Im at home rght now.
Must be wondering why Im not in school?
Haha.
I went to school just now for WSD which start at 10am.
Waited and waited for Ms Tan
Lin Qi spotted this notice at the wall near the class door.
Guess what it says?
"Notification of Class Cancellation for class DBIT 2B14"
??????!!!!!!!
Wasting my train fares only.
Haha. I just top up $10 before goingto school.
And now left with $6 inside??!!
Haha.
And some more another lecture starts at 4pm.
Which means I got another 6 more hrs before the lecture starts?!
So I decided to go home. Haha.
So thats the whole story about.
Lols.

Anyway, lets share what happen for this week.

Monday waspublic holiday due to Deepavali Day.
I thought of spending my time with my family.
Cause it's been a long time since we last go out together.
But too bad I had o work 12-9.30pm at ISETAN!
My aunt also working there but she working morning shift.
And she said she would drop by at my place during her lunch break.
I waited and waited.
Really2 the 'MENDAK' (BORING)!
I stand there staring at-dont-know-what.
Face like sardine already cause seriously not many customer.
And when i turn to my right, I saw my aunt and my cousin.
Long time never see him.
Haha.
My aunt was like asking, "Why your face like that?"
I replied, "Lazy to work. Boring uh. Nothing to do and no customer."
She said, "Only 2 hours you've been standing here and your face was like
I-want-to-sleep that kind of face. Haha."
What to do. Hmm.
So thats about it for monday.

Tuesday, having 4 hours of break.
We sat at FC5 but went to FC3 to tapau food.
Me, Thahira and Yi Lin bought Mee Siam.
And as usual my all time favourite juice, "Papaya+Honeydew" juice.
Lols. Its nice. Try it. Confirm SEDAP!! Haha.
Anyway on the way to school I saw NAD!
Haha. Long time never see her since the raya outing.
And seriously Ive been dreaming of her in my sleep.
I guess i really miss her alot. Haha. =)
The go home with her too since she released from school early.
Had a long chat with her about whats happening lately.
And I guess i feel much more better letting all out. =)
So yah. Thats for tuesday.

Wednesday.
Im having my Statistics SPSS CA3 on that day.
And we suppose to bring our own laptop for that CA.
But as you all know, my laptop like half-dead already.
Lols. And I had no money to send i for repair.
I had no choice but to borrow from Aizuddin since he dont mind
about borrowing it to me.
After our lecture at 1pm I met him for awhile to take his laptop.
And had no choice but to give him back the next day.
Cause I finish my test at 4.30 but he' having driving practical.
Some more Im working from 5.30-9.30.
So had no time to give it back. Kind of rushing.
The CA was like dont-know-what-to-say.
Just pray hard to pass. Haha.
So yah. Thats about it.

Thursday, suppose to have GEMS at 8am but i never go.
My dad sent me to school.
We leave house at 7.25am.
Never thought that its going to have bad traffic jam.
Suppose to meet Aizuddin at dover mrt to pass him his laptop.
Guess what time I reach? 8.30am!!
Sorry uh Aiz, to make you wait. Haha.
He can even say "Its ok. Take your time." Haha.
He told me that he come school at 8am.
But his lesson actually starts at 9am. No wonder he can wait.
Came early in the morning just to meet his members. Lols.
Meet him at T17.
Pass him his laptop and told him Im not going for GEMS.
So he ask me to go for breakfast.
So off we went to FC4 for our breakfast.
Guess what?
All this while I was wondering,
usually when I buy kaya bun, i never buy set but just the bun instead.
Somehow I lways saw people bought kaya bun set,
and there's alwys this blue mug covered with plate on top.
I only see hot water inside and was wondering,
"whats up with hot water inside that big mug?"
I ask him. And that only when I got to know inside gt egg.
Left it for 7 mins so that the egg half-boiled la. Haiz.
Nanie Nanie! Laugh at her! Haha.
After that he went for lesson and I sat alone at FC6 to do my economics tutorial.
Also working from 5.30 to 9.30.
Its really tiring! Seriously!
So yah. Thats all the happen. Lols.

