Time check 12.22am. And here I am blogging. Just couldnt sleep. Guess thinking too much about dearie. Situations getting complicated. We came from a different kind of life that at times it makes it hard for us to understand each other. Ive told myself from the very beginning that I will accept every flaws and strengths in him when I accepted him in my life. It tooks a lot of patience to go through all these. And alhamdulillah up till now I manage to pull it through. Love ones been asking me why do I always get involved with someone like him. The only thing I told them was, "Bukan nanie yang cari. Tapi tuhan yang temukan nanie dengan zul mungkin ada hikmah disebaliknya. & nanie tak pernah kesal mengenali diri dia."
I do feel hurt at times. But I face it and think positively. Remembering the times we spent together, it gives me strength to move on. Remember the times when he shared his feelings in the taxi while otw to CWP, the first time he cried in front of me, etc, I'll end up putting a smile and there I am, going back to normal. I guess thats how I heal my broken heart. =') Im tired of shedding tears. I seriously am. Enough about the past that hurts. Like the saying goes, "Put away the photo albums and focus more on your future. Nostalgia is so yesterday."
Few words to dearie. Sorry for being angry at u. Sorry if i make u feel so bad. Your're not useless. Dont ever think lowly of yourself. The more you do, the more i feel so guilty. I never think lowly of u. Im here to help u as much as I can without asking anything in return. You dont need to feel bad towards me. Just remember in times of good or bad, I will always here for u. To go through every challenges ahead together. I hope u would give me a chance to go through all these together with u. Dont ever leave me behind by saying ure not good enough for me. Cause u've done so much without u realizing it. There's still a long way for us to go. 2 months has passed. And I still wish to continue our journey till eternity. Sarang Hae Yo! Zulkiflee Shah! =')
The Story Of You & Me 12:22 AM.
.hEr BiOGrApHy.
'-NaMe-'
SiTi RoHaNi MuStAfA
'-PrEffErEd NaMe-'
NaNiE
'-D.O.B-'
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JaNuArY 1990
'-PrOffEsIoN-'
StUdEnT CaRe TeAcHeR
'-SaYiNG-‘ ItS iMpOsSiBLe To Go ThRoUGh LiFe WiThOuT tRuSt
.DeDiCaTiOnS.
~ StArLiGhT tEaRs ~
The white starlight envelops the tears
The tears fall in the warm wind
Do you feel it?
This trembling, quiet whisper that is going your way
I drew you in this white paper
The warm smile holds me
Is this love
Even when i close my eyes, i see only you
I'll be waiting for you
I will wait for you
I dont want to see the tears of pain anymore
You let me know this love thats like a lie
I'll never let it go
Because that love is you
Im walking in my memories with you
The tears fill even the deepest area of my heart
What should i do?
Even in my dream i miss you
I'll be waiting for you
I will wait for you
I dont want to see the tears of pain anymore
You let me know this love thats like a lie
I'll never let it go
Because that love is you
Please look at me, like the faraway stars
Can't you be the one thats in my heart
I'll be waiting for you
I will wait for you
I dont want to see the tears of pain anymore
You let me know this love thats like a lie
I'll never let it go
Because that love is you
