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Thursday, January 31, 2008

YEAYY! HOLIDAYS IS BACK!
2 MONTHS PLUS HORR.
HAPPY HAPPY ME!

Now that its holidays,
its time for me to focus on my
work. Cause im gunning down
for my MARKETING EXECUTIVES!
Haishh. It took me so long to get it.
And i hope by early february
i could achieve it.
Yeay. I WILL!

So yah, to my friends,
HAPPY HOLS 2 U GUYS.
Enjoys.
Okla. Thats all.
Gonna get ready to go work.

TAKKAIRES PEEPS.
I LOVE U! =)

The Story Of You & Me
11:41 AM.

Wednesday, January 30, 2008

I guess i really2 have 2 blog.
Haishh.
I kind of feeling uneasy.
I scared that she thought i angry
with her or i dont know.
I just dont know.

Whenever i read her blog.
Whenever i wanted 2 go her blog,
press her link from my blog,
there's a fear.
And each time,
that i read her entries,
i know what she feels that moment,
that day.
But i just dont know how to.
Sometimes i feel she's referring
to me, everything.

If people know who i am,
im sure they understand me.
Everything that they does for me,
i really2 appreciate it.
Buti just dont know how to thank,
how to tell them what i feel,
i just dont know dont know dont know.
But deep in my inside,
only god and only myself knows everything.

And to my friends,
im sorry that i nvr contact u guys.
Because i really busy at this moments.
And just dont think that i forget u all.
Cos that wont be.
This past few days,
i dont even contact nad, zaf, sha.
Even Rashidin. Haish.
Really Really Sorry.
Cause dont have time for u guys.

Especially for that someone,
i dont really know whats going on now.
But it seems that u dont want 2 contact me.
Saying sorry its easy.
But whether u accept or not,
its up 2 u.
So, if ive done something wrong,
pls forgive me.
Cause i really treasure our friendship
all this while.
But mayb i dont really say out everything
to you.
Just that u must remember that
u always here in my heart.
U are my true friend.
I just hope whatever happens,
we will still be together for each other.

Thats all i have to say.
Right now, i just feel like crying.

I MISS MY FRIENDS
I MISS NADIAH
I MISS ZAFIRAH
I MISS SHARONA
I MISS RASHIDIN
I MISS EVERYONE

*Rashidin,
2 days already that we nvr contact.
Ya. U did ask me call u,
but i didnt.
Sorry that i dont have time for u.
Cause what i want right now,
its not our relationship.
But ive got to do what
i really want.
Maybe u dont understand.
But sooner or later u will understand y.
Why issit imptnt 2 wanting
2 achieve what i want for right now*

The Story Of You & Me
12:23 AM.

Sunday, January 20, 2008

Hey2.
Ive got something to share.
Haha. I guess this is very interesting.
I when for DHA grouping just now.
Its worth coming. Serious!
1st time hor i went office on sunday.
Hee. Here its goes.

What ive learn today:

1stly, I hada talk with Mr Khai.
He told a story of
"NIKE & REEBOK"
NIKE & REEBOK
wants to start franshising their
product in INDIA.
The have thier own HQ.

REEBOK send 2 representatives to INDIA.
They shocked to find out that
the INDIANS all are barefooted.
This is their culture.
REEBOK representatives feels that
they cannot make it.
"How are we going to market our product
if its their culture of barefooting?"
So they called their HQ and told HQ
they cannot make it and they went back.

Then NIKE also send 2 representatives.
They went there and saw the same thing.
But upon that they are smiling to one another.
NIKE sees it as an opportunity for them.
They told thier HQ that it is an opportunity
for them and would like to share to
the people there.
1st day they talked3,
but he people they are skeptical
as they dont want to break
their culture.
A few days has passed, same thing goes.

