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Saturday, November 26, 2011

Im feeling rather low today. Dont wish to share it with anyone.
So I guess this will be the only place for me to pour out everything.
Well, I feel lost. Totally lost.
I just dont know where, what and how should I begin with.
Im clueless about my own life and whats more his.

Ya Allah, Engkau berikanlah petunjukMu Ya Allah.
KepadaMu ku bermohon agar diberikan ketenangan di hati
yang sentiasa resah dan gelisah. :'(

The Story Of You & Me
9:23 PM.




Tuesday, July 13, 2010

Why do I keep having these kind of feelings?
Eventhough I didnt want to.
Why must you make me feel this way?
Am i wrong to love you?
Despite knowing the fact that we both kind of living in two different world.
Why is it hard for me to even let you go?
I dont mind of your past, your lifestyle, your attitude
as long as you sincerely love me.
We've gone through so much challenges though we're only 6 months together.
I dont know whether HE just testing me
or to show that you're not the one for me.
Ive been rather emotional lately.
Having so much thoughts.
And I need you to be here with me.
I need a shoulder to cry on.
I need a listening ear to hear my problems.
I need your strength to stay strong. :(

The Story Of You & Me
12:33 AM.




Thursday, June 17, 2010

Even if I share this feelings to you,
I know you wont understand.
Thats the reason why I prefer to keep it deep inside
Cause I know you dont like it when I said something like that.
But thats what I feel.
Day by day, I kept thinking of it.
The more I dont wish to think about it,
the more Im disturbed by countless questions
that have been left unanswered.
But I dont wish to bother cause my heart keeps
telling me you that you telling the truth.
Can I trust my heart?
Ive been rather emotional lately.
I keep having a flashback memories of us for
the whole of 5 months that we've been together.
Our sadness, happiness, etc.
The memories that I could not forget
was when my heart hurts seeing at the condition you're in
when u met with an accident during our 1 month anny.
Since then I've made a promise to myself to take care of you.
When you couldnt eat, this hand will be there to feed you.
When you couldnt bath, this hand will wipe your body.
When you couldnt walk, this hand will hold and support you.
When you cry, this hand will wipe away your tears.
Tell me how can I ever go away.
Or how can I ever live without you.
Even you're beside me, Im still missing you.
Whats more when you're not here?
And when each time we meet,
only God knows how happy I am when I get to see you.
And when the day finally ends,
only God knows how sad I am to be apart from you.
How I wish I could have you right here for all the time Im missing you.
At times I never wished to be too deeply in love with you.
Cause I know Im weak when comes to hearts and feelings.
Each day i prayed in hoping that even if we're not meant to be,
I dont wish for either of our hearts to be hurt
cause I cant afford to hurt you.
All I wanted you to know is that I trust you.
Dont ever break that trust.
I love you.

The Story Of You & Me
11:31 PM.




Sunday, June 13, 2010

Trust.

Is trust a main priority in a relationship?

"The basis of most good relationships is trust.
If you cannot trust the other person,
then the relationship is never going to run very deep.
Building trust takes time especially
when one or both parties have been hurt in the past."


After all that has happened recently,
the truth was that I actually trusted him.
My heart says that he's telling me the truth.
I trust my heart too.
The only thing was that I told myself not to trust completely.
Cause Im scared, if things turn out to be not the way I expected it to be,
I know I would be hurt deeply.
For I know Im not strong to face all these over and over again.

At times I felt so guilty towards him.
Thinking negatively of him.
When I actually let out what I feel to him,
he always there to calm me down and make me feel at ease.
Felt really guilty when I look into his eyes.
How he actually makes me believe every word that he says.
I know what has happened recently really disturbed my mind.
But I tried to be strong like he always wanted me to be.
I dont know how to let out my feelings towards him.
I felt Im too deeply in love with him till at times
I tend to be a little emotional.
One whole day I waited for his call or msg but no response.
Indeed his silence really tortures the heart.
But I just hope he's fine out there. :(

The Story Of You & Me
2:16 AM.




Thursday, June 3, 2010

Its been a month since I last updated my blog.
No doubt that life is full of ups and down.
Unexpected things bound to happen but alhamdulillah
I manage to pull through with my love ones being there for me.
Been quite busy with work lately.
Schedules are totally packed till at times I had no time to meet anyone.
Hope friends are doing fine.
Congrats Zaf for getting a job.
Thanks Sha for being my colleague and lending a listening ear to all my probs.
And Nad! I havent meet u for quite some time.
Shall meet u up soon alright.
Alot of stories to exchange. =)
Something happened recently and I dont wish to share it here.
I dont wish to make the matter bigger.
All I could do is to just put it aside and pretend that it never happened.
For all I know, Im sure truth will surely be revealed one day
no matter how hard or how long u tried to hide it.
Allah itu Maha Adil.
What happened between us mungkin ade hikmah disebaliknya.
This is one of the test given to us.
Aku redha.

The Story Of You & Me
10:26 AM.






.hEr BiOGrApHy.


'-NaMe-'
SiTi RoHaNi MuStAfA

'-PrEffErEd NaMe-'
NaNiE

'-D.O.B-'
14 JaNuArY 1990

'-PrOffEsIoN-'
StUdEnT CaRe TeAcHeR

'-SaYiNG-‘
ItS iMpOsSiBLe To Go ThRoUGh LiFe WiThOuT tRuSt


.DeDiCaTiOnS.


~ StArLiGhT tEaRs ~

The white starlight envelops the tears
The tears fall in the warm wind
Do you feel it?
This trembling, quiet whisper that is going your way
I drew you in this white paper
The warm smile holds me
Is this love
Even when i close my eyes, i see only you

I'll be waiting for you
I will wait for you
I dont want to see the tears of pain anymore
You let me know this love thats like a lie
I'll never let it go
Because that love is you

Im walking in my memories with you
The tears fill even the deepest area of my heart
What should i do?
Even in my dream i miss you

I'll be waiting for you
I will wait for you
I dont want to see the tears of pain anymore
You let me know this love thats like a lie
I'll never let it go
Because that love is you

Please look at me, like the faraway stars
Can't you be the one thats in my heart

I'll be waiting for you
I will wait for you
I dont want to see the tears of pain anymore
You let me know this love thats like a lie
I'll never let it go
Because that love is you



.tUnEs.




.uNsEpArAtEd.

~ L o V e L i E s ~

NaDiAh
AyU
fArAnUrShEiLa
hAkIm
hAyAtI
sHaRoNa
aL-fEE
iZzAt

~ F r I e N d S ~

aLdEn
AsYrAff
aZLiFa
aZmIrA
cHeRyL
dIn
fAeZaH
fAkHrI
fArEEz
fArInA
hAfIdZa
hUdA
KrYsTaL
LyAnA
MaGGiE
mInG Xi
NaQiAh
NuRuLhUdA
rAiHaNaH
sHaFFiYaN
ShAfIqA
sHeRyL
SyAhIdA
YaNi
Yu QiNG
ZuRaIIn
ZyLaa

~ M I (P A E 0 7 ') ~

AtIkAh
HaFiZaH
IdAh
LiSa
MyRa
ZuLkArNaIn
yUsLiNdA

~ S P ~

aDeLiNe
AhBiAh
aMaLiNa
AmOs
ChOnG YaN
CyNtHiA
DeAn
HaFiLaH
JiNG YiNG
JuN JiE
JuStIn
LiN Qi
ShI JiE
ShI YuN
StEpHaNiE
WiNiFrEd


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