Saturday, February 28, 2009
"Bukan semua itu yang ku harapkan darimu.Hanya ketulusan cinta yang ku dambakan.adakah itu semua silapkuUntuk melakukan ape saje yang kau inginkan."Meeting my Ayid today.After 1 month plus I never met him.And this is actually my first time typing his name here in my blog.All these while ive been keeping a low profile about us.Its just so complicated.Alhamdulillah, with god's willing, we met today.And i had a great time with himeventhough we only spent 3 hrs together.With i-dont-know-what reason that he had to go off early,makes me feel a little bit upset.1) He said he wanted to accompany me to find the company's locationthat im attached at for my ITP next monday but he didnt.2) I fulfilled his wants but he didnt fulfill mine(Which is to sing me a song).3) Supposingly we want to take picture together but in the end a big NO!I wonder if he remembers all that.I tried to tell him but i chose to keep it all inside.I really feel upset at that moment.He knows what i feel.And yes. I did cry after we bid our goodbyes.He even msg me,"Nanie marah ehk? Sori. Bukan abg sengaje. Haiz. Ade prob besarlah."but all i could say is "ok."But soon i realised why must i feel that way towards him.
I know its my fault for not able to understand him.
Im really sorry sayang.
I love you! :'(
The Story Of You & Me
10:07 PM.
Thursday, February 12, 2009
Im not going to school today.I had a headache this morning.And i just plain lazy to drag my feet to school.But now im alright after taking a long sleep.Well, next week starting of exams already.And Ive yet to start my revision.Last tuesday I went to SGH Eye Centre for my eye checkup.Guess what?When i went there, it seems like Im the youngest.Almost all the people there are very old people. Serious!First I went for registration.Then headed to room 16 to go for eye test.And even wearing my specs i couldnt see anything on the screen.(P/s: I knew my degree have increased. Shhh!)Then need to go room 13 for consultation with a doctor.And something funny happen.Ok la. There already a chair outside each room so thatthe nect patient can sit there for stand by la.When my turn, i have to sit there alone facingthe i-dont-know-how-many-people-are-there.So embarrassed seh. I was slouching when my dad disturbed me from far.Asking me to sit up straight. Haha.Then headed to room 27 to check my degree.Then the nurse put eyedrop on my eyescause the doctor wants to examined my eyes again.She says we will experience blurness for 4-6hours before it came back to normal.Not even reaching 1 hour, i look left and right and everything seems blur already.Then went in again in room 13.Doctor prescribed me with eyedrops and gelfor my eyes and had to come back 3 mths from now.I went to pay for the registration and consultation feewhile ibu n ayah take my medicine.This part really makes me mad!Know what? The nurse shout my name, "MDM SITI ROHANI!"I was like "MDM?" Grrrr! I stare at her.
Then the nurse look again on the paper.And finally she say, "Ooops! Sorry. MS SITI ROHANI!"I know la they already get used of calling mdmsince the patient there is all old peopleand i know im the youngest one there. Duh?!Haha. After that went for blood test and finally headed home. :)Well, everyone seems to celebrate V-Day this saturday.
But as for me. Ive to work. Haha.
Good huh?! So jealous. Huh!
But nevermind. Im meeting Pakcik A this sunday.
Haha. Really miss him alot can?
Imagine, 2 mths being together and we met only once?
Weekdays he busy working.
Weekends im busy working.
How?
Nevertheless it makes our relationship grew much stronger.
Pakcik A just now merajuk seh.
Hee. Cause i disturbed him.
His eyes very small like girl2. Haha.
He : I da tukar lens tau!
Me : Da tukar then okla. Mata u da la kecik. Jalan nanti tk nmpk. Hee.
He : Kong ajar tol. i taulah mate i kecik. cam mate pompuan.
Me : Ala. Tkmo uh mare2. Maen2 je. Hee..
He : Yela2. Hmmph!
Me : Ala. Tkmo majok uh k. Mate kecik pon cute tau. Hee.
He : Yela. mate u kan besar. haha!
Wah. Kenekan org balik. Tkpo2. Makcik tau nk uat ape this sun.
Siap2 uh tu pakcik. Kene piat jugak telinga dia nanti. Haha.
The Story Of You & Me
12:31 PM.