One day NIKE have an idea.
They bought thumbtack
and placed them all over the ground.
The next morning, when the Indians all
went out, they have no choice but to
step onto it.
Their feet hurts stepping onto the thumbtack.
The NIKE then gave them NIKE shoes.
& from there, they saw it as a need
for footwear.
Thats how NIKE market grown. =]

So, the moral of the story is???
Find out yourselves. Hee.

Haha. Thats all i guess. =]

*MR H, Im sorry, i cant accept you.

Simply because, there's some1 in my heart right now.

& I LOVE HIM,very much.

I dont wanna this feelings to go away.

Im sorry. Hope u understand.

I guess right u should give your attention

to her as im sure she really treasures you

despite hurting and embarrased u.*

The Story Of You & Me
6:29 PM.

Saturday, January 19, 2008

INCONSOLABLE by BACKSTREET BOYS

i close the door
Like so many times, so many times before
Felt like a scene on the cutting room floor
When I let you walk away tonight without a word

I try to sleep, yeah
But the clock is stuck on thoughts of you and me
A thousand more regrets unraveling, OOoh
if you were here right now
I swear, I'd tell you this

Baby I don't wanna waste another day
Keepin this inside, it's killing me
Cause all I ever wanted comes right down to you (to you)
I wish that I could find the words to say
Baby I would tell you every time you leave
I'm inconsolable

I climb the walls, yeah
I can see the edge,
But I can't take the fall, no
I've memorized the number
So why can't I make the call?
Maybe cause I know you'll always be with me
In the possibility

Baby I don't wanna waste another day
Keepin it inside, it's killing me
Cause all I ever wanted comes right down to you (to you)
I wish that I could find the words to say
Baby I would tell you every time you leave
I'm inconsolable

No, no, no

I don't wanna be like this
I just wanna let you know
That everything I hold in
Is everything I can't let go (oooh, can't let go)

Cause,

BABY, I don't wanna waste another day
Keepin it inside, it's killing me
Cause all I ever wanted comes right down to you (to you)
I wish that I could find the words to say
Baby I would tell you every time you leave
I'm inconsolable

Don't you know it baby
I don't wanna waste another day
I wish that I could find the words to say
Baby I would tell you, every time you leave
I'm inconsolable

Yeah, yeah, yeah
Oooh, I'm inconsolable
Whoaa yeah yeah OoOoH
I'm inconsolable..

The Story Of You & Me
8:45 PM.

Friday, January 18, 2008

I guess i have the mood 2 post an entry.
Haiya Haiya Haiya.
&& i dont think im gonna do well
for PFP test just now.
Haish. I cant remember a single thing
what ive studied.
*DEAD*

Ok. True i never study that hard.
&& ya. served me right yea??
Ive hold the lecture notes
but my mind wasn't there??
Nothing gets into my head.
&& next week and next2 wk,
im having my semestral exams.
Sometimes im N.E.G.A.T.I.V.E!
I dont think i can do it.
Cause y? Im getting lazier & lazier
each day and no mood for studies.
My body feels weak everytime.
I dont know why.

Waking up, send my lil sis to school,
go school, come back from school,
walking, can say everything.
Feels tired.
Even though i have enough sleep
the last night.
When im walking, talking,
and even drink water,
i feel exhausted. Seriuos.
I have breathing difficulties.
Just dont know how it started.
Dont have enough exercise??
Growing fatter?? Haha. Dont know la.

Somehow,
something is distracting me.
But i just dont know what it is.
Him?? Ntahlah. Errmm.

Anw, 2 my bestie nad & al-fee,
HAPPY 2YRS 11 MTHS R/S. =]
I'll pray that
both of you will be together forever
Peganglah pada janji dan setia masing2.
&& insyaallah,
tiada siapa yg dpt memisahkan u both. =]
Im happy seeing u both.
Laughter nvr fails 2 occurs.
I HEART U BOTH LAH!!

