Sesungguhnya aku malas ingin on ni laptop. Tapi memandangkan dah lama tak luahkan isi hatiku di blog kesayangan ku ini, i memaksa diriku berbuat demikian.
Blueekkz! Ceh2. Wah nanie. Bilalah plak pandai berkata2 mcm nie? Lols. All this while ive been busy with work. Until i forgot to have fun. Haha. Thanks to nad and al fee for asking me out today.
Otw there in bus 187, we saw lyana. I got to know when al fee told us. And when she alight, she smiling and wave at us. I wasnt sure who she wave at actually, but i just wave at her back also. Guess she really2 happy to see nad. =)
I really had fun with them. Trying something new. The game ive learnt today is bowling!! Haha. Yes sharona. I never played it before nor even touch the ball ok? Haha. There's always some kind of nervous feeling everytime i tried something new. Maybe im scared to be the one being laughed at. Haha. But when seeing other people play, i told myself why need to be scared Im playing because of wanting to have fun, not as in in competiton or whatsoever. True? So i just selemba jek la roll the ball. Haha.
We played 2 rounds because we haven had any satisfaction. Haha. After that we went to eat at errr. I forgot the place. Me and sharona went to this mly stall. We ordered kway teow goreng for me & macaroni goreng for sha. Nad and al-fee went to the indian stall. I wasnt sure what they ordered. I was shocked and laugh when i got to know what the ordered. They ordered kway teow goreng for nad and mee goreng for al fee. Hee. At first sha tot of wanted to eat mee goreng but ordered macaroni goreng instead since so long nvr tried. Haha. If not we both each eat the same but from diff stall. Hee. Coincident. =)
After filling our stomach, we went to our separate ways. As in me and sha going to takashimaya while nad and al fee went to buy present for her grandma. Before that, we still have time to snap a few pics. I cant stop laughing. They should know why. Soon bus 174 came. Otw to taka, the bus was like so slow la. Sha fell asleep already. My eyes still wide open scared terlajak kepe. Gave sis the slipper and off we went to bpp. I dont have the mood to go hm so early. So i decided to go lib for awhile alone cause sha had to go back hm. Sis met her bf. So yah Not long when i felt so uneasy. My stomach so pain. Damn pain. Dont know why Cant take it any longer, i went hm. Until now my stomach still pain. Haiyo.
Haish. 2 days he nvr contact me. But i cant deny, i miss him. Its been a month since i last saw him. He dont even say anything. So i just kept quiet. Just now, nad told me to ask him along for our outing nxt time. I dont know what to ans. I just said that i simply lazy to disturb him. I dont even tell him about our outing. Because deep down i know, even if i ask him along, he sure wont be coming. So try once and thats it. No more asking. Hmm.
All this while, its not that i lazy to contact him. Even if the misses started to build up. But. Hmm. Let me say it out here k. Ive been thinking about it. And i myself came to a conclusion that im tired. Tired of hoping for something that's not sure whether it meant to be mine or not. The only thing i have to do is to let the nature take it course. If he were meant for me, den he will be. But if not, then its ok. I nvr regret knowing everyone that i had met. At least there's still some happiness that they had given me. I just have to wait. Yea. =) Eventhough i feel envy seeing my friends & sis with their love ones being there for them.
RAHAYU & KHAIR
Seeing khair like that, i just pity him. Due to his condition, girls doesnt wanna be with him. Luckily my sis, isnt that heartless. She doent care about his condition so long as she knew he's the 1 for her. She willing to take care of someone who dying to taste the sweetness of love, care and concern from someone. I hope their r/s will nvr ended.
NADIAH & AL FEE
A sweet loving couple to me. I envy them ok. Ok well. They have gone through thick and thin 2geda. Despite the challenges they face through, they still stay strong as one. And2 today, i can see al fee jealous! Haha. Im happy seeing them so happy. In the middle of facing alot of challenges, problems, etc but there's still someone being there for her. Thats what makes her stay strong all this while. =)
SHARONA & DALE
Even he's faraway from her, but i hope the love and promises that has been making her feel happy is not a lie. She's a lil sis to me. Haha. She needs someone care. Many times r/s failed and hopefully this time round, u are the only guy true to her. Dont wish her to be hurt again. U both look sweet I hope this will stay eternity. =)
AMIR & LYANA I dont really know alot about this couple. But got la time to read their blog. But from each entries that i read each time, i could feel the lovingness between them. With the trust, patience and understanding, i hope that will makes them stay strong. =)
=) At least im feel happy whenever i see them happy!
Anw, i dont know why this past few days, its either there's something new i tried or there's something in the past i last do/saw, came back again.
1) Its been a long time since i last read mly novel. And the last 2 days, ive read 2 bks. I still could feel as if i was in the story itself.
2) Its been a long time since i last saw my cuzzie, nazri. Yesterday he came to my hse before sending shasha to school.
3) I tried new game called bowling. =)
4) Its been a long time i last chat with my friend. His name is aryawan. He work at VE last time. I 1st met him during ramadan period. I can still remember that day. =) And today im shocked. Long time nvr see him online and he is today. =)
Ok. Thats all. Panjang rasenye aku type. Hehe. I just hope he would msg me. I really miss him. R.A.S.H.I.D.I.N
The Story Of You & Me 10:12 PM.
.hEr BiOGrApHy.
'-NaMe-'
SiTi RoHaNi MuStAfA
'-PrEffErEd NaMe-'
NaNiE
'-D.O.B-'
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JaNuArY 1990
'-PrOffEsIoN-'
StUdEnT CaRe TeAcHeR
'-SaYiNG-‘ ItS iMpOsSiBLe To Go ThRoUGh LiFe WiThOuT tRuSt
.DeDiCaTiOnS.
~ StArLiGhT tEaRs ~
The white starlight envelops the tears
The tears fall in the warm wind
Do you feel it?
This trembling, quiet whisper that is going your way
I drew you in this white paper
The warm smile holds me
Is this love
Even when i close my eyes, i see only you
I'll be waiting for you
I will wait for you
I dont want to see the tears of pain anymore
You let me know this love thats like a lie
I'll never let it go
Because that love is you
Im walking in my memories with you
The tears fill even the deepest area of my heart
What should i do?
Even in my dream i miss you
I'll be waiting for you
I will wait for you
I dont want to see the tears of pain anymore
You let me know this love thats like a lie
I'll never let it go
Because that love is you
Please look at me, like the faraway stars
Can't you be the one thats in my heart
I'll be waiting for you
I will wait for you
I dont want to see the tears of pain anymore
You let me know this love thats like a lie
I'll never let it go
Because that love is you