Well, I guess have to stop here.
Gonna follow my mum send Nana and Shasha to school.
Bye. =)

Assalamualaikum. =)
Well, today i'm very2 happy.
I dont know why.
Maybe because this past few days ive learned alot of new things?
Yea can be said.

Ive began to realise that my life still have a long way to go.
And whatever happens, all this is a test from HIM.
"Allah tidak akan memberi cobaan melebihi kemampuan hamba-Nya sendiri"
Every meetings have its ending.
And what ive gone through might not be that worst as compared to others.
True?
For i should accept everything with a patient of heart.
Well, what happen recently have made me realised a lot of things.

I was alone at canteen, waiting for my next lecture at 4pm on friday.
I keep everything to myself.
I just couldn't let it all out.
I cried, remembering the past memories.
I just lose a friend the previous day.
Until I saw this one guy.
He only had a leg to depend on.
He seems happy.
I sat there, watch him and said to myself,
"He's happy eventhough he's not as fortunate as I am.
But why must I cry and almost give up on life over losing a friend?"
He's always my motivator and advisor.
And because of his wide thinking that its a great pleasure knowing him.
But maybe we're fated to meet only for awhile.
But still I have to thank God for giving me the chance to meet this person.

"Hati boleh bersedih, Mata boleh menangis.
Tetapi mulut hanya boleh mengucapkan kata-kata yang di redhai oleh Allah SWT"

"Whenever we are in doubt over what decision to make, pray for revelation"

I guess the best way to solve this matter is to just end it somehow.
I just hope that I wont be regret over the decision that Ive made.
Let fate and time decides everything.
Sesungguhnya aku redha dengan jalan hidupku.
Kerana setiap apa yang terjadi, ada hikmahnya. =)

I feel so calm now. Hee.
Anyway, this friend of mine, I suddenly admire him.
Admire him in terms of his responsibility and innitiative.
Thoughtful to people around him.
He actually made this article on musollah
to remind one's obligations: PRAYER.
And intend to place it at our school of business, musollah area.
Well, Ive learnt alot from his article.
But i could not post it here cause it should be kept down low. ;)

"Firstly, to be interested is to find out why you doing all this, why pray and all.
Later, insyallah, you will see the beauty of the perfect religion."

Wassalam.

ARGGHH! IM MAKING THE WRONG DECISION AGAIN!
Nvm. Lazy to share! No need to know.

Anyway, yesterday me and sec friends
going raya outing together.
I know2 its kind of late already.
But errmm. Raya haven finish yet ok.
Like erm, few more days left??!! Haha.
Together, there's 8 of us.
Me, Sharona, Zafirah, Suhairy, Asyraff, Fareez, Herry, Nazirul.
Well, its fun though there's not many of us.
The guys make the whole outing fun n kecoh!
Haha.
We seems like close friends though
during sec times we din even talk much to each other.
Well, i had a great time yesterday.

Later im working!
Lazy la. I wanna go out and have some fun.
Playing bowling? Cycling?
Argghh! I wanna go, I wanna go!
Lols. Ok stop it.
Thats all for now.
I've decided to change back to my old URL then.
But maybe not too soon yea! ;)
Toodoles.

Today marks the end of our friendship.
I guess I cant continue on this friendship.
Thats the end.
Dont ask me why cause i dont feel like sharing.

2 hrs of feeling uneasiness
2 hrs of controlling my tears
1 hr of waiting for "them"
10 mins of talking

All I can say,
*WHEN THE TRUST I HAVE IN YOU IS GONE,
THATS WHEN I CANT ACCEPT YOUR PRESENCE ANYMORE.
SO PLEASE LEAVE ME ALONE.
CAUSE IT REALLY HURTS ME DEEPLY.*

Goodbye to You!

Assalamualaikum.
Hmm. Just feel like blogging but dont know what to write about.
Ouh k. Many things happening in school.
Im trying to catch up with all the modules.
And i can say im quite satisfied.
But hopefully my strength would last till end of year 3.
haha.

