Maybe it's all over now. Should I just wait for the truth? Or should I just find out the truth? Im just tired having to think about all this. Is this what I get after waiting patiently for him for 1 month? When all those words are just a bunch of lies? I have no answer to that eventhough it seems to be the truth. Why is it that each time I accepted someone in my life and hoping that he was the last and forever for me, but it always turn out that he wasnt? Is it really a shameful thing to be with someone like me? Does my face shows that I am a "can-easily-be-cheated" kind of person? I know i have alot of weaknesses. I know that from the start its always the same thing happen. They said they can change me. They said they can give me confidence. They said they dont mind. But all those words doesnt seem to be the way it suppose to mean. It will always became an issue for the break-ups. Ive been going through all these in my life for 4 times. And I guess this will be the last time I accepted someone in my life. I dont want to waste any more tears for them. I dont want my head hurts because of thinking too much about them. Im really2 tired. Why must love exist? Why must there be a feeling of loving someone? When all it can do is to add sadness in my life instead of brighten it up. My heart is aready broken. I gave up!
*Why does my heart keeps saying that he's not what I think he is? Why does this heart keeps denying? Adakah semua ini ternyata benar? Atau ia hanya salah faham? "Ya Allah, sesungguhnya Engkau Maha Mengetahui segalanya. Berikanlah petunjukMu Ya Allah. Tunjukkanlah segala kebenaran pada semua ini. Sesungguhnya hanya padaMu ku bermohon. Amin."*
The Story Of You & Me 2:41 PM.
.hEr BiOGrApHy.
'-NaMe-'
SiTi RoHaNi MuStAfA
'-PrEffErEd NaMe-'
NaNiE
'-D.O.B-'
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JaNuArY 1990
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StUdEnT CaRe TeAcHeR
'-SaYiNG-‘ ItS iMpOsSiBLe To Go ThRoUGh LiFe WiThOuT tRuSt
.DeDiCaTiOnS.
~ StArLiGhT tEaRs ~
The white starlight envelops the tears
The tears fall in the warm wind
Do you feel it?
This trembling, quiet whisper that is going your way
I drew you in this white paper
The warm smile holds me
Is this love
Even when i close my eyes, i see only you
I'll be waiting for you
I will wait for you
I dont want to see the tears of pain anymore
You let me know this love thats like a lie
I'll never let it go
Because that love is you
Im walking in my memories with you
The tears fill even the deepest area of my heart
What should i do?
Even in my dream i miss you
I'll be waiting for you
I will wait for you
I dont want to see the tears of pain anymore
You let me know this love thats like a lie
I'll never let it go
Because that love is you
Please look at me, like the faraway stars
Can't you be the one thats in my heart
I'll be waiting for you
I will wait for you
I dont want to see the tears of pain anymore
You let me know this love thats like a lie
I'll never let it go
Because that love is you
