I guess i have the mood 2 post an entry. Haiya Haiya Haiya. && i dont think im gonna do well for PFP test just now. Haish. I cant remember a single thing what ive studied. *DEAD*
Ok. True i never study that hard. && ya. served me right yea?? Ive hold the lecture notes but my mind wasn't there?? Nothing gets into my head. && next week and next2 wk, im having my semestral exams. Sometimes im N.E.G.A.T.I.V.E! I dont think i can do it. Cause y? Im getting lazier & lazier each day and no mood for studies. My body feels weak everytime. I dont know why.
Waking up, send my lil sis to school, go school, come back from school, walking, can say everything. Feels tired. Even though i have enough sleep the last night. When im walking, talking, and even drink water, i feel exhausted. Seriuos. I have breathing difficulties. Just dont know how it started. Dont have enough exercise?? Growing fatter?? Haha. Dont know la.
Somehow, something is distracting me. But i just dont know what it is. Him?? Ntahlah. Errmm.
Anw, 2 my bestie nad & al-fee, HAPPY 2YRS 11 MTHS R/S. =] I'll pray that both of you will be together forever Peganglah pada janji dan setia masing2. && insyaallah, tiada siapa yg dpt memisahkan u both. =] Im happy seeing u both. Laughter nvr fails 2 occurs. I HEART U BOTH LAH!!
&& 2 Sha also. Haha. She's found some1 who truly like and love her lots. I hope history nvr repeat itself again. Ill pray that both of u will be together tk kira susah atau senang. Hargai diri masing2. =]
&& as for me?? Haha. Ive some confessions here 2 make. Want to know?? Haha. From now on, i wont ask anything more from him. Never. Cause i scared the same thing happen again and in the end, im the one inconsolable. Haha. Yah. Even if I miss him, love him, everything, even if its hard 2 kep it inside, i wont tell him. Ill keep it inside within me. Whether im gonna suffer or hurt myself, i dont mind as long as i wont be hurt by another guy again. Yah. Thats all that i have to say. =]
Anw he'll be celebrating his bdae soon. Err. Or should i say, his adik angkat and him will be celebrating their bdae 2mrw 2geda?? Hmm. I hopes he will be having fun with her and together with his friends. Cause, i cant get 2 celebrate 2geda with him. Cuase, time n situation doesnt allows us. So yah. Have fun aites Rashidin. =]
The Story Of You & Me 11:03 PM.
.hEr BiOGrApHy.
'-NaMe-'
SiTi RoHaNi MuStAfA
'-PrEffErEd NaMe-'
NaNiE
'-D.O.B-'
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JaNuArY 1990
'-PrOffEsIoN-'
StUdEnT CaRe TeAcHeR
'-SaYiNG-‘ ItS iMpOsSiBLe To Go ThRoUGh LiFe WiThOuT tRuSt
.DeDiCaTiOnS.
~ StArLiGhT tEaRs ~
The white starlight envelops the tears
The tears fall in the warm wind
Do you feel it?
This trembling, quiet whisper that is going your way
I drew you in this white paper
The warm smile holds me
Is this love
Even when i close my eyes, i see only you
I'll be waiting for you
I will wait for you
I dont want to see the tears of pain anymore
You let me know this love thats like a lie
I'll never let it go
Because that love is you
Im walking in my memories with you
The tears fill even the deepest area of my heart
What should i do?
Even in my dream i miss you
I'll be waiting for you
I will wait for you
I dont want to see the tears of pain anymore
You let me know this love thats like a lie
I'll never let it go
Because that love is you
Please look at me, like the faraway stars
Can't you be the one thats in my heart
I'll be waiting for you
I will wait for you
I dont want to see the tears of pain anymore
You let me know this love thats like a lie
I'll never let it go
Because that love is you
