Im feeling so low this time. I dont know why. Ive been thinking too much though i know its a waste of time thinking about all that. Yes. About my love life. And im stuck. As in im just so confused la.
This feelings of mine like kind of playing a fool on me. Ive been crying these past few days. Yes, i agree staying single is the best. But somehow, we yearn for someone to be with us. U know what i mean. Hmm. And im facing that ok. Somehow, i like to keep things to myself. About feelings i seldom share with my friends, even with my on besties cause hmm. I dont wanna them to feel sad about me. And to say, the 1 st person in my mind when i feeling so depressed is STARHUB. But i kind of realised whenever i need him, he always not there. And now when i got to know HANDSOME, i share everything to him. But he doesnt seems to care. And im so embarassed. I feel so stupid as to share all that. I hate myself for being like this.
Just now im so lonely at work when i start crying. The 3 guys whom im more mesra with. Rashidin, Fadzli and Hariz. About Hariz, since our last meeting last sat(10o5o8), he contact me no more. I dont know dont ask me. Hmm. Fadzli pula, since the last sat (17o5o8), we did contact also but not as mesra as the last time. I dont know. Maybe i think too much. Maybe he's not like Hariz. Or maybe he is. I dont know. I just dont know. As for Rashidin. Hmm. I dont know. Whenever i need him, he's not here. And i dont know if im like a fool waiting for someone. How long must i be like this? I thought of making up my mind. Can i run away from all this? Can i dont contact Rashidin n Fadzli anymore? But the qn is. Can i be able to do so?
Seriously, i really2 confused. I just couldnt concentrate on everything. Even my studies. And next week is my CAs. I haven yet done any revision. Plus the projects awaiting. And im really2 stress.
Ya Tuhan, bantulah hambaMu yang lemah ini. :'(
I need HANDSOME can??
The Story Of You & Me 11:48 PM.
.hEr BiOGrApHy.
'-NaMe-'
SiTi RoHaNi MuStAfA
'-PrEffErEd NaMe-'
NaNiE
'-D.O.B-'
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JaNuArY 1990
'-PrOffEsIoN-'
StUdEnT CaRe TeAcHeR
'-SaYiNG-‘ ItS iMpOsSiBLe To Go ThRoUGh LiFe WiThOuT tRuSt
.DeDiCaTiOnS.
~ StArLiGhT tEaRs ~
The white starlight envelops the tears
The tears fall in the warm wind
Do you feel it?
This trembling, quiet whisper that is going your way
I drew you in this white paper
The warm smile holds me
Is this love
Even when i close my eyes, i see only you
I'll be waiting for you
I will wait for you
I dont want to see the tears of pain anymore
You let me know this love thats like a lie
I'll never let it go
Because that love is you
Im walking in my memories with you
The tears fill even the deepest area of my heart
What should i do?
Even in my dream i miss you
I'll be waiting for you
I will wait for you
I dont want to see the tears of pain anymore
You let me know this love thats like a lie
I'll never let it go
Because that love is you
Please look at me, like the faraway stars
Can't you be the one thats in my heart
I'll be waiting for you
I will wait for you
I dont want to see the tears of pain anymore
You let me know this love thats like a lie
I'll never let it go
Because that love is you
