Its 1 plus already and I still have yet to sleep. Its been weeks to since I last blog. Well, 100% confirmed! No one would read this blog. :P Well, working just now till 6.30pm Break fast with MOZ. He simply so the 'rajin' to come all the way to taka eventhough he had sore eyes. Break fast at KFC. CHEESEFRIES! He never even tell me he brought along kebab, putu piring and putu mayam. If I knew earlier we would just break fast with whatever he brings. Crazy MOZG! Thats one thing. Another thing, since he treat me to KFC, he wants to treat my family la pulak. So he insist of buying satay for my family. So many food to bring home. I tell you, he's crazy. MOZG la katekan. :P
Mr Snoring has been stressed up with finding jobs. And at times I feel I couldnt be of much help to him. All I can do is to give him support cause I guess thats what he needs the most. Im able to understand him. And I respect every decision that he take. He feels he's a failure but to me he never was. I have faith in him the same way he do. And Insyaallah, as long as he never give up, there's surely a way for him to reach his goals. All I can do now is to pray for him. Though at times I yearn for a love from him which I admit I never feel the love from him before eversince we were together. But Im willing to put all that aside cause I know I cant be too selfish to think about my own wants. We lack of communication. We never meet each other often or even contacting one another. But I didnt make a big fuss over it cause I understand his situation.
Sister once said, I actually yearn for a love from someone but the only person I want it was only from Mr Snoring. Bestie once said, I should find someone who can spend more time with me and shower me with love that I always wanted. Owl once said, If I really love him, do something to save our relationship but If I dont, talk things out in a peaceful way. MOZ once said, whatever I am thinking, If I cant get the answer alone, try asking others n who knows they might have the answer to my qns.
All these kept lingering in my mind. Though I dont wish to think about it. Cause I dont know and there's nothing I could do at this moment. My mind is blank. Im just confused.
The Story Of You & Me 1:35 AM.
.hEr BiOGrApHy.
'-NaMe-'
SiTi RoHaNi MuStAfA
'-PrEffErEd NaMe-'
NaNiE
'-D.O.B-'
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JaNuArY 1990
'-PrOffEsIoN-'
StUdEnT CaRe TeAcHeR
'-SaYiNG-‘ ItS iMpOsSiBLe To Go ThRoUGh LiFe WiThOuT tRuSt
.DeDiCaTiOnS.
~ StArLiGhT tEaRs ~
The white starlight envelops the tears
The tears fall in the warm wind
Do you feel it?
This trembling, quiet whisper that is going your way
I drew you in this white paper
The warm smile holds me
Is this love
Even when i close my eyes, i see only you
I'll be waiting for you
I will wait for you
I dont want to see the tears of pain anymore
You let me know this love thats like a lie
I'll never let it go
Because that love is you
Im walking in my memories with you
The tears fill even the deepest area of my heart
What should i do?
Even in my dream i miss you
I'll be waiting for you
I will wait for you
I dont want to see the tears of pain anymore
You let me know this love thats like a lie
I'll never let it go
Because that love is you
Please look at me, like the faraway stars
Can't you be the one thats in my heart
I'll be waiting for you
I will wait for you
I dont want to see the tears of pain anymore
You let me know this love thats like a lie
I'll never let it go
Because that love is you
