My bestie nie sweet larhs. Haha. From alot of pictures we've taken, i super duper like this one larhs. Haha. Ok.
Yes nad, ive been feeling so down this few days. I just dont know why. But perhaps ure right. Maybe one of the three will stay. But the funny thing is, its not 'him' that i yearn for, but one of the other two. I dont know why this feelings keep playing a fool on me. Serious. And i realise that i can even cried infront of people. Let me tell u, its really hard for people to see me cry. Cause last time i just couldnt cry infront of people. But now, its just so easy for this tears to drop. But why??
This morning when i wake up, i just feel so happy. As if ive forgotten every sadness that i had for the past few days. I suddenly have the mood to study. Happy2 go school. Pay attention, etc. But its not long when during break time at 12nn i check my hp n saw 1 message received. Its from HANDSOME! I dont know why my heart beats very fast. And i feel emotional again. :( Though he was just asking how am i. Lols. I really dont understand myself at times. I wish i could find the answer one day. I really wanted to know. Ya allah, apakah semua ini?
Another thing to share. Just now my precious up upline call me. Yes Mr Sufyan! =) Somehow, i just dont understand. Ok. AGAIN??!! When i was about to forget something, somehow, it will suddenly come again. Yan was asking why i never come office, etc. And i know my downline somehow keep asking e to come but i always give thousands of excuses or if not, i just keep myself in silence. Btw, he loves to meet me and the rest on fri. Im sure come down for the sake of him. Haha. Cause i miss my presious up upline la. He's full of craps and jokes. Hee. Ok. I cant wait to meet them all. Yippee. =) Well, its not that i dont wanna go back. I really wanted cause there, we are like one big family. We share happiness, sadness and everything together. But the thought of my studies, i have to scarifice. I scared of getting that kind of GPA again. Thats really2 terrible la. So now. What should i do?? Haiyo.
Ku banyak pikiran deh. Gi mana ya? Okla. Sampei disini aja deh. Ku nggak tau ape lagi mau di ngomong-in. Hahas. Take care people. Good night!
The Story Of You & Me 11:15 PM.
.hEr BiOGrApHy.
'-NaMe-'
SiTi RoHaNi MuStAfA
'-PrEffErEd NaMe-'
NaNiE
'-D.O.B-'
14
JaNuArY 1990
'-PrOffEsIoN-'
StUdEnT CaRe TeAcHeR
'-SaYiNG-‘ ItS iMpOsSiBLe To Go ThRoUGh LiFe WiThOuT tRuSt
.DeDiCaTiOnS.
~ StArLiGhT tEaRs ~
The white starlight envelops the tears
The tears fall in the warm wind
Do you feel it?
This trembling, quiet whisper that is going your way
I drew you in this white paper
The warm smile holds me
Is this love
Even when i close my eyes, i see only you
I'll be waiting for you
I will wait for you
I dont want to see the tears of pain anymore
You let me know this love thats like a lie
I'll never let it go
Because that love is you
Im walking in my memories with you
The tears fill even the deepest area of my heart
What should i do?
Even in my dream i miss you
I'll be waiting for you
I will wait for you
I dont want to see the tears of pain anymore
You let me know this love thats like a lie
I'll never let it go
Because that love is you
Please look at me, like the faraway stars
Can't you be the one thats in my heart
I'll be waiting for you
I will wait for you
I dont want to see the tears of pain anymore
You let me know this love thats like a lie
I'll never let it go
Because that love is you
