Alhamdulillah. At last I manage to let out everything to him though there's twist and turn to the story. At least Mr B understand and that he let me go. Well. Im kind of happy since I dont have to keep thinking about this matter anymore. But on the other hand, I feel so guilty towards him. Well. He said he let me go willingly eventhough it breaks his heart. And he did that for the sake of wanting to make me happy. But instead Ive broken his heart. Oh well. Everythings fine now. Thanks Mr B. Thanks for being understanding.
2 days never contact Bf already. Starting to miss him. I guess this is another test given by Him again. I will continue on praying. Hoping that this waiting will not be a waste. Just like the previous experiences that I had gone through before. If I could wait for that someone for more than a month. Why cant I just bear for 2 weeks to wait for Bf. True? I realised that I never expect much from this relationship. Maybe because of my past experience that change me. He do his own things and l'll just do mine. When we have time, we can just communicate with each other for 1 few hours. Simply said, when it comes to work, we work. When it comes to study, we study. And when it comes to spend time with each other, we will. Its easier this way. It wont be of much distraction to me when I have to focus on my FYP. I just hope he's fine. Somehow I felt that when he's not there for me, I feel so insecured. I dont know why. But thats what I feel right now. :(
I seriously miss you, Nir.
The Story Of You & Me 11:48 PM.
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~ StArLiGhT tEaRs ~
The white starlight envelops the tears
The tears fall in the warm wind
Do you feel it?
This trembling, quiet whisper that is going your way
I drew you in this white paper
The warm smile holds me
Is this love
Even when i close my eyes, i see only you
I'll be waiting for you
I will wait for you
I dont want to see the tears of pain anymore
You let me know this love thats like a lie
I'll never let it go
Because that love is you
Im walking in my memories with you
The tears fill even the deepest area of my heart
What should i do?
Even in my dream i miss you
I'll be waiting for you
I will wait for you
I dont want to see the tears of pain anymore
You let me know this love thats like a lie
I'll never let it go
Because that love is you
Please look at me, like the faraway stars
Can't you be the one thats in my heart
I'll be waiting for you
I will wait for you
I dont want to see the tears of pain anymore
You let me know this love thats like a lie
I'll never let it go
Because that love is you
