Time check : 2.30am now. And I still haven sleep yet. Dont know why, I couldnt sleep. So here I am blogging. Well, finally get to talk to Bf just now. Though its only for awhile. It seems that we both lost of words. Dont know why, we seems to be drifting apart. Well, he's sitting for an exam in few hours time. So shall not disturb him then. At least from the start if I knew he preparing for exams, I wouldnt be thinking negatively. Its ok. Nanie is fine with that. Cheer up!
Well, having a fight with Basti again just now. And I seriosuly pissed off. Its not my fault though when he himself still wanting to wait for me despite me telling him only Bf is in my heart. I was just saying, 'I felt so uneasy when u still having feelings for me.' I just dont want him to waste his time. It made me feel guilty you see. I dont want him to be hurt. Then there he goes. Asking me to 'mampos(die) la', etc. And saying its my fault for making him angry? Like wth. If he thinks I always make him angry, then fine! Dont msg me la. Easy right. I guarantee you for sure, tomorrow he will msg me and apologise. He only knows how to find fault, scold and then asking for my forgiveness. Thats all he does. And I tell u, its very2 irritating! How many times must I forgive him when he do it again and again. Ive so many things to settle, and there he is adding problems into my life. I seriously cant take it. Im very sure, Im gonna ignore him from today onwards. No point talking to people with no brains and thinks he's the correct party always. Huh!!
The Story Of You & Me 2:29 AM.
.hEr BiOGrApHy.
'-NaMe-'
SiTi RoHaNi MuStAfA
'-PrEffErEd NaMe-'
NaNiE
'-D.O.B-'
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JaNuArY 1990
'-PrOffEsIoN-'
StUdEnT CaRe TeAcHeR
'-SaYiNG-‘ ItS iMpOsSiBLe To Go ThRoUGh LiFe WiThOuT tRuSt
.DeDiCaTiOnS.
~ StArLiGhT tEaRs ~
The white starlight envelops the tears
The tears fall in the warm wind
Do you feel it?
This trembling, quiet whisper that is going your way
I drew you in this white paper
The warm smile holds me
Is this love
Even when i close my eyes, i see only you
I'll be waiting for you
I will wait for you
I dont want to see the tears of pain anymore
You let me know this love thats like a lie
I'll never let it go
Because that love is you
Im walking in my memories with you
The tears fill even the deepest area of my heart
What should i do?
Even in my dream i miss you
I'll be waiting for you
I will wait for you
I dont want to see the tears of pain anymore
You let me know this love thats like a lie
I'll never let it go
Because that love is you
Please look at me, like the faraway stars
Can't you be the one thats in my heart
I'll be waiting for you
I will wait for you
I dont want to see the tears of pain anymore
You let me know this love thats like a lie
I'll never let it go
Because that love is you
