This entry is to just let out my frustrations and everything that I feel right now. To Mr B, I am really sorry that I never tell you the truth. I didnt want all this to happen especially when I told you once before that I could somehow give you the love and attention that you needed. Eventually we did not even go into relationship. And that we are only friends. I know it's my fault to ask you to find someone else that can make you happy and give all those love and attention that you desire. Cause I know I can't give all that to you anymore since I already have Nir in my life. It's not just because I have Nir, that I'm doing this. Even if Nir doesnt enter into my life, I still have alot of things to do and think about now. With all my final year proj, school and work, I dont think I have the time for you. I tried to explain this to you but you just don't understand. Now you said, "Don't ever look for me after you graduated from Poly. GET OUT FROM MY LIFE! DAMN YOU!" FINE! If that's what you want. I'LL DO IT! And let me tell you these! All these while you are the one who look for me. You always have that stupid ego of yours that you always blame me and vent your anger at me for something that I had no intention to do that to you at all. And in the end you apologize to me so many times and even have the guts to say you scared of losing me? I seriously dont understand a guy like you. And I'm super pissed off right now. I have no time to think about all these. So sorry for letting out all my frustrations in this entry.
The Story Of You & Me 9:19 PM.
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SiTi RoHaNi MuStAfA
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StUdEnT CaRe TeAcHeR
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~ StArLiGhT tEaRs ~
The white starlight envelops the tears
The tears fall in the warm wind
Do you feel it?
This trembling, quiet whisper that is going your way
I drew you in this white paper
The warm smile holds me
Is this love
Even when i close my eyes, i see only you
I'll be waiting for you
I will wait for you
I dont want to see the tears of pain anymore
You let me know this love thats like a lie
I'll never let it go
Because that love is you
Im walking in my memories with you
The tears fill even the deepest area of my heart
What should i do?
Even in my dream i miss you
I'll be waiting for you
I will wait for you
I dont want to see the tears of pain anymore
You let me know this love thats like a lie
I'll never let it go
Because that love is you
Please look at me, like the faraway stars
Can't you be the one thats in my heart
I'll be waiting for you
I will wait for you
I dont want to see the tears of pain anymore
You let me know this love thats like a lie
I'll never let it go
Because that love is you
