Hello2. Haha. Something has made me have the urge to blog. Wanna know? Ok. Here it goes.
To this new friend of mine.
-MUHAMMAD FADZLI-
I had a great day out with u just now. Lols. I know ive been thanking u so many times. But i wanna thank u again here can?? Haha. Well.
- Thank you for wanting to meet me. - Thank you for entertain me with the songs u sing. - Thank you for the LJS treat. - Thank you for sending me home.
Yes. He send me home. But i shall not elaborate on that. I know, he know, ok already. Haha. Well. There's just one thing to describe. I felt so stupid throughout the journey. Lols.
Basically thats the thankius. And as for the sorries.
- Sorry for being too quiet. - Sorry that i never finish the food that u treat me.
So readers, I wanna ask. When u look at his pic, u all guess how old is he? (Reply me through taggies ok??) I just feel so comfortable talking to him. Seriously, he's very baik, sopan and respect. Thats the 3 characters of him eversince ive known him. Haha. But hey3. Dont think nonsense uh. I just like him as a friend ok?? (Mana la aku nk letak si STARHUB tu??)
Ok. I guess enough of that.
Yesterday, i talked with Dean on the phone. Ok. As some of u may know that i kind of writing a poetry about him. Ok. I share with him what i wrote. U guys wanna know? Ok. Here it goes.
- MUHD RASHIDIN -
SUATU PENYEKSAAN
Adakalanya cinta yang diharapkan belum pasti terbalas Hanya dirinya sahaja yang meyimpan semua Namun, setia jua sebuah penantian Bagiku, penantian itu suatu penyeksaan
Aku hanya mampu menanti Menanti sebuah jawapan Wajarkah aku berbuat sebegini? Tidakkah aku terfikir akan seterusnya?
Pernah aku cuba membuat keputusan Keputusan yang akhirnya amat perit jua bagiku Haruskah aku melangkah pergi? Atau setia sahaja menanti?
Adakah ini dinamanya cinta? Cinta yang memerlukan banyak kesabaran? Adakah ia akan termakbul? Atau hanya sia-sia sahaja?
Ku amat menyintai dirinya Tetapi ku tidak pasti akan isi hatinya Adakah dia juga berperasaan yang sama? Atau hanya aku yang bertepuk sebelah tangan?
Inilah cinta Cinta yang banyak penantiannya lagi penyeksaan Walaupon jua Namun ku tetap sabar menanti.
Then he reply back to me.
Sejenak ku terfikir apakah makna cinta, mungkinkah cinta itu mudah untuk dijual beli, Atau cinta itu adalah sesuatu perasaan suci dan murni?
Ya aku akur bahawa cinta itu suci dan murni. Tuhan. Mengapa harus ada mnusia yg bermain dengan perasaan orang lain? Mengapa tidak semua manusia setia pada kekasih mereka?
Tetapi andainya Si Dia tidak kembali kepada pangkuanmu, jangan sesekali kau tangisi permergiannya. Redhalah walau jauh disudut hatimu terluka, Percayalah teman, setiap apa yang terjadi ada hikmah disebaliknya.
Setiap pertemuaan itu pasti ada perpisahan. Cuma yang bezanya ialah sama ada perpisahan itu sementara atau selama-lamanya. Oleh itu jagalah Si Dia sebaik-baiknya sewaktu dia masih berada disisimu.
Aku akur. Itulah kenyataan mengenai kehidupan cinta ini.
So how? Boleh rate for the both so called 'poem'?? Haha. (Reply through taggies ok??) Lols.
*Somehow, u will find the link between the two poem. If u can understand then good. Haha.* I shall not elaborate ok??
Thats it for now. Till then. Wait for the next-dont-know-when-entry! Good night everyone.
The Story Of You & Me 11:28 PM.
.hEr BiOGrApHy.
'-NaMe-'
SiTi RoHaNi MuStAfA
'-PrEffErEd NaMe-'
NaNiE
'-D.O.B-'
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JaNuArY 1990
'-PrOffEsIoN-'
StUdEnT CaRe TeAcHeR
'-SaYiNG-‘ ItS iMpOsSiBLe To Go ThRoUGh LiFe WiThOuT tRuSt
.DeDiCaTiOnS.
~ StArLiGhT tEaRs ~
The white starlight envelops the tears
The tears fall in the warm wind
Do you feel it?
This trembling, quiet whisper that is going your way
I drew you in this white paper
The warm smile holds me
Is this love
Even when i close my eyes, i see only you
I'll be waiting for you
I will wait for you
I dont want to see the tears of pain anymore
You let me know this love thats like a lie
I'll never let it go
Because that love is you
Im walking in my memories with you
The tears fill even the deepest area of my heart
What should i do?
Even in my dream i miss you
I'll be waiting for you
I will wait for you
I dont want to see the tears of pain anymore
You let me know this love thats like a lie
I'll never let it go
Because that love is you
Please look at me, like the faraway stars
Can't you be the one thats in my heart
I'll be waiting for you
I will wait for you
I dont want to see the tears of pain anymore
You let me know this love thats like a lie
I'll never let it go
Because that love is you
