Assalamualaikum semua. Hmm. I make myself free 4while just to blog. Its been a few days since i last blog. Busy u know. So many things in my mind. Its really hard to just forget everything. Ive been thinking too much. Somemore my health condition is worst. Ive been really2 tired lately. My head keep spinning. And my throat like getting worst. Because of that, i often sleep during lectures. Ouh gosshh. Rabakz. There's alot to share. But maybe i wont be blogging all the things i had to say today. Perhaps will be continued in the next entry.
I really2 hate myself. This brain of mine just never work. As if the brain already dead! We were discussing on project. And i simply sit there hearing their views. But not even one opinion came out from my mouth. I tried to brainstorm, etc, but nothing couldnt come out from my brain. I really2 feel guilty. Ya as if im like a free-rider in the group. U think i like to be like this? I really2 hate myself. I just couldnt be of any help. So people, tell me, is there any formula or whatsoever, that can make a dead brain came back alive? Tell me quick!!
I dont know if the decision i have made yesterday is a right thing for me. I know that i'm going to make myself at risk. The thought of wanting to help Mr Ramadhan, really2 makes me came up with that decision. I never been contributing alot. Yesterday when i came back office for the 1st time after 2 months of disappering, i could see some new faces fighting. They even make sacrifices just to help Mr Ramadhan. And to say, i really2 salute them eventhough they are not under Mr Ramadhan team. But we are all from Pantherians! If they could, why can't i?? I just hope that within this coming 24 months throughout, will be a smooth one. I'll prepare for it. Insyaallah. =
I'll be going to KL trip during june hols. Ok. Sometimes, when i think back, if i had known all this would come between the way, i wouldnt have promise her. But she really2 wanted me to go. And i couldnt simply refused. But nvm la. I guess i have to be more thrifty from now on. I have to depent on myself now. Hmm. Lastly, kite miss awak! -------------------------------------------------------- TO BE CONTINUED
The Story Of You & Me 11:14 PM.
.hEr BiOGrApHy.
'-NaMe-'
SiTi RoHaNi MuStAfA
'-PrEffErEd NaMe-'
NaNiE
'-D.O.B-'
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JaNuArY 1990
'-PrOffEsIoN-'
StUdEnT CaRe TeAcHeR
'-SaYiNG-‘ ItS iMpOsSiBLe To Go ThRoUGh LiFe WiThOuT tRuSt
.DeDiCaTiOnS.
~ StArLiGhT tEaRs ~
The white starlight envelops the tears
The tears fall in the warm wind
Do you feel it?
This trembling, quiet whisper that is going your way
I drew you in this white paper
The warm smile holds me
Is this love
Even when i close my eyes, i see only you
I'll be waiting for you
I will wait for you
I dont want to see the tears of pain anymore
You let me know this love thats like a lie
I'll never let it go
Because that love is you
Im walking in my memories with you
The tears fill even the deepest area of my heart
What should i do?
Even in my dream i miss you
I'll be waiting for you
I will wait for you
I dont want to see the tears of pain anymore
You let me know this love thats like a lie
I'll never let it go
Because that love is you
Please look at me, like the faraway stars
Can't you be the one thats in my heart
I'll be waiting for you
I will wait for you
I dont want to see the tears of pain anymore
You let me know this love thats like a lie
I'll never let it go
Because that love is you
