So many things happening this few days. Or should I say, T.O.D.A.Y? Past few days I was rather tired. Super super tired. After MST, back to doing FYP, SAD & ERP projs. I was very blur during work and also at school. When people called me, I never hear them calling. Always bring that blur and tired face wherever I go. And there's one funny part happening just now. I dont know that the T22 toilet had already renovated. I shall not share. Its so embarassing. Haha. Just one clue. I went to the wrong toilet. >.<
After school went to meet Khai at dover. Cause he wants me to come along with him to watch AYG 2009 Soccer Match at Jalan Besar. He got free tickets. We went there with the other two of his friends. I never went there before and I started to feel really awkward. But as soon as I reach the stadium, I saw makcik2 also seh. I felt abit relax. Haha. Semi-finals was between Iran and China. Iran wins 2-0. Finals was between North Korea and South Korea. South Korea wins 2-0. During the finals, there's this korean man sitting just 2 seats away from me. He eating Big Mac and drink water continuous. Like people who are really3 hungry. He bite the burger then he drink he bite then he drink. Somemore there was no straw. I started to laugh. I dont know Khai was also focusing on him. We both laugh.
Me : Kelaparan seh tu org. He : Haha. Ni bukan lapar, ni gelojoh. Me : Haha. Tu uh. Sampai tak sempat amek straw.
Bestie happened to call. Started to disturb both of us. Haha. We're not dating ok?? Please dont misunderstand. Hehe. The match ended at 9.15pm and we then head back home. I was very sleepy and tired.
Im having a fight with Basti. Again! He scolded me and blame me for everything. He called me useless women. He said damn it to me. Yes. Its my fault. You never did anything wrong ok. Everything that happened is all my fault. Are you satisfy now? I really tired of having to quarrel with him over some small issues. There's more things for me to think about. And seriously my head hurts this few days. Maybe due to not having enough rest and think too much. I felt guilty fighting with him. At least I already told him the truth that I already have someone. He said he insist of waiting and willing to let me go. But now, he doesnt seems to understand. Each time he msg me, he starts to talk nonsense. And when I tried to explain things to him, he started to call me names and scolded me. I really dont know what to say.
I spoken to Bf about all this. And he only said these, "Just ignore him. Seriously I dont like it when he said vulgarities at you." Hmm. Dont know why. He become so emotion. Well dear, indeed its true that I never felt the love from you yet. But I am certain that I started to have feelings for you. I dont need you to contact me everyday. I dont expect you to spend your time for me. If you are busy, then its ok. I understand. I do understand. I felt something from you. But I still unsure about it. Let fate decides everything.
Dear, Imu too. ;(
The Story Of You & Me 1:18 AM.
.hEr BiOGrApHy.
'-NaMe-'
SiTi RoHaNi MuStAfA
'-PrEffErEd NaMe-'
NaNiE
'-D.O.B-'
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JaNuArY 1990
'-PrOffEsIoN-'
StUdEnT CaRe TeAcHeR
'-SaYiNG-‘ ItS iMpOsSiBLe To Go ThRoUGh LiFe WiThOuT tRuSt
.DeDiCaTiOnS.
~ StArLiGhT tEaRs ~
The white starlight envelops the tears
The tears fall in the warm wind
Do you feel it?
This trembling, quiet whisper that is going your way
I drew you in this white paper
The warm smile holds me
Is this love
Even when i close my eyes, i see only you
I'll be waiting for you
I will wait for you
I dont want to see the tears of pain anymore
You let me know this love thats like a lie
I'll never let it go
Because that love is you
Im walking in my memories with you
The tears fill even the deepest area of my heart
What should i do?
Even in my dream i miss you
I'll be waiting for you
I will wait for you
I dont want to see the tears of pain anymore
You let me know this love thats like a lie
I'll never let it go
Because that love is you
Please look at me, like the faraway stars
Can't you be the one thats in my heart
I'll be waiting for you
I will wait for you
I dont want to see the tears of pain anymore
You let me know this love thats like a lie
I'll never let it go
Because that love is you
