I forgot to share something yesterday. Im gonna share today then. Last 2 days i was looking at my friends friendster when i came across Faris friendster. Guess what?? He got new gf la seyy. Oh yea. Sexy kaperrr?? My mum saw it too. She new about this guy. She remember what i told her of his reasons. His mum want to send him to Indon for further studies la, etc. But it's all C.R.A.P!
MUM : Eh, si 'F' tu mcm paham. Ckp mak dia nk hantar gi Indon la pe la. Kalau tknk kwn ngan anak org ckp jek la terus terang. Mainkan perasaan anak aku je. (That 'F' like real only. Saying his mum wana send him to Indon to further studies la, etc. If dont want to be friends with my daughter just be straightforward. Hurting my daughter's feeling only.)
I was there, just laughing by what she said. I dont know my mum still kind of angry about it. Lols. Whats past is past la uh. Its all meaningless now. Right?? Ok. Done about that.
Anw, i just went to Bestie's blog. Ive read her latest entry. I really feel sad for her with all the things that happen around her. I wish i could be of any help to her. But what can i do. Felt so useless man. Hmm. I could just pray the best for her. To meet her up during my free time. I would rather lend a listening ear and share all the problems that she had. Cause i know im not good at motivating. Im not capable of doing anything. Useless friend i am. Yes. Hmm. Sorry Nad. =(
Lastly ive to admit that ive made a mistake today. I went out with Hariz after work at 5.30pm just now. Ok. Who is that Hariz?? Hmm. Ive got to know him around last 2-3 months. I forgot. Never take note of that. And can say he ok la. Very funny guy. Just now i feel so emotional. I dont why even at work i cried. My heart keep saying, 'I need Rashidin plss!!' But i guess he didnt hear that. 3 days never contact him. And im so missing him.
Last two days msg.
HE : U sorry mlm ni tk boleh call. I kerja uh mlm ni. ME : Hmm. HE : Asl ni? Mcm tk suke jek? ME : Tkde pape. Kite cume rindukan awak. Ok bye! (So malu to say that to him u know) HE : Ckp gitu terus bye? Buang 5 sen jek. ME : Kite malu. And i dont know why suddenly i need u. =( HE : La. Ckp ler. Ohk.
Ok. Back to the story. Its the thought of needing sum1 that i dont feel like going home early. Hariz asked me out. We ate at Lucky Plaza Mc Donald. He joke, he tell stories, everything. But it the feeling of being with Rashidin and being with him totally different. And i laugh to his jokes but in actual fact i just couldnt find it funny. And so i realized, i need Rashidin more than anyone else. Where are u?? I really2 need u Din. I seriously do. Arrgghh. Im going crazy! :'(
The Story Of You & Me 8:47 PM.
.hEr BiOGrApHy.
'-NaMe-'
SiTi RoHaNi MuStAfA
'-PrEffErEd NaMe-'
NaNiE
'-D.O.B-'
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JaNuArY 1990
'-PrOffEsIoN-'
StUdEnT CaRe TeAcHeR
'-SaYiNG-‘ ItS iMpOsSiBLe To Go ThRoUGh LiFe WiThOuT tRuSt
.DeDiCaTiOnS.
~ StArLiGhT tEaRs ~
The white starlight envelops the tears
The tears fall in the warm wind
Do you feel it?
This trembling, quiet whisper that is going your way
I drew you in this white paper
The warm smile holds me
Is this love
Even when i close my eyes, i see only you
I'll be waiting for you
I will wait for you
I dont want to see the tears of pain anymore
You let me know this love thats like a lie
I'll never let it go
Because that love is you
Im walking in my memories with you
The tears fill even the deepest area of my heart
What should i do?
Even in my dream i miss you
I'll be waiting for you
I will wait for you
I dont want to see the tears of pain anymore
You let me know this love thats like a lie
I'll never let it go
Because that love is you
Please look at me, like the faraway stars
Can't you be the one thats in my heart
I'll be waiting for you
I will wait for you
I dont want to see the tears of pain anymore
You let me know this love thats like a lie
I'll never let it go
Because that love is you