Anyway, recently this friend of mine, Yong Han from DBIT 12,
always teasing me with Taufiq (my classmate last year).
Everyday see me, he will ask, "Where's your Taufiq?"
I was like "duhhh?!!" Haha.
And I dont know why everytime when e mention his name,
Taufiq was like happen to pass by us,etc.
It all started when Yong Han told me that Taufiq took same GEMS as me.
So is he.

Last thurs, Shiyun, Me, Yong Han, Taufiq and Jun Jie sitting at the same row.
Yong Han keep asking "Why you never talk to him?"
I just said, "Dont know. Nothing to talk so never talk uh"
After GEMS, we went to FC6 together.
While walking,

Yong Han : You bag same colour as his pants. (Brown color)
Me : (I was like huhh?!!) (I just realised something)

Eh. Ya horr. His pants same color as my bag, my pants same color
as his bag, my shirt black and so as his(except his shirt black strip grey), and that grey same as my scarf.
Then, we both started laughing non-stop.
We walk at the roadside when I saw a car.

ME : Got car! Go car!
Then suddenly Taufiq said exactly the same thing.
Yong Han : Eh. You two said the same thing.
ME : (????) Its obvious what got car.
Yong Han : Yah. But why u two the only people who said it,
why the 3 of us never say.
ME : Bcause you all ont want to say?!

Haha. Funny. Haiyo.

The next day, I was on my way to school going down the escalator
when suddenly saw Taufiq walk pass me.
I think he never saw me. Walk so fast. Haha.
While walking, i heard someone calling me.

Yong Han : Siti! Eh. Taufiq in front. Why you never
call him and walk together?
ME : (????) For what?! Haha
Yong Han : Wahh! So coincident hor!
ME : Ouh ya hor! So coincident to see you here too!
Haha.

And just yesterday,
during Stats lecture i sat with my friends.
Including Aizuddin. cause he's lonely.
Shall not elaborate why.
And just first time sitting with him (or should I say first time meet him)
kecoh already.

Yong Han : Siti, Just now the guy sit beside you is your bf uh?
ME : No la. My friend only form other course.
Yong Han : Then where you want to put Taufiq?
ME : Put where?? Haha.
Yong Han : So you going or not?
ME : Go where?
Yong Han : Go date with Taufiq. I go tell him ok.
ME : (????) Tell uh. I think he also lazy to hear your crap! Haha.
While sitting at library, purposely sit beside me,
Yong Han : Siti, where's your Taufiq?
ME : How i know?!

Then guess what??
Taufiq happen to pass by!!
And we both broke into laughter.
Seriously, thats the worst laughter I had in Poly.

So thats the whole thing that happen.
Anyway, sorry uh Taufiq, that classmtes of yours
just couldnt stop saying your name in front of me.
Haha.
And to my SP mates who happen to read this,
please dont get the wrong idea. Haha.

I think thats all for now.
Gonna do my tutorials right now.
Time for serious revision! :P

*Starhub, I guess some things better left unsaid.*

16 OCT 08

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Tiada niat di hati meminta balasan
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Itu sahaja yang ku pinta
Tidak sanggup lagi berjauhan
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Andai tidak ditakdirkan bersama
Dengan hati yang rela ku terima
Tiada aa yang perlu dikesali
Kerana kaulah yang terbaik yang oernah ku kenali.

Specially Just For You.

Good Morning! =)
Anyway sorry for the no-new-entries for the past few weeks?
Yea. I was busy working having 2 days FULL?!
And now Ive started my 2nd Sem in SP.
I am just so tired that i dont have the mood to blog.

Anyway, there's so much things to say.
But just make it simple alright.
Firstly, to Nad & Al-Fee.
I never get any news from u lately but I'm happy that you both are together again.
Yippee.
*Treasure the ones that you love while they are still here*
So Al-Fee, must treasure Nad ok??
If not I'll hunt you down! Cehh Cehh!

