Since d 1st lesson til naw.. C.I.N.D.Y!! Hmm???
Hey.. Ma name S.I.T.I la.. Bile mase la plak ma name tukar jad tu..
Lolz.. Wahaha.. Mat salleh la katekan.. Hee..

Den on fri gt java.. Gt quiz..
But i din studi enuf 4 it..
D qn ok la..Oni gt 2.. But kinda diff 2..
Scared gt careless mistake sumware, etc..
Hmm.. Its kinda terrible n sad dae 4 mi on thurs n fri..

N 2dae.. Duno y uh.. Ma mum kemas2 d whole hse..
Everitin she change.. Bedsheet, curtains, etc..
N banned us frm playin comp 2dae..
So mi n hakim gt natin 2 do..
We kinda share2 tings wit each otha..
Juz naw he tryin 2 bake cookies..
But it turn out 2 b ................. Haha..
Tk menjad la.. D outsid terlalu crispy uh n abit burned..
Aru ingtkan if it successful, den perhaps we cud bake it 4 ma dad..
Coz his b'dae is on diz cumin tues.. Hmm..
Den aftanun, he tkde keje take video of nana n shasha
while dey running outsid d corridor..
Dat 1 aso shasha wanna make fuss over it.. Haishh..
Den gt sum conflict btwn ma dad n mum over comp issues..
Lolz.. But its over la..

I fil so isolated.. As if im invisible bein arnd dem..
Dey tok among demsef.. Tokin abt tings i dun understan
or topics dat im nt so into it.. Like shoppin, etc..
N aso gt sumtin happen on wed..
N it reali hurts mi wen i herad e whole stori frm her..
I noe im quiet.. But dun accuse of nt contributin..
I make masef free so dat i can b in any help..
Findin info s much s i can thou non of u haf started arrangin 4 any mitings..
Hmm.. N i reali hate wen ppl tok bad abt their own clazmates..
Reali hate it.. Everidae i hope everitin wil change..
Hopin a better things 2 happen den ysdae..
But instd it becumin worst.. Haishh..

Dats ol 4 naw.. Wanna do PBL 4 MOB..
Toodoles.. Nytes everi1..

*Nid time 2 tink abt it.. It wud b betta if u............*

The Story Of You & Me
9:26 PM.

Wednesday, May 16, 2007

Im so sorie dear.. I din mean 2..
Ysdae i was totali pissed off..
N i sae things dat im unsure of..
I juz realised its hard..
Its hard 2 let u go ma dear..
If u ask mi, i aso duno wat 2 do..
But wat im sure of, i stil luv u no matter wat..
I juz tink its betta diz wae..
U juz concentrate on wat u wanna do 4 ur famili,etc..
Lets juz dun tink abt us 4 d moment..
Dats ol i can tink of..
But ermm.. I guess we shud tok abt it uh..
Clear ol diz things.. Izzit better??

Haisshh.. HEADACHE! HEADACHE!
So many projs 2 do.. Im totali tired..
Hmm.. Sumor thinkin abt......................
alalala.. Kalaulah diri ini kuat utk menghadapi semuanye..
Hmm.. =(

The Story Of You & Me
6:01 PM.

Tuesday, May 15, 2007

Hey2.. At laz can update ma blog..
Paz few daes gt prob wit d server..
Hmm.. Its been 5 daes since i laz blog eh..
But too bad stil gt natin 2 sae eh..
Coz i simply 4gt.. Haha..
Hmm.. Let mi recall uh.. On laz thurs..
Oh ya.. I gt IEB Presentation.. Hee..
Everitin ok la.. Cume dat dae i stil gt flu..
So my voice as usual is quite soft but stil can b heard..
So yah.. Den afta d lesson we take pics 2geda..
Weee..

On fri natin much..
As usual gt madr at nite.
Oh gosshh!! Gud news is we dun haf akhlak exam..
But we gt individual proj 2 do..
Essay on akhlak.. Choose 1 out of 12 qns..
Guess wat? Due date is b4 ramadan..
Wow.. Dats long.. Its abt 4 mths frm naw..
Hee.. Den b4 gg hm, mi n nad went 2 bazzar..
Went 2 buy BURGER RAMLEE!!!! :P

On sat din go aniware.. Sittin at hm..
So bored.. But stil gt so many assignment 2 do..
So at lez gt sum werk 2 do..
Den on sun.. ITS MOTHER'S DAE!!
Hee.. Ma famili went 2 ma grndma hse..
Except mi n ma sis.. Coz ma sis gt religious claz in d aftanun..
N mi?? Hmm.. Heeeee..
Mitin si dier 4while at nite..
*Memories*

