Dalam hidup ini penuh dgn dugaan Tuhan. Dan aku rase dugaan yang sedang aku alami skrg adalah lalui 7 minggu attachment at changi airport dan 1 bulan lebih untuk menunggu kembali kehadiran dia.
Well, nanie kene tabah hadapi semua nie. 2mrw he's going for attachment at Japan for 1 month plus. Which means 1 month plus i cant get to contact him. If i cant get to meet him at least i can take it. But cant get to talk to him for that 1 month plus seems a bit torturing for me. Cause i need him. I need his confidence. I need his strength. I feel so lonely without him. I feel at lost.
Sometimes i understand him Sometimes i dont. Sometimes i know him Sometimes i dont. Sometimes i have confidence in him Sometimes i dont Sometimes i trust him Sometimes i dont
He didnt even tell me he's going for attachment tomorrow. Till i msg him this morning. If not, i doubt by now i will know about this news. What he treat me as?
HE : bsok abg dah attached g jepun 1 bulan lebih. ME : Lame nye. Hmm. HE : Aah. my flight pagi nanti. sure abg tk dpt msg, so just tc k? ME : Asl abg tk ckp siang2? HE : Tkpelah. Abg tknk bg nanie fkr2. U just enjoy ur work k? ME : If i nvr msg u, u wont tell me kan? I know im not important to u. HE : Thats not my point. ME : I know you dont want me to worry. But the more you hide this from me, the more u hurt me. HE : Im sorry.
I dont know how life will goes without having to hear his voice, or contact him. Why? Why all this happen? Im not that strong to face all this alone. You said you always be here for me. But you leave me. 1 month plus seems awhile but to me its as though a year long waiting. You said you dont want me to cry, but you make me cry all the more. You said you love me but why did you keep things to yourself? You said you would give me confidence but why must u go when i need it now? Awk! :'(
*I will wait for you no matter what. I will pray hoping you have a safe journey.*
The Story Of You & Me 9:42 PM.
.hEr BiOGrApHy.
'-NaMe-'
SiTi RoHaNi MuStAfA
'-PrEffErEd NaMe-'
NaNiE
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StUdEnT CaRe TeAcHeR
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.DeDiCaTiOnS.
~ StArLiGhT tEaRs ~
The white starlight envelops the tears
The tears fall in the warm wind
Do you feel it?
This trembling, quiet whisper that is going your way
I drew you in this white paper
The warm smile holds me
Is this love
Even when i close my eyes, i see only you
I'll be waiting for you
I will wait for you
I dont want to see the tears of pain anymore
You let me know this love thats like a lie
I'll never let it go
Because that love is you
Im walking in my memories with you
The tears fill even the deepest area of my heart
What should i do?
Even in my dream i miss you
I'll be waiting for you
I will wait for you
I dont want to see the tears of pain anymore
You let me know this love thats like a lie
I'll never let it go
Because that love is you
Please look at me, like the faraway stars
Can't you be the one thats in my heart
I'll be waiting for you
I will wait for you
I dont want to see the tears of pain anymore
You let me know this love thats like a lie
I'll never let it go
Because that love is you