Secondly, for the other couple which I will not mention here.
I dont know whats going on.
But just one advise here.
Prove to those who trying to break both of you apart that u both are strong
to keep the relationship going on and always. =)

Thirdly, alot of things happening between me and him.
We're back as usual.
But this time round "that feeling" I should say,
I've decided that i would let it go.
But I'll always be there when he need me.
And please Starhub, dont feel so embarassed
cause I dont mind at all.
I know how your life like.
And I willing to help as long as I can.
Never will I expect anything from you in return.
So dont worry alright.
I thought history would repeat itself again.
I even talk to myself,
"If i could wait for you since your disappearance until your presence back,
will I be able to wait for you again this time?"
I just couldnt be too faraway from you.
When you said you want to sell your hp, my heart sank.
And when you said, "I'll get back to you when I get a new hp",
I cried cause I dont know how much longer can I wait.
But alhamdulillah.
Everythings fine now that I dont have to worry anymore about that.
It's been a long time since I last meet him.
When can I ever see your face again?
I miss that smile on your face. Hmm. :(

Anyway, just now one of the module teacher was saying about holidays.
"30 Dec, we will be having half day school.
And on 1 jan will be a public holiday so you can go and see fireworks!"
Thats when I recall this year new year
where he suddenly call me at 12am exactly and just to say,
"I want to be the first person to call you this year."
=)

Ok. I guess I have to stop here.
Lesson's going to start soon.
Please take care people!
Till then. =)

'-NaMe-'
SiTi RoHaNi MuStAfA

'-PrEffErEd NaMe-'
NaNiE

'-D.O.B-'
14 JaNuArY 1990

'-PrOffEsIoN-'
StUdEnT CaRe TeAcHeR

'-SaYiNG-‘
ItS iMpOsSiBLe To Go ThRoUGh LiFe WiThOuT tRuSt

~ StArLiGhT tEaRs ~

The white starlight envelops the tears
The tears fall in the warm wind
Do you feel it?
This trembling, quiet whisper that is going your way
I drew you in this white paper
The warm smile holds me
Is this love
Even when i close my eyes, i see only you

I'll be waiting for you
I will wait for you
I dont want to see the tears of pain anymore
You let me know this love thats like a lie
I'll never let it go
Because that love is you

Im walking in my memories with you
The tears fill even the deepest area of my heart
What should i do?
Even in my dream i miss you

I'll be waiting for you
I will wait for you
I dont want to see the tears of pain anymore
You let me know this love thats like a lie
I'll never let it go
Because that love is you

Please look at me, like the faraway stars
Can't you be the one thats in my heart

I'll be waiting for you
I will wait for you
I dont want to see the tears of pain anymore
You let me know this love thats like a lie
I'll never let it go
Because that love is you

---

~ L o V e L i E s ~

NaDiAh
AyU
fArAnUrShEiLa
hAkIm
hAyAtI
sHaRoNa
aL-fEE
iZzAt

~ F r I e N d S ~

aLdEn
AsYrAff
aZLiFa
aZmIrA
cHeRyL
dIn
fAeZaH
fAkHrI
fArEEz
fArInA
hAfIdZa
hUdA
KrYsTaL
LyAnA
MaGGiE
mInG Xi
NaQiAh
NuRuLhUdA
rAiHaNaH
sHaFFiYaN
ShAfIqA
sHeRyL
SyAhIdA
YaNi
Yu QiNG
ZuRaIIn
ZyLaa

~ M I (P A E 0 7 ') ~

AtIkAh
HaFiZaH
IdAh
LiSa
MyRa
ZuLkArNaIn
yUsLiNdA

~ S P ~

aDeLiNe
AhBiAh
aMaLiNa
AmOs
ChOnG YaN
CyNtHiA
DeAn
HaFiLaH
JiNG YiNG
JuN JiE
JuStIn
LiN Qi
ShI JiE
ShI YuN
StEpHaNiE
WiNiFrEd