Ysdae.. Hmm.. So tired eh..
Guess wat?? 1st time i slip in MATH lesson..
Lolz.. Its been ma fav subj..
N i nvr slip during dat lesson b4 eh.. Haha..
Padahal slip earli sei at 11 on sun..
Haishh.. Den juz naw i supoz 2 start skul at 10..
But i wake up at 5 plus..
Responsible 2 wake nazri n hakim up..
n sumor must gif sal sumtin abt her proj..
Haiz.. Serve mi rite 4 bein so humble..
But nah.. Its ok la.. can stil manage..
Luckili saw zaf.. Sit at mc 1st chit chattin b4 she haf 2 go skul..

2mrw lesson starts at 8am.. Awww..
K la end here naw..
Toodoles!! =)

The Story Of You & Me
5:33 PM.

Wednesday, May 9, 2007

hie2.. da 2 daes i din blog eh..
Hmm.. Bz wit skul stuff eh..
Hmm.. Haisshh.. 2mrw gt IEB presentation..
Alalala.. Haf 2wear formal clothes sumor..
So d leceh!! Lantak uh.. Kai jek sembarang.. Hee..

So yah.. Juz naw gt MOB presentation..
Well, everitin goes on smoothli.. Ok la.. Nt dat bad.
Cume i haf 2 be a lil bit louder.. Da la suara sengau tad..
Lolz.. Coz i gt flu rite naw.. Hmm..
Diz irritating nose.. Fil like nk cabut jek hidung nie..
Asyek tersumbat jekk.. Duhh!!

N in d aftanun, got mentoring interview..
Well.. Its reali terrible uh.. Dere gt 4 judges
n dey interview e 4 of us at d same time..
Haishh.. I juz duno weder i can make it anot..
Sumtin stop mi frm tokin uh.. Guess im too nervous or sumtin..
Haishh..Ol d bes 2 masef je la.. Dats ol i can sae..

Well.. Haf been straightenin ma tinkin diz few daes..
Ol tankz 2 mum, sis, zaf n him..
Tankz 4 giin mi d strength 2 carry on..
Reali app it.. N i wil nvr 4gt dat..
B strong nani!! B strong olrite.. =)
Its time 4 mi 2 focus!! F.O.C.U.S!!! Lolz..
Reallllllliiiiiiii ............................................ =(
Hmm.. K la.. Natin else 2 sae..
8 may[memories afta skul] =(
*Pls takkaires
Gd luck 2 mi 4 2mrw's presentation.. :)

Assalamualaikum :p

The Story Of You & Me
10:19 PM.

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11:40 AM.

Tuesday, May 8, 2007

The Story Of You & Me
7:03 PM.

Ekamatra

Hanya Satu Persinggahan

Di sini kasih pernah berbunga
Tiada harum tiada warna
Di sini cinta pernah membara
Tanpa bahang dan tanpa apinya
Begini yang ku rasa
Hidup kita berdua
Di sini langit mendung selalu
Tiada cahaya menyinariku
Di sini aku tiada berdaya
Mengikut kata tanpa bicara
Kerana engkau tahu
Aku tidak sepadan denganmu

[cHoRuS]
Hubungan kita suatu persinggahan
Bukan pengabadian yang rela
Pemergianku oh kerana terpaksa
Demi hidup yang lebih sempurna
Anggaplah kehadiranku
Hanya satu persinggahan
Aku tidak menjanjikan
Mahligai impian
Sebagaimana kau harapkan

Biarlah jauh dari pandangan
Daripada dekat penuh seksa
Biar berduka biar melara
Dari sengketa sepanjang masa
Janganlah engkau harapkan
Ku menghambakan diri
Nanti kau tahu ertinya sepi
Bagaikan pisau menghiris api
Nanti kau tahu ertinya rindu
Bagai tertusuk duri sembilu
Batin akan tersiksa
Jasad pasti merana

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The Story Of You & Me
6:55 PM.

Sunday, May 6, 2007

Juz came back frm GEYLANG MARKET..
Haisshh.. Wake up earli 2 follow ma paentz n ma aunt went dere..
Ishh.. Laz wk juz went.. Hmm..
Maklumla brg2 murah pat sane.. Lolz..
Frm 8 plus to naw 1400..
Hmm.. Naw chattin wit diz fren of mine..
Ape sei.. I wont 4get u la..
Stil fresh in my memori dat u stil a fren of mine..
Hee..

