"Im tired of running. Tired of running." A sentence sang by akon. Haha. Ya. Im trying to run away dari insan2 yg bergelar lelaki. Everytime when i manage to get rid of them from my mind, there will always be a next meeting. Haiz. Nani. U must remember. Singapore is a small country ok??
Since the day i start work, ive been too busy to contact friends. I dont know if what ive thought the other day true or not. I need help and asked a few of my friends. But they werent there for me. I did think of this but i know i shouldnt have to. "Whenever they need help, they find me. Im too generous to people. Bt when i need help from them, they dont even care." My mum told me that im too kind to people. I just cant bear to see them in difficulties la.
Just now, i saw him again. He walked me hm. This time i just felt something not right. I just dont wish 2 see him again. I really wanted to get away from him. I dont want him to get the wrong idea. Thinking that i like him. No.
Rashidin has once told me that, if u feel u hasnt get the answer that has been weighing on your mind, "look at the mirror and u will see yourself. The answer to every qns, will come from your heart itself. Maybe its gonna take a few mins or hrs. Bt u will surely have the ans." My heart hasnt actually opened to anyone. Its neither H nor even R. But how come i have feelings for R?? Haiz. I dont know la.
Just 3 days back, she called me. Asking me when i'll be coming down to office. I had no choice but to lie. I dont tell her ive another job. Oh gosshh. Pikiran la seyy. Should i quit? Or not? I dont want to make a choice that will makes me regret again. Haiyo. How2??
The Story Of You & Me 12:04 AM.
.hEr BiOGrApHy.
'-NaMe-'
SiTi RoHaNi MuStAfA
'-PrEffErEd NaMe-'
NaNiE
'-D.O.B-'
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JaNuArY 1990
'-PrOffEsIoN-'
StUdEnT CaRe TeAcHeR
'-SaYiNG-‘ ItS iMpOsSiBLe To Go ThRoUGh LiFe WiThOuT tRuSt
.DeDiCaTiOnS.
~ StArLiGhT tEaRs ~
The white starlight envelops the tears
The tears fall in the warm wind
Do you feel it?
This trembling, quiet whisper that is going your way
I drew you in this white paper
The warm smile holds me
Is this love
Even when i close my eyes, i see only you
I'll be waiting for you
I will wait for you
I dont want to see the tears of pain anymore
You let me know this love thats like a lie
I'll never let it go
Because that love is you
Im walking in my memories with you
The tears fill even the deepest area of my heart
What should i do?
Even in my dream i miss you
I'll be waiting for you
I will wait for you
I dont want to see the tears of pain anymore
You let me know this love thats like a lie
I'll never let it go
Because that love is you
Please look at me, like the faraway stars
Can't you be the one thats in my heart
I'll be waiting for you
I will wait for you
I dont want to see the tears of pain anymore
You let me know this love thats like a lie
I'll never let it go
Because that love is you
