Saturday, February 28, 2009
"Bukan semua itu yang ku harapkan darimu.Hanya ketulusan cinta yang ku dambakan.adakah itu semua silapkuUntuk melakukan ape saje yang kau inginkan."Meeting my Ayid today.After 1 month plus I never met him.And this is actually my first time typing his name here in my blog.All these while ive been keeping a low profile about us.Its just so complicated.Alhamdulillah, with god's willing, we met today.And i had a great time with himeventhough we only spent 3 hrs together.With i-dont-know-what reason that he had to go off early,makes me feel a little bit upset.1) He said he wanted to accompany me to find the company's locationthat im attached at for my ITP next monday but he didnt.2) I fulfilled his wants but he didnt fulfill mine(Which is to sing me a song).3) Supposingly we want to take picture together but in the end a big NO!I wonder if he remembers all that.I tried to tell him but i chose to keep it all inside.I really feel upset at that moment.He knows what i feel.And yes. I did cry after we bid our goodbyes.He even msg me,"Nanie marah ehk? Sori. Bukan abg sengaje. Haiz. Ade prob besarlah."but all i could say is "ok."But soon i realised why must i feel that way towards him.
I know its my fault for not able to understand him.
Im really sorry sayang.
I love you! :'(
The Story Of You & Me
10:07 PM.
