I guess ive been thinking too much. I always hope that history will nvr repeat itself again. Thats the greatest fear for me. I really scared of losing someone i loved, i care and always in my heart.
Yes. Lucky it was CNY. And that everyone off today. Just now at 10.45pm, he msg me. Asked me to call him. Hmm. So i did call. Eventhough i felt that i dont want. I wanna torture him plak la kan. But2, tk sampai hati lah. We talked2 until 12am. Im happy hearing his voice.
He : I really missed talking to u seyy Me : Oh. Ingt lupe. Iyela. Bz nan kerja la katekan.
I merely being sarcastic. Haha. Throughout, he's making me laugh. Skejap2 jadi rashidin, skejap2 jadi professor din, skejap2 jadi 99 cents. Whats up nigga?? Haha.
I understand he's working. Sometimes kesian ada. Yela. Last time he such a lazy bum. But now working like so hard, until no time to eat, etc. And he did has the same mindset as me. Cause that time i got once told sha that hmm. I dont want to call him when like its only for awhile la. Cause really, its not worth. Puas hati jgn call terus. True? So just the first thing he said to me was, "SORRY". He : Sorry that i nvr contact u for quite long. Im busy working. I did want to ask u to call me, but its like if we can talk only for awhile, then whats the point of calling.
Ok. So thats y, i felt that i keep thinking abt myself. As though i dont understand him. Yea. S now i know the reason. And i felt i shouldnt have think too much. How selfish can u be nani?? Haiz.
"Rashidin, ive been missing u all this while. And its like really torturing me. I dont want to be left again. Because i wants to be with u. Only u. How i wish u could be there and know whats really in my heart =( "
The Story Of You & Me 12:25 AM.
.hEr BiOGrApHy.
'-NaMe-'
SiTi RoHaNi MuStAfA
'-PrEffErEd NaMe-'
NaNiE
'-D.O.B-'
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JaNuArY 1990
'-PrOffEsIoN-'
StUdEnT CaRe TeAcHeR
'-SaYiNG-‘ ItS iMpOsSiBLe To Go ThRoUGh LiFe WiThOuT tRuSt
.DeDiCaTiOnS.
~ StArLiGhT tEaRs ~
The white starlight envelops the tears
The tears fall in the warm wind
Do you feel it?
This trembling, quiet whisper that is going your way
I drew you in this white paper
The warm smile holds me
Is this love
Even when i close my eyes, i see only you
I'll be waiting for you
I will wait for you
I dont want to see the tears of pain anymore
You let me know this love thats like a lie
I'll never let it go
Because that love is you
Im walking in my memories with you
The tears fill even the deepest area of my heart
What should i do?
Even in my dream i miss you
I'll be waiting for you
I will wait for you
I dont want to see the tears of pain anymore
You let me know this love thats like a lie
I'll never let it go
Because that love is you
Please look at me, like the faraway stars
Can't you be the one thats in my heart
I'll be waiting for you
I will wait for you
I dont want to see the tears of pain anymore
You let me know this love thats like a lie
I'll never let it go
Because that love is you
