Monday, June 11, 2007
Da terlalu bnyk benda plak yg mi fkrkan..
N i juz fil i wanna let it ol out..
Hmm.. sumtin i juz fil i duno masef..
I duno y i m like diz..
So weak.. Quiet, shy, low confi,etc..
Even i juz hate masef.. No matter how hard i try..
But i juz cuden overcum ol diz..
N i realised dr dulu lag..
Im not so gd.. In terms of everitin..
I juz wish i wud mit sum1 hu can change mi..
Everitin.. 2 becum a betta person..
Wen d 1st time.. GG into ma 1st rltnshp..
I olwaz tot dat it wil last..
Not like otha peepz rltnshp dat dozen last long..
Coz i trust masef.. Dat wen im wit sum1,
trust masef, 2 luv him til d end of time..
But indeed, its reali hurts.. 2 fail d 1st time..
2 sae i wasnt reali blif in ol diz..
But wen i went thru it.. Its reali hurts deepli..
4 d 2nd time.. Indeed it quite long..
But sad 2 sae.. Stil a failure..
Frm dere.. I juz noe.. I wasnt readi 4 ol diz..
Mayb yg silap, mi.. Masef..
Den has 2 vow dat it wud b d last..
But it wasnt..
Did i make a rush decision??
Or issit its true wat sis sae..
Mayb i reali nid sum1 dat time??
Izzit?? Indeed she reali reali concern abt mi..
N she hope dat he wud tc 4 mi..
But sad 2 sae again.. It failed..
Seein dem filin hapi.. Fil so jealous..
But im hapi 4 dem.. Y cant i b like dem??
Wat ive done wrong til ol diz happens 2 mi??
its diff 4 mi 2 face it.. reali..
i want dat strong..
yeah.. its easy 4 u ol 2 sae..
but we can b so sure dat a new 1 cums wud b betta..
Rite?? rite naw.. i choose 2 run awae..
but its hard 4 mi 2 leave..
i noe sum of u reali care..
but its not worth it though..
not onli abt dat.. but even d tings i want..
mayb i wasnt so seriuz in gettin sumtin..
sumtin dat i want.. its indeed true dat sum1 sae 2 mi..
'there's olwaz a blessin in disguise.. u r meant 4 betta tings'
izzit?? but i juz cuden c.. natin dat can help mi..
leadin mi 2 noware..
im lost once again..
im waitin.. waitin 4 u 2 set mi free frm ol diz..
hu issit diz time?? hmm.. :'(
The Story Of You & Me
10:24 PM.
