Im in school business library right now. Having 4 hours of break from 12noon just now cause having economic lecture at 4-5pm. Really2 bored. Bringing all the tutorials for next week but end up not doing a single tutorial. Seriously no mood right now. So here I am blogging.
Yesterday was a stress day for me. I dont know why. For the past few days Ive been revising economics for last wed test. And Ive yet to do a single thing for my FMA tutorial which was yesterday. During tutorial, I find it so hard for me to catch up with the lesson. Cause I have not yet reading through the notes after lecture. So i dont really know what the chapter is all about. Even during break yesterday i never eat. No appetite. Serious! I guess i really need a break from all this. Go out alone to get some fresh air. When I came back home, suddenly have the mood to study. So 6 hrs spent on reading up all the notes and do tutorials for next week. Feel so relieved! Sorry Nad and Sal for not able to meet you both yesterday. I was too stressed-up with all this. Hmm.
*I keep having this weird feelings. When I sleep, I always dream of you. When I see you, my heart keeps pumping. When you stand near me, I feel so uneasy. When you never look at me, I feel so sad When you wave at me, I feel so happy. When I never see you for a day, I started to miss you. Whats the meaning of all this? I dont want history to repeat itself again. I dont want to have this kind of feelings anymore. Please go away. I dont want to be hurt again. Please Please. Im begging you. :'( *
The Story Of You & Me 3:12 PM.
.hEr BiOGrApHy.
'-NaMe-'
SiTi RoHaNi MuStAfA
'-PrEffErEd NaMe-'
NaNiE
'-D.O.B-'
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JaNuArY 1990
'-PrOffEsIoN-'
StUdEnT CaRe TeAcHeR
'-SaYiNG-‘ ItS iMpOsSiBLe To Go ThRoUGh LiFe WiThOuT tRuSt
.DeDiCaTiOnS.
~ StArLiGhT tEaRs ~
The white starlight envelops the tears
The tears fall in the warm wind
Do you feel it?
This trembling, quiet whisper that is going your way
I drew you in this white paper
The warm smile holds me
Is this love
Even when i close my eyes, i see only you
I'll be waiting for you
I will wait for you
I dont want to see the tears of pain anymore
You let me know this love thats like a lie
I'll never let it go
Because that love is you
Im walking in my memories with you
The tears fill even the deepest area of my heart
What should i do?
Even in my dream i miss you
I'll be waiting for you
I will wait for you
I dont want to see the tears of pain anymore
You let me know this love thats like a lie
I'll never let it go
Because that love is you
Please look at me, like the faraway stars
Can't you be the one thats in my heart
I'll be waiting for you
I will wait for you
I dont want to see the tears of pain anymore
You let me know this love thats like a lie
I'll never let it go
Because that love is you