&& 2 Sha also.
Haha. She's found some1 who truly
like and love her lots.
I hope history nvr repeat itself again.
Ill pray that both of u will be together
tk kira susah atau senang.
Hargai diri masing2. =]

&& as for me??
Haha. Ive some confessions here 2 make.
Want to know??
Haha. From now on,
i wont ask anything more from him.
Never.
Cause i scared the same thing
happen again and in the end,
im the one inconsolable. Haha.
Yah. Even if I miss him, love him,
everything,
even if its hard 2 kep it inside,
i wont tell him.
Ill keep it inside within me.
Whether im gonna suffer or hurt myself,
i dont mind as long as
i wont be hurt by another guy again.
Yah. Thats all that i have to say. =]

Anw he'll be celebrating his bdae soon.
Err. Or should i say,
his adik angkat and him
will be celebrating their bdae
2mrw 2geda??
Hmm. I hopes he will be
having fun with her and
together with his friends.
Cause, i cant get 2 celebrate 2geda with him.
Cuase, time n situation doesnt allows us.
So yah. Have fun aites Rashidin. =]

The Story Of You & Me
11:03 PM.

Wednesday, January 16, 2008

*Whats wrong with u MR??
I msg u nvr reply.
I call u nvr pick up.
Why? What exactly happens?
U dont want to be friends with me?
U hate me? U angry with me?
How would i know if u just keep
everything to yourself?
Please.
I dont feel good if i nvr
talk to you.
Haisshh. :'(*

The Story Of You & Me
11:30 PM.

Tuesday, January 15, 2008

Assalamualaikum
everybody anybody.
Haha. Now i have a few things to share.
Interesting things. Haha.

1stly, my BIRTHDAY was on 14o1.
Im 18 alreadyy!
Hmmphhss.
Rashidin say i 'TUA' already.
Hmmmphhh!
Haha. Hmm. Can say, on that day, it
was a memorable birthday for me.
Why??
Ok2. Let me share everything here.
On Sun, 13o1,
nad ask me out for dinner
together with sharona n alfee
to her mum's coffee shop at
teck whye there where she's working at.
I went out early as im super bored at hm.
Suppose to meet sharona 1st at bpp mc.
But she came late. 45 mins??
Haha. && i dont know why,
i met my frens at bpp.
Zul, Syahin, Hidayah, Zaidi,
Ms Fiza, Mr Ramadhan.
Haha. Coincidence arent it??
Talk2 with Ms Fiza & Mr Ramadhan at KFC
while waiting for Nad & Alfee.
Arnd 5 plus to 6 when they reach,
off we go to the coffee shop.
It was raining drizziling.
But luckily Sha hse is just nearby
that she went hm 2 take 2 umbrella for us.

When we reach the Sinaran coffeshop,
we sat down and read the menu.
We ordered Sambal Kangkong, Sotong Ball Soup,
Sweet & Sour Fish, Beancurd.
Ya basically thats the food we ordered.
We ate2, talk2, smile2, laugh2. Haha
Then after eating Al-fee & Nad
clear all the plates everything.
But when they came back,
they bring a box of birthday cake.
Haha. Im touched man. Serious.
1st time tau celebrating like this.
Haha. Dont believe right?? Lols.
The take2 pics the we ate the cake.
Nad & Alfee gave me a birthday present.
A hamper. 18 things inside just because
im celebrating my 18th birthday.
Hee. Fun2.
&& Sha gave me this
birthday present a small box.
Awww. Precious Moments!!
But2, b4 she gave me.
Here is what she says.

"Rohani, we have known each other for 4 years
&& blah3 (i forgot what she says)
I want to ask u a very inportant qns.
Will u marry me??"
Wahuahuahua.
I laugh non-stop la seyy.
But2 thx2. That was sweet.
Just that im blushing. Aawwww!!
Haha.

