Im going crazy! Yes. C.R.A.Z.Y! All because of him! Astaghfirullah. Ya Allah, Kau tenangkanlah hati hambaMu ini. Amin.
Meeting him for the very first time yesterday before going to work. Woke up early morning to send Shasha to religious school. Then headed to POSB at Bangkit to change my ATM Card. Then meet him at Fajar LRT at 9.45am. We headed to LOT1 for breakfast at LJS. So much things to talk eh. And guess what? I think im so eager to meet him until I forgot to eat my medicine. Not even bring them?! Get negged by him of course!
'U nk kene tapak tangan ke tapak kaki?' I just shook my head and smile. Haha. After that walked around before going to Arcade. Soon its time for me to go. We then took 190. But alighted at Tanglin CC bus stop. Haiz. Lesser time spending with each other. But what to do. We live so far yet still within Singapore la. As usual. I will be very quiet when each time there's a so called 'separation'. Cause im always scared. Scared that I wouldnt be able to meet him again. Who knows thats the last meeting for us? No one knows accept Allah. Allah Maha Mengetahui.
Well, right now, I just felt something's not right. Why must i feel this way? Why must negative thoughts started to linger on my mind? Please go away. I dont need it. Neither do i have the strength to get it out of my mind. Can it just go away on its own? I really need him. I really do. But. Haiz. This makes me crazy. I hate it! Astaghfirullah.
The Story Of You & Me 11:16 PM.
.hEr BiOGrApHy.
'-NaMe-'
SiTi RoHaNi MuStAfA
'-PrEffErEd NaMe-'
NaNiE
'-D.O.B-'
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JaNuArY 1990
'-PrOffEsIoN-'
StUdEnT CaRe TeAcHeR
'-SaYiNG-‘ ItS iMpOsSiBLe To Go ThRoUGh LiFe WiThOuT tRuSt
.DeDiCaTiOnS.
~ StArLiGhT tEaRs ~
The white starlight envelops the tears
The tears fall in the warm wind
Do you feel it?
This trembling, quiet whisper that is going your way
I drew you in this white paper
The warm smile holds me
Is this love
Even when i close my eyes, i see only you
I'll be waiting for you
I will wait for you
I dont want to see the tears of pain anymore
You let me know this love thats like a lie
I'll never let it go
Because that love is you
Im walking in my memories with you
The tears fill even the deepest area of my heart
What should i do?
Even in my dream i miss you
I'll be waiting for you
I will wait for you
I dont want to see the tears of pain anymore
You let me know this love thats like a lie
I'll never let it go
Because that love is you
Please look at me, like the faraway stars
Can't you be the one thats in my heart
I'll be waiting for you
I will wait for you
I dont want to see the tears of pain anymore
You let me know this love thats like a lie
I'll never let it go
Because that love is you
