Its weekend again!! Wee. Have been quite busy with work lately. 3 more weeks left. I just felt that this was my worst period of all. Ever since I was attached to Changi Airport, I felt my life has totally change. Im really2 tired. That's all I could say. I cried alot since then. At times I just couldnt take it. And soon to come, I felt there will be more tasked for me to handle. Insyaallah, I will be able to go through all these with patience. :))
Went out with Zaf and Yati last sunday afternoon. Its been a while since we met each other. We shared stories, we shed tears, we laugh and jokes. Their presence, encouragement, made me stand on my feet again. Having just a little confidence to keep on moving. Somehow, I lost that confidence again on tuesday when I was so stressed up finishing my work at home late night. I even cried, really2 awful, in front of my dad. I know he's trying to encourage me. "Dont think about what will happen in the future. Just relax and dont stress yourself. Just enjoy your work. Its not going to be easy. Take it as challenge in life. Just do whats right. Be happy always. Dont think too much. :))"
23 days have passed. Havent heard any single news from him yet Should I just give up? The feelings kept fading away ever since he left me all alone. I dont know what else to say about us. There's something gonna happen. But I just dont know why I felt that way. Am I doubting him in any ways?
Im sorry Mr B. I couldnt meet you today. I knew what will happen. Im sorry. All these while i treat you not more than a friend. And dont try to fool me with all your sweet words cause im not gonna fall for it. You already have someone and just be with her. Dont say you can handle that cause i dont think you are. And i know im not the only one had you say all those sweet words of yours. Dont think i dont know. Sorry but i dont think you are sincere enough. Even so, Im sorry. I already have someone else. Thats it. Live your own live. Cause i dont want to be involve or enter in your world full of lies.
The Story Of You & Me 3:34 PM.
.hEr BiOGrApHy.
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SiTi RoHaNi MuStAfA
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StUdEnT CaRe TeAcHeR
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~ StArLiGhT tEaRs ~
The white starlight envelops the tears
The tears fall in the warm wind
Do you feel it?
This trembling, quiet whisper that is going your way
I drew you in this white paper
The warm smile holds me
Is this love
Even when i close my eyes, i see only you
I'll be waiting for you
I will wait for you
I dont want to see the tears of pain anymore
You let me know this love thats like a lie
I'll never let it go
Because that love is you
Im walking in my memories with you
The tears fill even the deepest area of my heart
What should i do?
Even in my dream i miss you
I'll be waiting for you
I will wait for you
I dont want to see the tears of pain anymore
You let me know this love thats like a lie
I'll never let it go
Because that love is you
Please look at me, like the faraway stars
Can't you be the one thats in my heart
I'll be waiting for you
I will wait for you
I dont want to see the tears of pain anymore
You let me know this love thats like a lie
I'll never let it go
Because that love is you