Hei2.. So bored eh..
Ware is .............................?
Hmm.. Haf been so emo diz few daes..
Juz duno y.. N sumor............................
Hmm.. Tkya tau la eh.. Hiashh..
Next wk.. I mean diz cumin wk, gt 3 presentations 2 do..
IDEA, MOB n IEB.. Hmm..
So scared eh.. Hopefuli everitin wil go smoothli..
N make sure diz mouth of mine wil tok loudli.. Duhh!!!
Gd luck NANI!! U can do it.. Yeyy!! =)

Btw, 1st time eh ride on ma dad's new company nye van..
Quite lebar uh n can fil d aircon frm bhind..
Unlike e old van.. Huh!!! So d hot..
N juz naw my dad play songs frm diz 1 CD..
Insid gt 181 songs.. His fren burn it..
Guess wat? Ol lagu jiwangzzz.. Lolz..
So touching.. Hee.. Sum sons ok la..
Bt sum of it like duhhh!!! Puttin mi into slip adela..
Hahahz.. Veri d mendak eh..
Hmm..

I aso borong diz 1 dress.. White color..
Okla.. Quite nice..
Tankiue.. maceh.. 2 ma sis..
Hee.. She in a gud mud.. So must faste grab d chance..
Hee.. Hmm..
K la.. Natin else 2 sae rite naw..
Wanna finish up ol my assignment n projs..
N N N I stil rite here waitin!!!!!! Haisshhhh....... =(

The Story Of You & Me
3:14 PM.

Friday, May 4, 2007

Woit!!! 4 daes din update ma blog..
So sorie huh.. Reali bz wit other stuff..
Hmm.. So wen do i last blog?? Oh ya on sun..
So so so.. On mon.. Hmm..
Ma dad send mi 2 skul earli mornin..
N i reached abt 45 mins earlier b4 9am..
So i went 2 diz place 2 studi 4 while..
On d wae dere, gt diz makcik suddenli beri salam..
She's a cleaner in my skul.. Sweepin d floor dat time..
Tok 2 her 4while uh.. Askin mi so many things..
N ask mi 2 tc of masef, etc.. Hee..
Tankz her 4 bein so concerned huh..
Eatin nasi ayam during break.. Nyahahaha..
Long time eh nvr eat.. hmm..
N diz 2 makcik uh.. Dey saw d chicken so tempting sei..
Haha.. Nk? Beli uh.. Hehe..

On tues? NVR SKUL!!!!
Mornin havi breakfast at CWP Banquet wit ma aunt, uncle n faez..
N hakim reali so disgusting sei.. Guess wat he do?
Afta we ol finish eatin, sum of d leftovers he pour ol of it into 1 bowl..
Includin ice cubes n fruit juice..
Yikesss!!!!! N we were like larfin ol d wae..
Though haf been gettin warning frm ma mum.. Haha..
Afta dat mi, sis, nana, kim n faez went 2 d newprint shop..
We take pics 2geda.. Lolz.. It cost $9 eh..
N we were like makin a lot of noise dere.. Lolz..
Whoot2!! Aftanun went 2 ma grndma hse..
GG dere by teksi.. Coz ma dad haf 2 werk so no 1 wil send us dere..
So stup la teksi.. Waitin 4 long 4 d teksi but none is empty..
Den we book teksi, 1 by 1 came.. Shoosshh!!!
Long time din visit her eh.. Mishh her so muach!!
Syukur she sihat.. Alhamdulillah..
She haf been givin so much 2 mi includin ma skul expense..
Reali duno haw 2 tank her.. Haishh..

Hmm.. Btw, dat dae SPIDERMAN 3 juz show in cinema..
But d tics sold out leadi la deyy!! Hmm..
Perhaps i'l watchit next time den..
GG hm at 4 plus.. Actuali at 2pm..
But we gt DBIT briefing.. So boring eh..
Nearli slip but luckili gt wini 2 gif mi sweet..
N ysdae aso, IEB was so boring!!!
3hrs of IEB frm 9-12 noon..
1st half an hr is lecture.. N i half slip wen he went thru d ppt..
Duhh.. Noe y? Coz he kip tokin non stop 4 dat 1 n a half hr eh..
Tell mi hu can tahan?? Hmm..
N simply gt java afta dat n 2dae aso..
Hiashh!! Argghh!! I juz cant catchup la..
I tried but d tcher went thru it so fast..
Headache2!! Reali sei.. But i juz hope i cud make it uh 4 diz module..
Hiashh.. Pls gif mi strength 2 cont.. Hmm..

K la dats ol 4 naw..
Till here den.. Takkaires..
Toodoles!! =)

The Story Of You & Me
1:54 PM.