Im back! Busy working la this few days. Imagine 6 days work 1 day off. 5 days work and 1 day off which is today. Lols. And tomorrow also working. 1.30-9.30pm. So pity. Raya night spend time working instead of helping my mum with house chores. How good is that?? Haiz.
Anyway, just now collect my advanced pay. Before that, i had planned alot of things but i guess bukn rezeki aku katakan. I only got $300 for advanced. I thought of paying my hp bills (which is now nearly $150), and wants to buy 1 raya clothing. And if i get to meet him today, i want him to accompany me go geylang and at the same time celebrating our 1 yr friendship (which is on 1st rya. 1 oct! =)) Tapi angan2 taik ayam. Musnah semua harapanku. But nevertheless im still happy today. Cause i still get to meet him.
I went to his house cause his mum asked to collect raya clothing. Its like alot uh. All the baju kurung and kebaya that people doesnt want anymore, they giv it o her so that she can give out to anyone who wants it. So inilah dinamakan 'REZEKI'. Most of the baju is still in good condition and some of it even had never been worn before. See la all this 'rich' people. Haiz. No comment! I took and i took and i took. Together there's 3 bags to be carried home. But syukur alhamdulillah. Dean willing to help me carry them. His mum even give him some money and asked him to send me home sampai depan pintu. If not she will take back the money. Haha. Its been a long time since i last met him. Its like nearly 3 months. And now he lose weight already. Can see he's very skinny compared to the 1st time i met him. Ganteng lorh. =) Ok2 enough of that. We took taxi. Nanie so pity. Next time must learn all the directions. Left and right also i failed. Haiz. Nanie! Nanie! He's there beside me laughing?! Duhh. He send me till infornt of my house and i went down waiting with him until he gets a taxi. As usual. I feel sad. I feel sad cause im scared i wouldnt be able to meet him again. Thats it when he disappear for nearly 2 months and thats already like punishing me to the max.
Anyway on 8 oct im working but luckily can request off. Heh heh. Nasib2. But hmm. Partners?? I dont have any. How? I tell u early2 uh. Its not easy to ask that Starhub to go outing. Haha. See how first. If not as usual. I will be solo. Hha. Okla. Im tired of typing. Till then. Assalamualaikum.
*Thank you Starhub! =)*
The Story Of You & Me 9:32 PM.
Tuesday, September 16, 2008
Terima kasih Ya Allah kerana Engkau telah kabulkan permintaan aku ini. Tetapi kenapa aku tidak berasa begitu gembira? Masih ada sesuatu yang membuat ku tertanya-tanya. Tetapi aku tidak tahu apa.
I dont know how to describe my feelings and what happen yesterday. So if you wanna know the whole story, ask me yea. And i will ask your opinion too.
What I can tell you is that, He msg me yesterday. =) Happy? Sad? Angry? I dont know.
Anyway, what a bad luck today. I was caught by security guard at work. Cause I never went through the security when I report to work. Hello?! I had my reason ok. Usually when my supervisor asked to take stock, i just straightaway go to my boutique and punch my card there so that I need not go through the security cause its too inconvenience. After taking stock, I usually use the escalator that goes to the takashimaya exit. I know that we have to use the security whenever we report to work. But no one told me that if i take stock i must also use the security??! The security guard take my promoter pass. I could get it back until my manager writes an explaination letter to them. And he told the supervisor over there. Wahh. The superbisor can still say, "I told you MANY TIMES u must use the security." I was like duhhhh!! From the start till now, she never said about taking stock must walk through security?! Even my colleague and other staff there often use the exit there. What the??!! She sound as if she had told me more than 10 times like that. But lucky. I went to see the manager and straight talk with him. Lucky he's not that 'inconsiderate' He understands and give back my promoter pass. But yahh! I kow Im wrong also. Ok. Excuse me.
*Why I feel so uneasy the moment you came back into my life?*
The Story Of You & Me 10:23 PM.
Monday, September 15, 2008
This coming 19 Sept will mark the 2nd month he has not contacting me. What can I do?? Keep waiting?? Yes I can. But for how long??
T.I.R.E.D
That's all I can say.
Anyway, now till end of Sept, Im off only on 22, 23 and 29. How cool is that?? 22 already booked with MI. 23 I have an appointment with Doctor. and will be going out with Sharona to wonder around changi airport. So nad! Maybe on 21 or 24 we can breakfast together outside cause i'm working morning until 5.30pm on these two days. Yea? And now i'm planning on breakfast-ing with my secondary school friends too. But not so sure when and how.
Tired. But ok la. Can earn extra while having school holidays right now.
*Apa yang kita doa pasti Allah akan kabulkan permintaan kita. Tetapi seandainya Allah tidak kabulkannya, Allah pasti akan memberi yang lebih baik dari apa yang kita minta*
The Story Of You & Me 2:12 PM.
Sunday, September 14, 2008
Di malam ini , Di Waktu ini Ku masih terkenang dirimu Biarpun tiada kau disisi , diriku .
Senyumanmu , raut wajah mu Membuatku terus merindumu Biarpun kau meninggalkan aku , cintaku .
Ku cuba tanpamu disisi Ku cuba tanpa hidup denganmu Meskipun ku tak mampu lupakan mu , kasihku . Ku cuba tanpamu dihati Ku cuba berhenti merindukan mu Ternyata tiada pengganti dirimu , selamanya .
Sedetik ini , ketika ini Ku masih memikirkan mu Dimanakah dirimu kini , gadisku . Andai aku , ulangi lagi cerita aku dengan kamu Takkan ku menyakiti hatimu , bintangku .
Ku cuba tanpamu disisi Ku cuba tanpa hidup denganmu Meskipun ku tak mampu lupakan mu , kasihku . Ku cuba tanpamu dihati Ku cuba berhenti merindukan mu Ternyata tiada pengganti dirimu , selamanya . Kini
The Story Of You & Me 11:45 PM.
.hEr BiOGrApHy.
'-NaMe-'
SiTi RoHaNi MuStAfA
'-PrEffErEd NaMe-'
NaNiE
'-D.O.B-'
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StUdEnT CaRe TeAcHeR
'-SaYiNG-‘ ItS iMpOsSiBLe To Go ThRoUGh LiFe WiThOuT tRuSt
.DeDiCaTiOnS.
~ StArLiGhT tEaRs ~
The white starlight envelops the tears
The tears fall in the warm wind
Do you feel it?
This trembling, quiet whisper that is going your way
I drew you in this white paper
The warm smile holds me
Is this love
Even when i close my eyes, i see only you
I'll be waiting for you
I will wait for you
I dont want to see the tears of pain anymore
You let me know this love thats like a lie
I'll never let it go
Because that love is you
Im walking in my memories with you
The tears fill even the deepest area of my heart
What should i do?
Even in my dream i miss you
I'll be waiting for you
I will wait for you
I dont want to see the tears of pain anymore
You let me know this love thats like a lie
I'll never let it go
Because that love is you
Please look at me, like the faraway stars
Can't you be the one thats in my heart
I'll be waiting for you
I will wait for you
I dont want to see the tears of pain anymore
You let me know this love thats like a lie
I'll never let it go
Because that love is you