Ok2 thats all. Haha.
&& on 14 jan itself.
Got only a/cs lesson frm 11-1pm.
&& when i wanna make a move first,
Ade, stop me and ask me to wait.
She then start '1 2 3'
Everyone sings Birthday Song for me.
Awwww. Im touched. Sweet la seyy.
&& the give me a birthday present.
BAG! Haha.
I think they know that my bag torn already.
So yah. They bought me that. Hee.
Thx girls. =]

&& at night went to AGS
at CONRAD HOTEL at CITYHALL.
1st time seyy masok hotel.
Haha. Err.
I mean usually went 2 hotel 2 booked
a room when go out to m'sia or what.
But this place. Fuuhhh!!
Nice la seyy. So big
& the stairs like spiral.
Hee. Tired tau naik. Haha.
I was like shaking.
&& Mr Ramadhan told me not 2 be scared.
Ok2. I cool down. Sat beside Mr Reduan.
I leave 2 seats for Syahin & Sheqal
but Ken sat plak.
So yah. I was ask 2 change place with Ken.
&& I sat beside this guy.
Fuuhhh. Boleh tahan handsome uh.
Haha. Bad uh Nani. Look at guys.
Hee. He talk 2 me n smile2.
So cute.
But2, haha.
When we stood up for the arrival
of our president, MR SIMON SIM,
I was laughing cause......
Hahahaha. Canot tell la.
NANI BAD LA SEYY.
Lols.
Then after the end of the events,
House Of Blue all took pics together.
Mr Khai's group && Mr Ramadhan group.
Haha.
Arnd 11.20 like that,
me n zul take a leave first.
We went to the bus-stop &&
we miss the last bus.
Awwww.
Thought of rushing to MRT.
But i just remember Syahin's
wallet is with me.
Have 2 wait for them lagi.
&& I called my father 2 fetch me.
There goes nag nag nag! Haha.
We 4 were like starving la plak.
AGS was fun except no food!!
Watha. Haha. Dah kelaparan nih.
Because of hunger that the 3 guys
sort2 already. Taking pics here and there.
Th victim is my hp uh.
Now in the gallery all their faces. Hmmmphh.
Then we walk2to find 7-11.
But nowhere to be found.
Soon arnd 12.15 like that my dad came.
Sheqal & Syahin who just nw said that
they wanna ton, ended up
go in my dad's van.
Haha.
I sat infrnt. Leave the 3 guys behind.
I reach hm and 1.15am.
Fuuhhhh. Penat la seyy.

But2, i had fun on 13o1 && 14o1 itself.
Thank You Thank You! =]

*I tried calling him many times
but he off his hp.
My hp low battery so is he.
&& I reach hm from AGS,
so is he but from lepak-ing.
This past few days,
like something not right.
Usually he was the one msg me 1st,
asking me to call him.
But now he din even msg
until i have 2 msg him.
Haiisshhh.
Is there anything wrong with u??*

The Story Of You & Me
11:28 PM.

Saturday, January 12, 2008

Heylu. Im here.
Haishh.
Im bored to the max uh.
Now in the woodlands lib.
Waiting for HIM!!
Ure L.A.T.E!!
Ishk3.
I dont know la what to say in here.

Finally, no more lectures.
Or should i say now no more
School?? Yea.
1 wk for study week.
Then EXAMS!! ??!!
Eh. Oh gossh.
I haven study a single thing.
Eh. No. Only A/cs la. hee.
My fav subject of all.
I LIKE ACCOUNTS!!
Woohoo.

Ok2. STOP IT NANI!
I know u r bored. Haha.
Yes I am.
Faster2 come la ITIK!
Haha.
Anw, 2 days left
Er. Those who know im glad uh.
Those who dont know,
pandai2 faham la k.
Hee.
But2. Alahhhh.
My age keep increasing.
Wanna stay 17 cannnn??
Haha. Boleh Gitu.
Hmm.

K dah. Seriously
dont know what to say already.
Haishh.
I.M R.I.G.H.T H.E.R.E W.A.I.T.I.N.G!
yOOhhOOOOO.
Where are u DUCK??
Quack Quack Quack!!
Hee.
K2 stop it right here.
Toodoles. =]

The Story Of You & Me
3:20 PM.

