There's alot of thing i need to share in here. Sharing about everything. I guess its so much to say thus i wanna let it out all here.
1. I thought that happened long time ago. And i have 80% forgotten about it. But a few wks ago, ive heard the same thing again. And im gonna say im getting fed-up!! She knows that happen and yet she still kind of finding a chance to get him come her house la, buy this and that and whatever shitos. One really fed-up incident. We family wanting to go KFC. Just as we reach carpark, she called. Urgently need us to go home. Watha. Really. Everyone was like urrrrggggghhhh! And2, last2 wk sun. She even ask him to come her house and fix the sink. And2 last sun, my parents come her house again. They bought for her kitchen's stuff. Nampak sah sengaja asking him to come her house. Whatever eh. I dont know la if what i feel really the truth or not. But its like always coincidence. My sis really hate her much more than anyone else. But what my mum says, she has a point there. But the sad thing is, she doesnt know whats going on.
MUM : Kite tau perangai dia camne. Kita tk boleh ubah dia kalau dia sendiri tknk ubah. Tapi jangan pandang dia. Pandang anak2 dia. Walau jahat sekalipon dia, kita hanya perlu ingat semua kebaikan yang kite lakukan pada dia. Kita juga dapat pahala. Itu yang abah nak buat. Satu hari mesti dia menghargai apa yang kita buat.
ME : Tapi kalau dia tolong bukan dengan keikhlasan hati dia tetapi kerana sebab lain?
Ibu terus diam. She's innocent. I cant bear to see her cry if she got to know everything. Ya allah. Kau kuatkanlah hati ibuku sekiranya kalau dia tahu semuanya. Amin.
2. I dont know whats going on between them. But i hope whatever happens, they will accept it with patience. Always remember. "Ape yang berlaku, ada hikmah disebaliknya. =) And always remember. "Takdir yang menentukan pertemuan yang tak disangka. Takdir jua yang menentukan perpisahan" - Arrow : Sendu dihatimu Rindu dijiwaku. Ceh2. Haha. U once said to me, "If u love the person, let him go. If he comes back, he is meant for u. If he doesnt, he's not the one for u." =) That all for u both. Whatever it is, if there's a way, there's a will. Remember that. =) I'll pray the best for u 2.
3. Perkara ini tkkan selesai selagi aku belum membuat keputusan. Urrgghh. Quit?? No?? Yes?? I can sense they need me. But am i belong there? Or should i be there? I dont know. I dont wish to make any decision cause i scared i will regret. Haiz. Macam ane la ni. -.- They are all fighting. Never give up. But me?? Hmm. Pokoknya aku ngak tahu deh. :/
4. I dont know if what i said, really comes from the bottom of my heart or just to please u. Hmm. I dont feel like wanting to meet u. There's always uneasy feeling comes whenever im gonna meet guys. And till today i still cant accept ur love. And i my self not sure whether u are sincere or not. I just couldnt even like u eventhough i tried giving myself a chance. There's only 1 which already remains. And i dont wish that to change whatever happens. Sorry yat. I dont know if i wants to meet u like the way we plan. Sorry.
5. Im worried about u Mr Starhub. There's blood clot in your head. U dont even care. Your throat hurts and cough non-stop. U ignore. GO SEE DOCTOR LAH!! Stubborn guy i should say. Hmph. Among all guys, he's the only one i worried the most. DEGIL PUNYA STARHUB. SINGTEL YANG BODOH NI PON BOLEH ADVISE ORG TAU! Haha. =)
The Story Of You & Me 9:34 PM.
.hEr BiOGrApHy.
'-NaMe-'
SiTi RoHaNi MuStAfA
'-PrEffErEd NaMe-'
NaNiE
'-D.O.B-'
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JaNuArY 1990
'-PrOffEsIoN-'
StUdEnT CaRe TeAcHeR
'-SaYiNG-‘ ItS iMpOsSiBLe To Go ThRoUGh LiFe WiThOuT tRuSt
.DeDiCaTiOnS.
~ StArLiGhT tEaRs ~
The white starlight envelops the tears
The tears fall in the warm wind
Do you feel it?
This trembling, quiet whisper that is going your way
I drew you in this white paper
The warm smile holds me
Is this love
Even when i close my eyes, i see only you
I'll be waiting for you
I will wait for you
I dont want to see the tears of pain anymore
You let me know this love thats like a lie
I'll never let it go
Because that love is you
Im walking in my memories with you
The tears fill even the deepest area of my heart
What should i do?
Even in my dream i miss you
I'll be waiting for you
I will wait for you
I dont want to see the tears of pain anymore
You let me know this love thats like a lie
I'll never let it go
Because that love is you
Please look at me, like the faraway stars
Can't you be the one thats in my heart
I'll be waiting for you
I will wait for you
I dont want to see the tears of pain anymore
You let me know this love thats like a lie
I'll never let it go
Because that love is you
