Had a great day today though I could only enjoy it for like 2 hrs? Went out with zorro and two of his cousins. Shahira n Hadi. First time ever I went out with a group of people that is older than me. Went to eat at Cheese Prata at West Coast. Then we went to Kentridge to chill for awhile. If I never work just now, I would be able to stay a lil late with them. Cause seriously right now I need to relax my mind. Going out with them makes me forget about my troubles 4 awhile. As usual Im the quiet one. But I never felt so bored having to listen to their convo. Thanks to them for making me smile.
Its been a week plus and he still hasnt contact me. Its really distracting me and whatever I do either at school, home or work, things doesnt seems right. I daydreaming most of the time. And I did cry too when Im at work. I tried to be strong and stay positive but each time when I think of what he did, it reminds me of the past. History seems to repeat again for the 3rd time. 3 times I had to go through the same thing. When will it ends? My sis said maybe I never told him about what Ive gone through last time thats why he did this. But I just cant. I mean, how can I share with him when he's not here. Not here when I need himt the most.
How I wish I never accepted him. How I wish I never had this feeling of love inside me. How I wish I never met any guy who can unlock my heart. How I wish he knows what I feel right now. How I wish I could go far away from here.
How I wish.............
Its hurtful. Yes it is.
The Story Of You & Me 10:46 PM.
.hEr BiOGrApHy.
'-NaMe-'
SiTi RoHaNi MuStAfA
'-PrEffErEd NaMe-'
NaNiE
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JaNuArY 1990
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StUdEnT CaRe TeAcHeR
'-SaYiNG-‘ ItS iMpOsSiBLe To Go ThRoUGh LiFe WiThOuT tRuSt
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~ StArLiGhT tEaRs ~
The white starlight envelops the tears
The tears fall in the warm wind
Do you feel it?
This trembling, quiet whisper that is going your way
I drew you in this white paper
The warm smile holds me
Is this love
Even when i close my eyes, i see only you
I'll be waiting for you
I will wait for you
I dont want to see the tears of pain anymore
You let me know this love thats like a lie
I'll never let it go
Because that love is you
Im walking in my memories with you
The tears fill even the deepest area of my heart
What should i do?
Even in my dream i miss you
I'll be waiting for you
I will wait for you
I dont want to see the tears of pain anymore
You let me know this love thats like a lie
I'll never let it go
Because that love is you
Please look at me, like the faraway stars
Can't you be the one thats in my heart
I'll be waiting for you
I will wait for you
I dont want to see the tears of pain anymore
You let me know this love thats like a lie
I'll never let it go
Because that love is you