Tuesday, January 8, 2008

Hey2. Err.
I dont know what i wanna
wrote in here, but2.

I MISS U MR!
Err. Yah.
Im unble to contact him
cause his pp8 low.
So yah. I must bear with it.
For days? Weeks? Month? Year?
I willing to wait? Hmm.
God knows.

&& ysdae ive met weird peoples.
After WCD interview at 4.50pm,
I went straight 2 office.
But b4 that i buy pau and
sat outside 7-11 store.
Came this man. Err. 20-30 plus?
Ewwww. SPASMMM!!
At first i thought he just wanna ask
if he can sit beside me
as there's a lil space left still.
But then, he ask whether im m'sian?
My name? Schooling where?
N if i know a girl called 'huda'?
Like duhhh!

But luckily my dad called me
n that point of time
i just wanna run away from him.
But2, i felt that if i do that,
its very rude. So i just relex.
Eventhough i was shaking like hell.
He's so irritating uh.
I was talking to my dad and
he still can talk 2 me??
Stuuup!!
I just ignored him.
After hanging up, he ask me
if i can be his ADIK ANGKAT??
I said 2 him 'tk main uh angkat2 ni semua'
Then he said, 'tkkan nk jadi kwn jek?'
I was like ohhh pppplllllssssss!!!!
I nvr said i wanted to be your friend??!!

Then he ask me for my phone no.
I just give anyhow.
Then2 he ask whether
he could sit beside me??!!
As in very close la.
My heart says ' eww. If my boyfriend
then can uh. (But now dont have uh)
& sumore not hansem. Err.'
I just said that im in a hurry 2 go.
Then i just go off.
Haish. Its not worth
to spend time with people like him.
Dont let me saw him again seyy.

&& i reach office when MS F
ask 2 go PKMS.
Otw there,
i saw this girl very weird.
She's walking while smiling to herself.
Err. Not smiling should i say he laugh?
Haha. Funny? Err. I dont know.

&& I was so shocked to see MS F.
Hee. I saw her wear scarfs.
So sweet. If only she wore it
long time ago. Hee.
Anw, I only left with 6 days more
b4 AGS. I have to hit my
position by this wk.
Oh gooosshhh. I was wondering if
i can make it. Haisshh.
People! PLS SUPPORT ME! =]

Kla. I think thats all i wanna say here.
Having WCD revision right now.
But im busy blogging.
NANI! BAD ARH!
Haha. Woraits. Thats all.

&& IMU MR.
Pls msg me tonight. :[
I always worried abt him.
I know he big enough to do whatever he wants.
But for me i dont think so.
Of all my ex, i nvr as worried as this.

&& i wanna change my blogskins.
Any1 can make it more nicer??
IDEA?? Orange?? Butterfly??
Lols. I mean for the blogskins.
Haha. Aites2.

Anw, err. i wanna make it interesting
for my blog.
Err. By posting a qns for viewers??
Haha. Ya. Im thinking of that.
&& viewers can ans the qns by
replying at my tag cann??

QN : WHAT IS THE PERFECT GIFT FOR GUYS??

The Story Of You & Me
1:58 PM.

Monday, January 7, 2008

To my friend here, MR RASHIDIN.

For my sake, pls go hm.

Ive known him on o11o2oo7.

&& he gt characters.

Hot-tempered, stubborn are his bad attitude.

But i know deep in his heart,

he's very caring.

I fell for him.

Despite knowing he has attitudes.

But2, ppl can changed right??

I hope i can be the person

who can changed him.

Im trying my best.

He's such a rebelious person

but i know what is his weakness.

Come back hm k?

I can sense your mum also worry abt u.

:'( IMU guy.

The Story Of You & Me
12:27 AM.

Sunday, January 6, 2008

Assalamualaikum.
Hmm. I dont know why,
i feel like crying.
Ya. Yes Im crying right now.

