NaNi is HERE rite naw!! :P Da few daes daes since I laz blog.. Kinda bz uh.. Haf 2 studi 4 ma upcuminMST.. Wat 2 do.. Hmm.. Well2.. 4 d paz few daes haf been gg out.. EH! Not gg jln2 uh..STUDI tauuu!!! Either wit NAD.. SAL.. ZAF.. Or alone.. Hmm.. Alalala cian Sal.. 3 wks of hols but kinda bored 4 her.. Coz simply her otha frenz is skulin.. N her parents n sis werkin.. So left her alone at hm.. Ish2.. No wonder la.. Hmm..
Tues n wed haf been ggWCC(Woodland Civic Centre) S.T.U.D.Y.I.N.G!!While Sal play wit ma laptop.. But Wed, went dere simply 2 find job wit Zaf.. Hahakz.. But mostli wanted 18 yrs old.. Haishh.. But actuali wasnt dat seriuz 2 werk.. Tau2 jek uh.. Stil gt skul, etc..T.I.M.E?? N.O!! Dats y.. N ysdae study wit Nad n aL-fee atMC FJR.. Hahaha.. Seein their arguments, etc.. Makin mi larf jek.. =) N 2DAE?? I gtJAVA MOCK T.E.S.T!! Oh gosshh!!H.A.N.C.U.Rdok!! Hee.. Nah.. Actuali ok2 la.. Halfwae done oni.. Noe wat?? Kinda hapi wen i can get d codes correctly.. But stil haf sum parts wrong uh.. Spend time tinkin haw 2 solve diz.. Can imagine Im sittin 4 d real practical test.. Wich is on diz cumin M.O.N!! Imagine dat!!
N naw im slackin 4 a dae.. Coz i simplyT.I.R.E.D!! Slip late last nite n haf 2 wake up earli juz naw.. N suddenli gt H.E.A.D.A.C.H.E!!Betta haf sum rest uh.. Oh well2.. I guess.. Enuf of diz.. Coz actuali d reason Im bloggin rite naw.. Juz 2 let out sumtin here.. Hmm..
Well.. Sum of u mite noe wat happen lateli.. In fact a few daes or even wks ago.. Indeed wanna tank 2 sum of u dat haf been concernin abt mi.. Esp u ma B.E.S.T.I.E.. Tankz 4 ur advise n motivation.. 2 sae d truth.. Ol dat has happened.. I nvr blame ani1 pon but masef.. Wat he sae pon indeed its true.. Ol diz while he's been tryin 2 motivate mi, etc.. 4 havin diz attitude la dat he accept mi at d beginning.. Tinkin dat I deserve sum1 care n motivation.. N he oreadi do wat he shud do.. But d prob stil lies in mie.. Syg skali.. Diz attitude aso bcums a barrier btwn us.. 4 I agree wit wat u sae.. Its not easy 4 sum1 lyk mi 2 change.. N i guess wit ma presence in his life, indeed givin him more headache.. Coz he too haf his own probs.. N its betta we separate.. Coz it benefits d both of us.. Sumtimes I tink back.. Izzit at d beginning im kinda R.U.S.H?? As in acceptin sum1 I juz noe 4 juz Adae.. Mayb dat point of time I reali nid sum1.. Nvr knew it wud hurt mi soo much naw.. In fact,even deeper den wat ive xperience b4..
Hmm.. Well, I tryin 2 4get him.. Been 1 wk since i las contact him.. So i guess naw, kinda bit by bit, feelin natin abt him.. I.Z.Z.I.T?? Hmm.. I admit dat i stil do tink abt him sumtimes.. Esp at nite.. N wen dat happen, diztears nvr fail 2 flow.. :'( Ol dat happened has happen.. No 1 cud eva turn back d clock again.. Haf 2 accept wat ive fated 2 be.. Btw, its not actuali E.N.V.Y dat i fil wen seein couples.. It juz dat.. I W.I.S.H i can haf hapiness lyk dem.. But even if i cant haf it.. I oni hope 2 c dem hapi.. N nvr eva been in diz kinda situation lyk mi.. So yah.. HAPI2 OLWAZ PEEPZ.. IM HAPI IF URE HAPI.. =) No more sorrow or sadness.. Insyaallah.. Evritin wil ended soon!! Tankz once again 2 u hu C.A.R.E.S!!
The Story Of You & Me 9:07 PM.
.hEr BiOGrApHy.
'-NaMe-'
SiTi RoHaNi MuStAfA
'-PrEffErEd NaMe-'
NaNiE
'-D.O.B-'
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JaNuArY 1990
'-PrOffEsIoN-'
StUdEnT CaRe TeAcHeR
'-SaYiNG-‘ ItS iMpOsSiBLe To Go ThRoUGh LiFe WiThOuT tRuSt
.DeDiCaTiOnS.
~ StArLiGhT tEaRs ~
The white starlight envelops the tears
The tears fall in the warm wind
Do you feel it?
This trembling, quiet whisper that is going your way
I drew you in this white paper
The warm smile holds me
Is this love
Even when i close my eyes, i see only you
I'll be waiting for you
I will wait for you
I dont want to see the tears of pain anymore
You let me know this love thats like a lie
I'll never let it go
Because that love is you
Im walking in my memories with you
The tears fill even the deepest area of my heart
What should i do?
Even in my dream i miss you
I'll be waiting for you
I will wait for you
I dont want to see the tears of pain anymore
You let me know this love thats like a lie
I'll never let it go
Because that love is you
Please look at me, like the faraway stars
Can't you be the one thats in my heart
I'll be waiting for you
I will wait for you
I dont want to see the tears of pain anymore
You let me know this love thats like a lie
I'll never let it go
Because that love is you
