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Wednesday, August 22, 2007

Haloe2.. Nani here again..
Alahmdulillah.. Ma exam is over..
N now im havin a 1 mth break.. Wee..
Guess, Its time for me to find work.. I have to..
Cos.. Ermm.. =( Well, here's d updates..

Im enjoying masef during the last wkend..
Having
Chalet at Pasir Ris DownTown East..
Wat reali makes a memorable one is that, families bside ma mum get 2geda..
Its been a long time since we have diz kind of gathering..
Or shud I sae we usuali met dem onli once in
a yr..
Wich is onli on Hari Raya time..

Went dere on Sat.. Its onli ma aunt famili dere for d 1st day..
Reach dere at 8 plus at nite..
Surprise to see ma abg sedare, Abg Fahmi hu live in
m’sia.. He also dere..
N dat wen we came, dey already bbq-ing.. The room is at the 2nd storey..
Tot the room wud be quite big enuf for 2 families 2 fit in..
But its so small.. I wud rather prefer the chalet at ECP..
Afta eating, mi, sis n faez went up 2 play
monopoly..
I din wanna play la at 1st cos I nvr play it b4.. not even once..
U noe im scared being a loser.. Haha..
But I juz play cos I noe at least I had fun.. Not long wen I ask hakim 2 replace mi..
In d middle of our game, we were called to go down..
Celebrating abg Fazli nye bdae..
Choc cake yea.. Yummyy.. =)

Soon, its 12 plus in d mornin n off ma famili go.. Go hm la..
But Hakim choose to stay..
Actuali we did bring everitin.. Tot of overnite-ing dere..
Bt since its so small n dat sureli we dun have place 2 slip,

its betta 2 slip at ma own room.. Haha..
Den on Sun, wake up early in d morning.. Din have enuf slip..
But wat 2 do, have to wake up.. Evritin’s readi n at 8 plus we went out..
Haishh.. 2 bad, ma dad have to work.. B4 heading to PR, fetch ma aunt at clementi..
Damn slow sei.. We waited for like 1 hr.. At the same time, went 2 have breakfast 1st..
But dey still haven readi.. n I had to go up..
Shasha gt scolded by ma aunt.. Duno la wat happen..
Get scolded but she talk back.. Haisshh..Kan da kene
tarik rambut.. Hmm..

Ma dad juz drop us at car park.. Den we went insid ourself..
By the time we reach there, ma uncles n aunties already came..
Sit at a
pondok.. Juz listening to them toking..
N haisshh.. Sumtin breaks ma heart.. Haha.. But cannot tell.. Bluekz..
Most of the time, I juz walk around doin natin.. Bored la eh..
Den in d aftanoon, went out 2 help ma aunt carry things..
I mean food for bbq-ing..
The guys do their jobs.. N d gals also do our jobs..
‘EAT-ING’ lerr.. Haha..
Yea.. N soon around 3 plus starts raining veri heavily..
Wat makes us so delighted is 2 c ma anuder aunt came..
Its been years since I last saw her.. We called her
‘IBU’..
Wen sum1 saes IBU is cumin, mi n ma cuzzie all went down..
Though its raining n had no shelter from the blok to the pondok,
We juz ignore it n walk under the rain..
That was a happiest moments.. I cud sense the togetherness among us..
Seriuzli.. If not for this bbq-ing, it seems like every yr, onli once we met them..

Then at 4 plus, still raining but ma sis n I had to accompany ma dad

to the entrance gate as he has to go work again.. We both wet..
N dat wen we reach the chalet, the first thing I do is go toilet n get change..
Haha.. Afta dat, went down 2 take pics.. Well, I upload it at ma frenster..
Feel free to view.. haha..
Den pack our things, etc.. N off we go.. Reali enjoy the dae.. =)

Ysdae, havin ITOS exam.. Last module for the exam..
Hee.. Ok la.. But some parts I really forget.. Haishh.. Wasted..
Start at 2 but guess wat time I finish??
2 plus.. Haha..
But I juz lek2, go thru ma ans 2-3 times b4 I hand in the paper..
Indeed many peepz go off earlier den mi.. Hmm..
Well, stay for awhile, sittin at FC4 wit Liyan, Wini n Eileen..
Mitin zaf at CCK MRT.. den chillin at mc 4while till 5.45 n off we go..

Well, Ive been thinking alot ysdae.. I cud sense sumtin was not right..

But I felt dat its better that i stay away frm it.. Hmm..
Next.. Hmm.. 2 sae, m I bein a gd fren 2 sum1?
I feel im not.. Im useless.. Weneva frenz in difficulties, I din help..
Well, I did advise but izzit gud or worth enuf??
Many things happen 2 her.. Though I din sae anitin.. But sumhaw, I cud fil how its like..
Juz dat mayb tk sebanding dgn ape yg dier rasa..
I reali glad 2 have a fren like her.. No matter, wen im feeling down nor hapi, etc,
She alwaz dere wit her jokes, etc..
But I reali hope 2 c her hapi alwaz.. Well, we live in a world dgn penuh cabaran,

a test given from god.. I juz hope dat she will be strong enuf 2 face all this..
Pls dun give up yea fren.. I’ll be dere wen u nid mi..
Though I cant do much but 1 ting 2 remember dat im hapi bein ur fren..=)