I dont know la
why people like to sakitkan
hati me.
I thought this weekends
i can relax my mind.
I even told MS F that
i cant come office
and she advised me 2 go shopping
or whatever 2 de-stress myself
to the max.
But I dont think i can have that.

He. MR R.
Now im at Wdlnds lib.
Cause why?
He said that he wanna read books.
When i heard that im happy.
I nvr go out with my parents
just 2 see him.
Cause long time nvr meet him.
The feeling of happy2 turn
out to be angry and sad.
Suppose at 2.15 just now
meet him outside the library.
I just reach at Wdlnds whne he msg
me dont know who's no
saying that he cant come
cuase got something
and no mood. He even say sorry.
Bullshit!!

Nvm la. Its rather peace when alone.
I tried 2 understand him.
He says hewants 2 understand.
But he didnt.
Its easier to said but
he dont even try 2 understand me.
Haishh.

&& my sister.
What she said really hurts me.
I know im a useless person.
Lazy!!
&& i still in VE eventhough
there's no basic pay.
I always ask frm my parents 4 $$.
Im bored at hm.
N ysdae i asked my sis
whether she werking or not.
She says no but she wants 2 go out
with her bf.
I was like 'ala. Aru jek nk ajak kua'
& know what she says?
'Kau nk klua pakai duit sape?'
'You wanna go out using who's money?'
I really sad my own sis woukd say like that.
Did i ask her for money??
No what. I just wanna ask her out.
Hmm.

Ive no mood to type more alrdy.
Sick of talking to ppl like this.
Haishh.
I wanna have a peace of mind.
Go ECP cann??
Sape nk teman?? :(

The Story Of You & Me
2:26 PM.

Thursday, January 3, 2008

Harlu. Im back.
Nvr been updating 1 wk plus.
Hmm. Cause my laptop spoilt.
Yarr. Spoilt. Suddenly cannot open.
&& ysdae i went for repair at T2248.
Err. Should i say reformat??
Haha. Ya. Reformat.
U go and reformat then you will lose
your data if u save it in C DRIVE.
Haha. Its like scare me. Serious.
I thought i saved everything in C DRIVE.
But im lucky that my doc still there.
Because i saved all in D DRIVE.
Fuhhh! Nani2!
'Da brape lama ehk kw da kai laptop??'
Nyahahahaha.
Alrites. Start school already ysdae.
Erm. Almost every1 cut & dye their hair.
Hehe. Ive cut too. Arnd shoulder length.
But2, it doesnt make different la.
Cause i still where scarf.
No one can see it. True? Haha.
I felt so lazy & slacking more.
Just dont have the mood 2 start revision.
Its like another 2 wks for exam??

23o1o8 -- FOM -- 2-4.10pm
25o1o8 -- ACC -- 6-8.10pm
28o1o8 -- DBMS -- 2-4.10pm
3Oo1o8 -- WCD -- 9-11.10am

Im thinking about something.
Something that cant let me forget.
I dont know if they really
sincere of trying to help me get in poly.
Yah. Cause they keep mentioning
that they use my grandma's money
to but for me laptop.
Erm. Saying that as an excuse of wanting
me to leave VE??
No. I wont. They just dont understand.
Haissh. Ya. I had promise myself
to repay her myself.
But often they keep telling me that?
I was thinking, are they really sincere?
Haish. I dont know uh.

3 mths knowing,
alot still haven yet heard.
cry, laugh, angry, sad, disspointed.
everything that she felt.
Never had once tot of breaking.
Breaking the friendship.
Tell her everything
Everything that she ought to know.
She cry. she believe.
At last she knew the ans.
Losing her mood.
She only wants to be the only 1.
But the situation doesnt allow her.
someone else is there.
She miss, she like, she care
n soon turn out to be she love.
Yes.
Love has gotten into her.

2mrw i gt Acc's test. Ishk.
I haven study yet. :(
kla till here then. =]

The Story Of You & Me
12:19 PM.