I was about to put aside all unhappy feelings when I heard another sad news. My grandma has just passed away on 14 March 09. On that morning when I heard my dad asking my sis to wake up early to go to my grandma house as we get the news that she is super sick, I felt something wasnt right. We woke up, still taking time to get ready. At 9.45am, me, sis and bro leave the house. While on our way, we received a call from mum that grandma passed away. We 3 went quiet. We rushed to grandma house. Only a few of my uncles are there. I never get to talk to her for the last time. But Alhamdulillah, I heard that she passed away in a peaceful way. If last week we never cancelled our plan to visit grandma, I could have seen her for the last time. I could have heard her voice for the last time. I could have seen her smile for the last time. But now not anymore.:( I wonder how our families will be like. I hope we still could gather together like we used to during Hari Raya. Ya Allah, ampunilah dosa-dosa nenekku. Tempatkan dia di antara golongan orang-orang yang solehah, beriman dan bertaqwa. Semoga rohnya dicucuri rahmatMu Ya Allah. Amin.
On the grandma passed away, There's this family came to visit. And there's this guy who look totally like my Tasmania. The way he walked, his hair style, body size *lol* and everything looks the same. And all the way, I kept staring at him. I guess I missed my Tasmania alot. Haish. When will he be coming back? So many things happening. I need him here. :(
Yesterday was the day since I last have a good laughter. I met Nad for breakfast over at Ten Mile Junction. We share everything. Seeing her happy with Al-fee makes me misses my Tasmania even more. How I wish we could be like them. Their relationship is so strong. Awwwwww. Different people different life. My life is much more complicated than it seems to be.
The Story Of You & Me 8:47 AM.
.hEr BiOGrApHy.
'-NaMe-'
SiTi RoHaNi MuStAfA
'-PrEffErEd NaMe-'
NaNiE
'-D.O.B-'
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JaNuArY 1990
'-PrOffEsIoN-'
StUdEnT CaRe TeAcHeR
'-SaYiNG-‘ ItS iMpOsSiBLe To Go ThRoUGh LiFe WiThOuT tRuSt
.DeDiCaTiOnS.
~ StArLiGhT tEaRs ~
The white starlight envelops the tears
The tears fall in the warm wind
Do you feel it?
This trembling, quiet whisper that is going your way
I drew you in this white paper
The warm smile holds me
Is this love
Even when i close my eyes, i see only you
I'll be waiting for you
I will wait for you
I dont want to see the tears of pain anymore
You let me know this love thats like a lie
I'll never let it go
Because that love is you
Im walking in my memories with you
The tears fill even the deepest area of my heart
What should i do?
Even in my dream i miss you
I'll be waiting for you
I will wait for you
I dont want to see the tears of pain anymore
You let me know this love thats like a lie
I'll never let it go
Because that love is you
Please look at me, like the faraway stars
Can't you be the one thats in my heart
I'll be waiting for you
I will wait for you
I dont want to see the tears of pain anymore
You let me know this love thats like a lie
I'll never let it go
Because that love is you