Sumhaw I felt dat what we wanted or wish for or even hope for,

doesn’t mean we can have the power 2 get it..
Indeed wen 1 ting go, anuder ting will come..
Dats wat happen rite naw..
Sumtimes I longing for sumtin.. Frm sum1.. Hope u noe wat I mean..
N its alwaz the same person that I hope from..
But indeed, its from sum1 else..
I felt hapi cos I noe I still have others who care n think abt mi..
MR H1 started msging mi just a few wks ago wen I fell ill.. He care..
MR H2, chattin wit mi a few daes ago.. Things did happen btwn us 3 yrs ago..
Haha.. n
MR A msg mi last sat.. He till remembers mie.. =)
I juz hope dey will still remember mi as their fren..
I dun wish 2 lose ani1.. :’(


Things keep going on.. But rite now, it turn out 2 be more worst..
I reali dun wish 2 get involve but sumhaw it start concernin mi..
So, Hmm.. But whatever it is, i juz hope everitin will be fine 1 dae.. =(

Well, i get tagged from faezah to play this.. =)

Rules of the game: Each player of this game starts off with ten weird things or habits or little known facts about yourself. People who get tagged must write in a blog of their own ten weird things or habits or little known facts as well as state this rule clearly. At the end you must choose six people to be tagged and list their names. No tag backs! :D

1. I never rode on a bike nor take airplane before.. Never had once in my life..

2. 2 say, im very quite and anti-social, lack of confidence and that was the reason why im being left by someone.. =(

3. I love math but i don't know why everytime when exam time, i don't get good result as what i get for class test..

4. I had promise myself that i won't get into relationship again but i broke that promise.. And now, the same thing happen again.. HeartBroken..

5. I always do what others told and in the end, im complaining to myself.. Why can't i juz speak up for myself??

6. I like biting my fingernails.. Its been my habit since young and till now.. =)

7. I just don't know why but it just happen that i heard the same thing from the same person's mouth for the third time.. Haiz..

8. I hate taking medicine whenever im sick.. Yikess.. Reali HATE it.. Only once i took it and that's the last time.. I was onli pri 2..

9. I would rather lend a listening ear to someone in need but not good at calming and advising them..

10. It difficult for me to forget things that had happened.. I would still thinking about the past which i know its useless and not worth it..

Well, this are the six lovely fren:
1. Nadiah
2. Sharona
3. Zulkarnain
4. Shaffiyan
5. Adeline
6. Amalina

The Story Of You & Me
2:00 PM.






.hEr BiOGrApHy.


'-NaMe-'
SiTi RoHaNi MuStAfA

'-PrEffErEd NaMe-'
NaNiE

'-D.O.B-'
14 JaNuArY 1990

'-PrOffEsIoN-'
StUdEnT CaRe TeAcHeR

'-SaYiNG-‘
ItS iMpOsSiBLe To Go ThRoUGh LiFe WiThOuT tRuSt



.DeDiCaTiOnS.


~ StArLiGhT tEaRs ~

The white starlight envelops the tears
The tears fall in the warm wind
Do you feel it?
This trembling, quiet whisper that is going your way
I drew you in this white paper
The warm smile holds me
Is this love
Even when i close my eyes, i see only you

I'll be waiting for you
I will wait for you
I dont want to see the tears of pain anymore
You let me know this love thats like a lie
I'll never let it go
Because that love is you

Im walking in my memories with you
The tears fill even the deepest area of my heart
What should i do?
Even in my dream i miss you

I'll be waiting for you
I will wait for you
I dont want to see the tears of pain anymore
You let me know this love thats like a lie
I'll never let it go
Because that love is you

Please look at me, like the faraway stars
Can't you be the one thats in my heart

I'll be waiting for you
I will wait for you
I dont want to see the tears of pain anymore
You let me know this love thats like a lie
I'll never let it go
Because that love is you




.tUnEs.




.uNsEpArAtEd.

~ L o V e L i E s ~

NaDiAh
AyU
fArAnUrShEiLa
hAkIm
hAyAtI
sHaRoNa
aL-fEE
iZzAt

~ F r I e N d S ~

aLdEn
AsYrAff
aZLiFa
aZmIrA
cHeRyL
dIn
fAeZaH
fAkHrI
fArEEz
fArInA
hAfIdZa
hUdA
KrYsTaL
LyAnA
MaGGiE
mInG Xi
NaQiAh
NuRuLhUdA
rAiHaNaH
sHaFFiYaN
ShAfIqA
sHeRyL
SyAhIdA
YaNi
Yu QiNG
ZuRaIIn
ZyLaa

~ M I (P A E 0 7 ') ~

AtIkAh
HaFiZaH
IdAh
LiSa
MyRa
ZuLkArNaIn
yUsLiNdA

~ S P ~

aDeLiNe
AhBiAh
aMaLiNa
AmOs
ChOnG YaN
CyNtHiA
DeAn
HaFiLaH
JiNG YiNG
JuN JiE
JuStIn
LiN Qi
ShI JiE
ShI YuN
StEpHaNiE
WiNiFrEd